098 You are already in the red dust
The bottles and cans that Yanyan prepared for me earlier have not come in handy yet, and she will definitely not give up.
I hurriedly fished Bai Jinghong out of the water, and dragged him to the bed, a bed made of cold rock, which was burned into a kang in a blink of an eye. I sat next to him and felt that my butt was too hot, and I was afraid that he would be roasted, so I could only wipe his body with a wet cloth and keep wiping his body. I don't know if it was because he was asked to roast it, or because of the condiment, after I came out of the water, I was also very hot, my heart was a little depressed, my head was a little dizzy, I was weak, and I seemed to have a lot of strength to accumulate and desire to explode.
But this kid was lying there, sweating on his forehead, his body was clearly textured, and he was a very beautiful and delicious appearance, the more I wiped my heart, the more unbearable it became, and I almost hated Yanyan in my heart, when did I make such a joke.
But fortunately, I am a stone, and I can endure this kind of thing in the end, but I really can't look at Bai Jinghong anymore, so I turned my back, and wiped it on him with a handkerchief in my hand, and accidentally touched a hot bulge, and I was shocked, and hurriedly withdrew my hand.
I sat on the edge of the bed scratching my ears and cheeks, what a whole thing, originally if this fire couldn't go down, I could still ask the Heavenly Monarch for help, but now that there is such a situation, Bai Jinghong is such a face-saving person outside, he must not be willing to lose such a person in front of the Heavenly Monarch he respects the most.
I wanted to go to Yanyan and see if I could ask for an antidote or something.
It's just that as soon as my ass left the ondol, Bai Jinghong grabbed my wrist and muttered, "Don't go, I'm fine, don't go." ”
I was a soft-hearted stone, and when he begged me so lowly, I couldn't bear to go, so I sat down again and wiped his forehead, and asked distressedly, "Are you really uncomfortable?" ”
Bai Jinghong shook his head dizzily, his tone was very uncomfortable to hear, but what he said was, "It's okay, it's okay......"
Strong children are always very moving, so I couldn't help but shed tears, touched his handsome face, and said aggrievedly: "Can you tell me what I should do, you look really uncomfortable, are you considered a failure in Nirvana like this......
He smiled softly, pulled me into his arms, and said softly, "It's really fine, it's just that I was burned by Qiqi's dark fire, and it's okay if I stand up." ”
He put his chin in the socket of my neck, and he couldn't help but let out three or two gasps, thinking that there was no water in his body anymore, and the wind was all hot, and I wondered if I stuffed a sweet potato into his stomach at this time, it would be baked in a few moments. I felt pitiful, so I licked his lips with my tongue and handed him a little water.
Bai Jinghong closed his eyes and smiled softly again, wrapped his arms around me, and pierced the tip of his hot tongue into my lips, greedily and lingeringly asking for it.
I kissed him for a while, and I became more and more uncomfortable, thinking that I was done, and I was going to explain it here today.
When I was sure that I would not escape, I had a faint expectation in my heart, but Bai Jinghong just kissed me and hugged me, as if he was also very uncomfortable by those two fires, but he kept humming and chirping to endure it.
I was very moved in my heart, and I felt that my original vision was really right, he was the most well-behaved and good young man in heaven and earth, a righteous man and a gentleman.
I felt sorry for him and fell in love with him, and although the night was long, it was also very good. When I woke up, Bai Jinghong's spirit was much better, but my body and face were still very hot, I wanted to get up to fetch water, and I was not allowed to go by Bai Jinghong, so I turned my body over to face him, and asked in a low voice, "Are you better?" ”
He smiled slightly, very gentle, "The heat has subsided for the most part, but it's just ......"
"How?"
"My heart is beating so fast."
I knew he was teasing me, but I still put my face on his chest, and listened softly and carefully, very quickly, like the voice of a young girl "uneasy in the room", ready to come out but sullen.
I just laughed and he said, "What's wrong?" ”
It's not much, "It's just that I'm relieved to see you jumping alive." I'll go pick some dew, you wait for me. ”
Bai Jinghong gently "um" and let me out of his arms. The fairy forest is a place where water and soil are moistened, and the dew in the early morning is the most clear and sweet, which has the effect of nourishing yin and moisturizing dryness, so the grass and tree elves that grow in the fairy forest are born with extra water and tenderness.
I was afraid of disturbing the cleanliness of the dew, so I took the bottle and collected it drop by drop, and when I wandered among the flowers, I heard two old and unscrupulous things hiding behind the flowers and trees and blowing each other.
Yanyan said: "It's done, look at her moisturizing, my daughter's family is still more moisturized to be delicate and lovely." ”
Ye Sansheng said: "Yan Fairy is a good means. ”
"Where is it, it is not as witty as Mr. Ye, and his acting skills are outstanding."
"Well said, well said."
When I took the dew and went back, I fed it to Bai Jinghong, and cursed in my heart, "Despicable, shameless, next to me!" ”
Bai Jinghong asked me, "Who are you scolding?" ”
I obviously didn't make a sound, so I looked at him suspiciously, and Bai Jinghong said: "Your eyes are here in Benjun, I can hear what you think in your heart." ”
It's no wonder that in the past I always thought that he had installed something to eavesdrop on me, when I could really hear everything. I said, "Yanyan and Ye Sansheng drugged us last night." ”
"Oh."
"What are you laughing at!" I glared at Bai Jinghong, lowered my eyes again, and said, "You know right, so how do you ...... How is there no ......"
"Will it be calculated?"
I didn't speak, Bai Jinghong smiled and said, "Are you still disappointed?" ”
"No, how can it be, I'm just worried about your body, since the deity is the elders, what I care about most is the body of the juniors......"
As I spoke, Bai Jinghong raised his eyes and looked at me lightly, as if to remind me that he knew everything I thought in my heart, and don't lie to him with duplicity.
I closed my mouth, so Bai Jinghong put down the dew, leaned on the bed and asked me with his arm raised, "Do you know, I can clearly hear what you are saying in your heart, why do you have to ask many things again and again?" ”
I shook my head.
He said, "Because ...... Sometimes, even you are deceived by yourself, and I ask you again and again to think about whether you are deceiving yourself and others, and thinking about the truest thoughts in your heart. ”
"Then you are not me, how do you know that I am deceiving myself?"
Bai Jinghong thought for a while and said, "You are still young." ”
"I'm not young, I've lived to be almost a million years old."
"Although you have read nearly a million years of red dust overturning, but you have never been in it, you have seen the bleakest ending, you have already cast a defense in your heart, so that you can be unmoved in the bleakness, self-deception may be easy, but if you live a lifetime, have not calmly faced your own sincerity, have not put yourself under the blue sky and white sun, taste through the hardship, true love and laughter, a hundred years, a million years, what is the point? Sleeping in the mirror for nearly a million years, do you think that is your life? ”
"My life?"
"Yes, you are a stone, but since you have a spirit, you are not only a stone, you are you, you are yourself. Benjun knows that you have been hiding me these days, because you think that the great god of Nuwa cast you as a mirror, that is, you want you to take the common people of the world as your own responsibility, you have the mission of fighting to the death with Xiao Angu, and you don't want to be tied up by this red dust, but you are already you, not only a tool cast by the great god of Nuwa to maintain the stability of the common people, you have already been in this red dust, and you can no longer be separated from this red dust. ”
"So what should I do?"
Bai Jinghong smiled, touched my hair and said, "Just be yourself, you have to contribute to the peace of the Six Realms, or you can be at ease in the world, do what you want to do in your heart, be frank and unrepentant, eh?" ”
What do I want to do, what do I want to do?
I suddenly raised my head and looked at Bai Jinghong, "I want to ...... I want to hug you......"
He opened his arms and smiled, the gentlest harbor I had seen in a million years, and I threw myself on him and hugged him, tears dripping down his chest.
When I opened my own eyes from the mirror, there was only one thing I wanted to do, to embrace the boy who woke me up.
It's just that I cried, Bai Jinghong didn't know why he choked up, I raised my eyes and asked him, "Why are you crying?" ”
He was still smiling, a bright tear dripping from the corner of his eye, and said with a smile, "Happy." ”
I was even happier when he was happy, so I hugged him deeper and tighter, as if I was also hugging myself who had been sleeping in ignorance and unaware of myself.
But I didn't know that Bai Jinghong was not as happy as he said and he seemed to be, and he didn't plan to tell me a lot of things that he had silently stored up in his heart, he just took me for a fool and hoped that I would always be a fool.
Because I'm his heart, liver, liver, baby.