Volume 4 Perhaps Wei Ying Xu Leaves Chapter 19
The time since his father's retirement is getting longer and longer, and the matter of Huangshan rising to another level is far away. I don't know if it was because of this early menopause, she often woke Xu up in the middle of the night and asked if Ye Yin was the cinnabar mole in his heart, and he often dripped. She said her life was like a bloody crime scene.
Once Xu really couldn't stand being awakened when he was asleep, he looked at the Yellow Mountain with his hair scattered and said, You just make me feel like I live in a haunted house.
Huang Shan cried, crying silently, lying on the bed like a child who tried to cheat on the aggrieved, Xu didn't care, picked her up, Huang Shan choked in his arms for a while, the two stopped talking, hugged each other and fell asleep.
No matter how many contradictions and dissatisfactions there are, the days we have walked together are always drawn by time, and it is not easy to cut them.
It's not easy to cherish though.
Huang Shan happened to see a passage written by Xu on the Internet: A person who doesn't like to go home must be a person who lacks love for his family, and even if he deceives others, he deceives himself and says that his daily work is for his family. Busyness can comfort the empty emotional space but cannot nourish a person's life, so in the end, no matter whether it is a person or a family, it cannot escape the withering.
Huang Shan's tears dripped onto the table.
During that time, Huang Shan, who never drank alcohol, became reluctant to come on occasions when she needed to drink, and her heart was a slowly burning match, and a few glasses of wine were poured down, becoming a raging fire, and she was often burned to the point that her mouth and tongue were sore, and it was difficult to open her mouth.
Xu didn't expect that it was because of himself, a little distressed that his wife, who had a lot of entertainment, bought a lot of pear juice for Huangshan to drink, and Huangshan was indeed much better after drinking the pear juice.
Huangshan's father died. Asahi had already been admitted to a Ph.D. in Beijing, but decided to study at this university anyway. Xu did not discuss with Huang Shan, and gave up without hesitation. Huangshan really didn't expect it this time.
If companionship is the most sincere vow, Huang Shan feels as if he should be satisfied.
Perhaps, Asahi said on the Internet just a wake-up call to life rather than a summary of despair. Moreover, you can revise it even if you summarize it yourself.
Huangshan, who has figured it out, has regained its atmosphere.
In the morning, it is rare for Huangshan to make stir-fried vegetables and porridge, and the two of them do not have to go to the canteen to eat.
Xu remembered that the middle-aged Wang Shuo said that he was still as far away from his dream as he was in his childhood, but the difference was that he never wanted to realize it again. He told Huangshan this sentence.
Yes, who is not like this Huang Shan thinks, but Xu shouldn't say it, it makes her uncomfortable, because he is her man, her man should stand up to the sky, and he should swallow mountains and rivers, but she suddenly laughed, such a man is part of her dream, and it can't be realized.
Asahi asked her what she was laughing at, and she said, You're right. Xu said yes, Wang Shuo was right.
Ye Yin was surprised to receive a call from Qingqing. Qingqing is divorced.
Qingqing was pregnant with two children after marriage, but both of them were miscarried, and later because of the removal of one of the fallopian tubes due to illness, the chance of having a child was halved.
Qingqing, who is divorced, can't see sadness, but she's a lot quieter.
Qingqing said that the two times she was pregnant were before she got married, and her boyfriend, who was later her husband, said that she didn't dare to let his mother know and let Qingqing go. Qingqing said that she was young at the time and didn't want to have a child so early, so she agreed. After marriage, I wanted to give birth but couldn't conceive anything, and I didn't suffer less than IVF but it was not successful, and then I turned pale when I saw the words reproductive center.
The divorce was proposed by Qingqing, but Ye Yin didn't expect it. Qingqing said that Chengquan will always be grateful, otherwise it will not benefit anyone to tear his face. Ye Yin thought about it, it seemed to be this truth. No matter when it's sunny, you can always think about it. Qingqing snorted, not knowing whether to promise or sneer, and muttered that he didn't want children when he could give birth, and he didn't want me when he couldn't. Then I said loudly and relievingly, I was held up by my mother in the palm of my hand, why should I suffer from that kind of wretchedness?! Away from the quiet. Fortunately, the compensation for me is enough to keep me alive.
Qingqing said that my mother-in-law is wholeheartedly longing for the offspring half-truths and half-truths feel sorry for me, every day the bird's nest and sea cucumber eat the stomach but there is no movement, the corners of the old lady's mouth are foaming, and she is really embarrassed to stay any longer. But she also understands her mother-in-law. Looking at Ye Yin looking at herself blankly, Qingqing smiled and said, you must think that you will continue to live according to my usual practice, right? I can try to adjust my attitude for a good life, but I can't tolerate everything. It is much better to leave when they still want to save their own face than to walk away when they delay time and make the family impatient and unloving. Ye Yin finally nodded, Qingqing had always understood herself and others.
Ye Yin also told Qingqing the story of himself and Xiao. Spoke in detail. When it was told to Rose, because the shade of the leaves was not in good condition, or it could not be unreserved, the story was intermittent, and Rose knew about it. Only Qingqing, who knew when she was young, could understand those abbreviated sentences of Ye Yin.
Qingqing listened quietly and said, I want to talk to Xiao, okay.
Ye Yin smiled and shook his head, he must have thought about what you want to say, so there is no need to meet and repeat. I think everything might be just right. I have lived with the person I love, and I have children, so people should be content. I'm not as responsive as you are, I'm always an afterthought, but it also allows me to understand my true thoughts more accurately.
Seeing the bend, Qingqing burst into tears. said, sister, we will definitely be able to raise Wanwan well.
At this point, there is another experienced boss in the lonely realm. Ye Yin has plenty of time to accompany the bend.
Ye Yin saw in the bend body that it was a child's nature to love his mother, and even because of the deep and brave love of innocence, no less than maternal love. Ye Yin knows himself better and also understands Rong. Yes, from the point of view of comprehension, Ye Yin is very grateful for the bend.
Let the praise be praised, the spitting be spurned, and the understanding be oneself.
Ye Yin said to Wanwan Thank you for loving your mother. Wanwan hugged Ye Yin's face and kissed it, saying that mother loves baby baby and loves mother. Ye Yin thought that maybe this is the most beautiful interweaving and circulation in the world.
Wanwan loves to draw, but he doesn't have much concept of outlines. Ye Yin didn't have any requirements for her, just played with her painting. In the crooked painting, the grass is blue, while the sky is green. When I asked her why, she said she was a bird standing on the grass.
Ye Yin said that Wanwan is not a dreamer, she is a dream herself.
Rose was very envious of Ye Yin and said that she also wanted to be such a relaxed mother. Qingqing said that you have a baby first. Rose's face flushed.
That night, Ye Yin gave Sen the ancient gold ring that Grandma Li had given him. Mori wore it on Rose's hand on her birthday.