Volume 3 The Smoke of the Thousand Corners of the Floating Life Chapter 15
Xiao's bathroom is large, but there is no bathtub. Ye Yin was the main bathtub, and Xiao let people remove it on the same day, and he became angry.
He didn't explain why.
Ye Yin didn't ask why.
There are really a lot of things she hasn't asked Xiao.
For example, the tattoo on Xiao's calf. A woman's head with a Japanese bun. Ye Yin felt familiar.
Ye Yin couldn't help but feel that under the dignified suit and leather shoes, the tattoo was a little weird.
Cinnabar tattoos, usually very light, are only noticeable after drinking.
It's Jin. Ye Yin had seen it at the parent-teacher conference, but she couldn't remember the long time ago.
Later, Ye Yin felt that Xiao's anger always seemed to be related to the bathroom.
Ye Yin's "big aunt" came that day, she put her dirty clothes in the bathroom and waited for her to wake up before washing, she didn't want to oversleep, and she didn't know when she came back. Xiao entered the bathroom and saw that the blood stains were on fire, and Ye Yin woke up in fright.
After Jin died, Xiao became irritable when he saw blood.
Xiao couldn't tell if he missed Jin very much.
The clearest thing in my memory is that Jin will suddenly cry to him, crying inexplicably. In this way when Xiao was very young, he didn't even remember how old he was, but he remembered the horror he had at that time for the rest of his life.
People often say that when I think of my mother, I will think of my home and remember the road, but Xiao never feels it. Even though he loves Jin. The way Jin let him see was never a road, but a cloud of mist. The mother only reminisces as a mother, and it seems to have nothing to do with everything.
Maybe Xiao's love is not exhausted, but solidified in his heart. That's the love for Jin, buried in my heart. Cemeteries are always desolate. Those who approach have feelings. Luan also has feelings, but her innate fearlessness makes her stubbornly approach Xiao. and cruelly departed.
For Luan, coming and going is love, loving oneself.
There is nothing wrong with loving others first and foremost loving yourself.
Ye Yin does not have this power.
Xiao refused to explain the reason for his anger, and Ye Yin thought that it was only because he didn't wash his dirty clothes immediately that he got angry. Later, Xiao told Ye Yin that he was faint from blood.
Ye Yin knew that fainting blood was not Xiao's manifestation, so he only took it as an apology.
Xiao fell asleep, and Ye Yin sat on the ground on the terrace looking at the stars.
She had the same insomnia as she had before she met Xiao, when she was alert and afraid that she would make a mistake. It's like going back in time.
It was pitch black. Darkness really makes it difficult to distinguish between the past and the present.
Ye Yin wants to blend into the night sky and turn into a star.
The next day, the two of them were fine, Xiao held dumbbells on the balcony on the south side, and Ye Yin made breakfast on the balcony on the north side. Like all mornings.
Perhaps, Xiao knew in his heart that he owed Ye Yin an explanation these two times, but he still didn't want to say it, and he didn't know how to say it. He decided to make up for it by spending time with Ye Yin on the weekend.
The resort is located deep in the mountains, as if it had been lost to the world.
Xiao said that I really wish this was the legendary black hole, so let's leave ourselves here.
Ye Yin smiled, are you willing, you are an animal in the concrete forest.
Xiao disagreed, shrugged his shoulders and said, occasionally.
Of course, Ye Yin hopes that Xiao will say, I am willing for you. Even if it's a lie.
Kikyo came over and pushed Ye Yin's leg and asked her to take her out, and Ye Yin smiled at Kikyo, thinking that it would be nice if she could make such a reckless request.
Xiao looked at Ye Yin and felt that her words were less than before, and her smile became more and more like that of middle school.
During that time, Ye Yin often called Liu Shanshan, she said little, she listened to Liu Shanshan.
During the day, Liu Shanshan encouraged a little nurse who was crying because she had to work another night shift because she had been working all night, and said, "Look, your beautiful eyes are as bright as if you have slept for twenty-four hours." The little nurse immediately wiped away her tears and smiled. In the evening, when she watched a female host introduce a messy hairstyle on the show, she said that it was like sleeping for 24 hours, and she was so excited that she quickly dialed Ye Yin's phone and said, look, I have caught up with the famous host, or I will change jobs.
Ye Yin said that if she can't control her mouth like you, no one will dare to be on her show. You know that her cleverness is not to say everything, but to swallow back a part. I didn't hear Liu Shanshan for a long time, Ye Yin "fed" the phone twice, and then listened to Liu Shanshan's cautious answer, I still do a line of love. So he didn't mention being the host.
Later, the two developed a habit that if they both had time to watch the host's show at the same time, the two would guess together the words that were swallowed back behind her just right language. Many times Liu Shanshan felt that Ye Yin guessed correctly, but she couldn't help but secretly wonder what Ye Yin, who once didn't understand the world, went through to learn to speculate on people's hearts?
Liu Shanshan has been to Beijing twice, but she has never seen Xiao. In fact, once Xiao didn't go on a business trip, but Ye Yin didn't let Xiao and Liu Shanshan eat together, and the reason was not even clear to herself.
Liu Shanshan faintly felt strange, but she clearly felt that Ye Yin was satisfied with life, and she was a little confused. She tentatively asked Ye Yin if she wanted to go back to school for graduate school, and sent Ye Yin an enrollment brochure. Liu Shanshan was excited when she heard Ye Yin say that she was thinking about it, she really hoped that Ye Yin could go to graduate school, so that Ye Yin could stay in school and the two of them could meet each other again. She even jokingly told Ye Yin that her salary was more than enough for Ye Yin to study. Ye Yin on the other end of the phone heard tears in the corners of his eyes.
Ye Yin was thinking about how to tell Xiao what he thought, but Xiao handed her a physical examination report in a panic, he actually had tuberculosis! Fortunately, it was not serious, and at night before the hospitalization, Xiao lay on the sofa and pillowed Ye Yin's legs and let Ye Yin comb his hair to comfort him, saying that it would be three weeks to recuperate, and he would always accompany him.
Ye Yin gave up his plan to go to graduate school without the slightest hesitation, and didn't even mention it to Xiao.
During that time, Ye Yin was very busy, changing the way to make soup for Xiao and make Xiao happy. Xiao's obedient and self-dependent appearance made Ye Yin very satisfied.