Chapter 291: Suddenly Unfamiliar
If his hands hadn't trembled, if his eyes hadn't seen panic, Mingyue would really have to wonder if he had uttered those heavy seven words.
Pushing An Yi's hand away, Mingyue took two steps back, repeating clearly word by word: "Break up." ”
She said that she broke up twice, and her tone was calm without waves, An Yi stared at her joyless and sad face, and suddenly felt terrible strange!
Hanging down his empty hand, his heart was also drained of pain.
The wind was really cold, as if it was going to freeze people.
"Is it because I spend too little time with you and get angry with me?" Even though his heart hurt as if he was going to die, An Yi was still smiling, "You also know that the situation has been special recently......"
“……”
"That'...... Because today you said you were going to come out, and I wasn't positive enough? ”
“……”
"I advised you not to drink too much last night, is that because of that?"
An Yi's voice became softer and softer, almost covered by the sound of the waves, but there was a powerful force that slammed into Mingyue's heart.
The morning breeze almost roared between her and him.
With flying black hair, miserable white cheeks, and a thin body, he may fall down in the next second.
Her pupils were heartbreakingly dim, and only God knew that Mingyue would need to exert all her strength to keep her face expressionless.
"I really can't guess, you tell me, I will never say a word, change the past, but don't scare me so much, okay?" He was really scared, even the blood in his body felt Mingyue's seriousness, but An Yi really didn't know where to offend her!
How can you be so humble, it's me who is wrong, it's me! Please, be yourself free and easy, don't feel sorry for people like me, as long as you are happy, it is the best consolation for me, and it is also the greatest punishment......
If An Yi had the superpower to hear other people's hearts, he would not let go of anything!
It's a pity that there are so many ifs in life, and some are just illusions.
"That's not a reason, and I'm not kidding you." Far more calmly than she imagined, Mingyue did not avoid An Yi's gradually indifferent gaze, "I made the decision after careful consideration, in fact, I should have left a long time ago, and it was only because of that accident that it was delayed until today." ”
"Leave? Do you think I'm going to believe it? If you really don't love me, then what's dependent on me? What is your emotion? ”
Mingyue actually laughed, smiling contemptuously and regretfully, it was a naked ridicule, who knows, she laughed because An Yi's self-esteem was too high or a trick of fate?
"I didn't say I didn't love you, but I also didn't promise to never leave!"
She stood straight here, but her soul had been withdrawn from her body, and there was another self beside her, watching the farce coldly.
"You saved me, so before your injuries healed, you want me to leave you alone," Mingyue shook her head, "Although I am not a good man and a woman, I can't do such a ruthless thing......"
An Yi laughed angrily, "You only remember him in your heart, no matter what I do, I can't surpass that dead man......"
With a "snap", An Yi's head shook to the side, Mingyue's hand trembled uncontrollably, and her voice told him: "If you have to compare with him, then you are humiliating yourself!" He loves me alone until he dies, what about you? An Yi - Think about what you did? His chest rose and fell violently, and he lowered his hand weakly, "Have a cold war with me, and then make something like that with Lang Qing'er, so what do you compare to him?" ”
"You know," An Yi slowly turned his head, his face burning with pain, "I promised her to be angry with you, because in your eyes, I can't find that you care about me." ”
Mingyue felt that her heart was numb with pain, yes, when I hid my love for you in my heart, you may never see it, but I know it's enough!
Too deep a hurt may also be because of love, even if that's not what you should bear!
"It's a pity that your reason is not understood by me, don't blame me for breaking my promise, even after Satan's incident, I didn't say to forgive you for that kiss."
An Yi stroked the place where she had been beaten, and asked in a daze: "Even if I almost lost my life for you, I can't exchange your forgiveness?" ”
"If that's your original intention of saving me, I can only say that you're not worth hurting." Mingyue finally believes that she is a natural actor, even if she feels like she is about to suffocate, she can still say the most ruthless words in the calmest posture, she knows what angle can hurt An Yi the most, and almost spares no effort to hurt, just to keep him away from greater despair!
"So......" Why can't the sun that is fully rising shine into his cold chest, "so you have no intention of going home with me at all?" ”
"Yes, I ...... I can't bear to refuse your request......"
"Did you tell me that last night was my dream alone? Or is it a way for you to repay my life-saving grace! An Yi took a step forward and looked down at her coldly, "It's just to repay the favor, you can't even give up yourself?" You say that 'he' will never die for you, but does 'he' love you like this? A woman who gave me both body and mind. ”
Please don't say that!
Tears rained, Mingyue covered her ears in a broken down, looking at him with teary eyes, her lips moved, but she didn't make any sound, I just want to leave a little good memory, this is the only greed I have......
Pulled down her arm very lightly, as if he was afraid of hurting her, and said indifferently but firmly: "You must have a last resort to break up, tell me, nothing can't be solved!" ”