The twilight is getting thicker, and the sadness is surging in the bottom of her heart, although it is very difficult to speak, some words still have to be said, Mingyue wrapped her shoulders around her shoulders, and pinched her skin with both hands, this pain made her sober!

Soberly experiencing the sadness that permeated the breath, her mist-like voice was the most ethereal existence: "Haoxi, I think you know everything, right?" Those unbearable things......"

Mingyue didn't want to ask right or wrong, and thought that she was no longer afraid of anything, and when she lost something, she realized that she had nothing to say when she faced Haoxi again.

What do you dare to say? Even if there is a big reason, it can't change the fact that she "betrayed", let Kim Haoxi love her, love her, spoil her, and indulge her, Mingyue and even her own behavior should be spurned. Not to mention what other people think and think, whenever she inadvertently thinks of the night she spent with An Yi, she always feels a burst of self-loathing.

In addition to the disgust, there are some other things that flash by, what exactly is it, Mingyue does not know, and does not want to think deeply.

Many things are so strange, the more people you don't want to see, the more you will meet, the more you don't want to remember, the harder it is to get rid of them, and every seemingly ordinary detail in life is like a reminder of everything that happened to you in the beginning.

Therefore, Mingyue is entangled in every way, and her thoughts are always hovering between forgetting and ignoring that experience and occasionally remembering that night.

There is no way to tell her heart, and it is impossible to tell anyone, her sorrow, her sadness, her self-blame, her helplessness...... has occupied Mingyue's heart for several days, and in front of others, he must pretend to be a beautiful and happy shadow in love, and it is a blessing that he has not been forced out of the second personality!

From the past to the present, from life to death, Mingyue can "know everything, say everything" is the only person Kim Haoxi, he understands her love, understands her shyness, indulges her occasional little willfulness, and understands her longing for family warmth.

Because you understand, you are willing to give; Because of deep love, so willingly!

Mingyue boasted that she knew Kim Haoxi's love and kindness best, and she asked countless times, "Is it that at the moment before leaving, you still have no regrets about the decision you made in an instant, even if you look at me sadly from afar, even if you go back in time to the day we separated, my Haoxi will still make the same choice?" ”

However, after all, I didn't hear his answer, just like Mingyue, who was whispering softly at this moment, had burst into tears, and couldn't get Jin Haoxi's comfort, and he couldn't even feel even a trace of his breath.

Some roads are destined to be completed alone;

Some people will eventually say goodbye in reluctance;

Some sorrows will go away with time;

Some feelings, but they never become shallow.

And some words, you can only tell yourself, listen to the breeze, and there is no response!

……

It was already night when she returned to the dormitory, and Pan Xiaoting, who was reading prose, looked up from the book and told Mingyue, "An Yi won't let you contact you, the phone call has come to me, and she seems to be in a hurry." ”

Mingyue took out her mobile phone and found that it was out of power and automatically turned it off. charged some electricity, turned on the phone, and then dialed An Yi, but no one answered there.

She didn't pay much attention to it, if she was really in a hurry, she would definitely contact her again!

But An Yi didn't show up the next morning, although Mingyue felt strange, but he didn't bother when he was busy accompanying the guests.

It wasn't until noon that An Yi called to say that she had something to look for, Mingyue and Ran Ran were having dinner at that time, and they wanted to say that if they were not in a hurry, they could make an appointment to meet somewhere else.