Chapter 64: Trembling
Sad nights, sad questions, sad self, I don't know how to support my love for you.
Along the way, there were no words to walk silently, and nothing could arouse the surging of my heart.
"You go first! I forgot the charger in the classroom, I'll go get it......" Ou Lin, who had just walked to the school gate, suddenly thought that something had been forgotten in the classroom, and said to Lu Chengzhu.
"Alright! Then I'll go first......" After Lu Chengzhu finished speaking, he turned around and walked out of the school gate, while Ou Lin continued to turn around and walk in the direction of the classroom.
In the quiet corridor, there was no one in the hallway, but the familiar classroom had lights, and I felt strange, so I walked into the classroom and saw ......
I heard the slight footsteps walking into the classroom, and saw that I had been staring at myself at this time, but the eyes seemed to be devouring myself alive.
"Why are you here......" The cold voice floated through the classroom, those eyes stared at her with disgust, he couldn't calm his heart, in his eyes, the person in front of him was made up of a lie.
"Why can't I be here, is it only you who can be here?"
"This is also my classroom, I can come if I want to come......" His eyes glanced at him with disdain, and his tone was more disdainful and indifferent.
Unconsciously, the anger in her heart burned inexplicably, just because of deception, she deceived Yan Jin.
"Didn't you say you weren't coming to school today? Why is it here again now? In a questioning tone, Ou Lin stared at Shi Hua and asked coldly.
"Whether I want to come to school or not doesn't seem to have anything to do with you!" The tone of disdain sounded again, and the whole classroom seemed to freeze cold.
I don't know if it's because of her that I'm so sensitive. All of her was so important, but she didn't know the lie and didn't want her to know it. It's just because I don't want her to feel pressured and don't want her to think about it.
"You deliberately said that you had something at home at the meeting, so you deliberately didn't come to the club!" Retracting his gaze, he stopped looking at the person in front of him who he hated.
"Yes, I just don't like Yan Jin, I just hate her, I hate her......" At this time, his eyes were full of slow disgust, and Shi Hua stood up.
Slowly leaving his position, he walked past Orin with his head up, and passed by.
Suddenly, she stopped, turned her head slightly, and squinted at Orin.
"Do you like her......" As soon as the words fell, by the time Ou Lin reacted, Shi Hua had already disappeared. It's just that there are no lights on this floor, only emotions, which are still undulating.
Everyone could see that they liked her, but she was still struggling desperately and didn't answer.
What's the use of liking, she can't see herself in her eyes at all, not even a shadow......
There is only one reason to move forward, but there are a hundred reasons to go back. Many people spend their days making a hundred reasons to prove that he is not a coward, but never a single reason to prove that he is a warrior.
"Yan Jin, you and Tian Kui sing so well, I never knew you had this strength......" Yan Jin and Mu Zi, who had just walked into the bedroom, heard Ze Lu and Yao Jing's excited words, and Yan Jin felt very embarrassed when they heard it.
I don't know if it's because of what happened on the cafeteria road just now, but I still have some lingering palpitations in my heart. Yan Jin didn't respond to them, just smiled, walked into the dormitory, and took off his coat......
I don't know if it's because I'm tired or emotionally tired, or if I'm really tired today, I feel very tired today.
"Hey, Mu Zi, he's about to have a birthday...... Yan Jin looked at the calendar on his phone, suddenly thought of something, and ran to Mu Zi's side and said to her.
"Huh? It's his birthday! How can you be so close to Jiang Lai, it's only four days away......" Mu Zi looked at the date that Yan Jin pointed to, and suddenly thought of something, and said.
Remember, wouldn't you be happy if you knew that I always remembered you?
"Yikes! You remember Jiang Lai's birthday! Looks like you care about him! Then why don't you accept others? ”
"Look at you, you remember people's birthdays so clearly, and you still say that you don't have him in your heart, how can you say it!" Yan Jin looked at Mu Zi with a wicked smile, in fact, in her eyes, she still felt that Mu Zi should give Jiang a chance, after all, he loved her, and she also cared about him.
Mu Zi seemed to be thinking about something, she seemed to be thinking about what Yan Jin had just said, she suddenly looked at Yan Jin, and said to her: "I want to give myself a little time, and I want to see if Jiang Lai really likes herself, if it is still like this all the time, in a few years, I will accept him......" Mu Zi told Yan Jin her inner thoughts, she didn't dare to bet.
After listening to Mu Zi's words, Yan Jin instantly felt that she had accepted Ye too quickly, and she asked Mu Zi embarrassedly: "You say, did I accept Gao Xinye too quickly?" ”
"No! I think it's very enviable for two people to love each other at the same time......" Mu Zi showed envious eyes and kept looking at Yan Jin.
She smiled......
Love is when you are inadvertent, it comes and goes quickly, but in this whirlpool of feelings, you have never realized it......
"Say, what am I going to give him? I've been thinking about it for a long time and can't figure it out, so you can help me think about it! Yan Jin continued to ask Mu Zi, the first time she celebrated a boy's birthday, it was still her boyfriend. Maybe I was too nervous, or maybe I paid too much attention to it, so I lost my direction in an instant.
"What's there to think about!"
"Wouldn't it be nice to just give you to him!" Mu Zi said with a grin, causing Yan Jin's itching, and the laughter of the two of them spread throughout the bedroom.
You see, the sky is so dark, the stars are so bright, I seem to have found your own shadow......
The sad eyes were hidden by the night, and the phone was put aside, and everything was so lifeless.
It's been three weeks, and she still doesn't pay attention to herself, her heart hurts, she feels so sad, how to fill the hollowed out place?
"Come, it's your birthday in a few days, what are your plans? Why don't you go out for a drink with your brothers? Classmate Xiaoben sent a message, interrupting Jiang Lai's thoughts at this time.
"I haven't planned yet, I shouldn't be able to! It's just a birthday, let's come out and get together when we have time in the future! "It's not a serious refusal, just because she didn't come to herself, and she only vacancy herself in her heart, how can others make up for it.
Lying on the bed, looking at the moonlight so close to him. It turned out that her position in her heart had become so important, but she hadn't found it, and she thought it was just a simple liking, but it had become more profound......
Anyway, if I care about you, I will still put down any posture to find you, just because, I have you in my heart......
"Ye, your birthday is coming, do you want any gifts!" Yan Jin suddenly sent this sentence to Gao Xinye, waiting for his reply.
It's been a long time, it's been a long time, and it seems a little strange.
"My birthday? So it's good that you remember it so clearly! ”
"Gifts don't matter! It's okay......" Gao Xinye continued to respond, her heart warm, because she cared.
"How can that be, birthday! If you still want it, say it! What kind of gift do you want......" Yan Jin continued to ask, because she was afraid that he would not like the gift she bought.
On the other side, he smiled, he didn't know that Yan Jin was such an interesting person, all girls wouldn't ask questions, but she asked them easily, which also proved that he was really Yan Jin's first love.
"How can anyone ask someone else for a gift!" Gao Xinye deliberately asked this question, he knew that Yan Jin must have been dumbfounded, and he waited for her response.
"Ah...... Oh yes! But I really don't know what to give you......" Looking at Gao Xinye's words to ask himself, Yan Jin was instantly embarrassed and didn't know how to answer him, and instantly felt that he was really stupid.
Gao Xinye, who knew that Yan Jin would answer like this, responded with a smile: "Then give you to me!" Anyway, it's a matter of time......"
Looking at Gao Xinye's reply, Yan Jin was taken aback, and immediately covered his phone, afraid of being seen by others.
The heart was pounding there, and it hadn't reacted yet......
"Don't be so indecent, I'm talking serious!" After a long time, Yan Jin slowly opened his phone and continued to respond.
Some jokes become true when they are turned on, like some lies, and when they are spoken, they really come true......
"Mu Zi, he is the same as you, he is not serious, are you two colluding!" Yan Jin quietly climbed to Mu Zi's bed, and Mu Zi, who was wearing headphones, was startled by Yan Jin.
"Ah......h
"Why didn't you come here and make no sound! I'm scared to death......" Mu Zi patted his chest and said.
"Hahaha, are you secretly chatting with Jiang Lai! I just talked to you, and seeing that you ignored me, I crawled over......" Yan Jin said as he hugged Mu Zi, and suddenly felt as if he had become unimportant.
"I'm going to sleep with you at night......"
"I won't sleep for you! You're a cleanliness person, and you'll get up tomorrow morning and take a shower......"
"No, no, I'm going to sleep with you ......"
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You can always find the kind of warmth you like somewhere, whether it's family, friendship, or love......
"Vomiting ......" Ye Ziling suddenly felt that something was wrong in the past few days, and she always felt disgusting.
At first, I thought that I was eating irregularly or eating something bad, but I have been doing this for a week. I suddenly thought that I hadn't come this month's period yet, and I seemed to have a premonition of something.
Quickly get home from the pharmacy and run to the bathroom.
It was too late, like a bolt from the blue.
"Lin, I have something to look for you......"
"I don't think we need to contact anymore, this is the last time, what's the matter, you say ......" Facing the other end of the phone, Orin's cold voice swept through the room, he didn't want to have anything to do with her anymore.
"I'm pregnant......" After hesitating for a moment, Ye Ziling still told Ou Lin about it, because this is a responsibility, no matter what the result is, she must let him know.
"You ......" Before I could hear a response, there was already a hang-up sound on the other end of the phone.
The whole body was as if it had just come out of the ice cellar, without any life, and the dead face was like a dead face, and tears were quietly slipping down......