Chapter 258: Hug
Wu Yizhu was stunned when he heard my words, his eyes just fluctuated a little, and he was immediately suppressed, and whispered: "I was kind enough to give you food, did you curse me to death like this?" ”
"What do you say?" I just watched her say those three words, but I didn't know how much she could hear the tangled meaning in them.
But when she heard what I said, she was silent, didn't say a word, just looked at me silently, ate the lunch little by little, and then she patiently packed it up.
"Aren't you hungry?" I ate it all before I realized the question, and then asked a little embarrassed.
She gave me a blank look: "Why aren't you hungry, some pigs don't leave me some if they can eat so much, but fortunately I have an apple." ”
After saying that, she went to eat his apple, and I began to carefully recall the details of the fat man after returning to my hometown. From the beginning to the end of the void mound, the fat man seems to behave seamlessly, is it really that I am too glassy?
"I'll ask you something, okay?" I couldn't figure it out, because I hadn't experienced it, so I decided to ask Wu Yizhu anyway.
Wu Yizhu took the last bite of the apple, then threw away the pit, wiped his hands carefully before saying to me, "Let's go out for a walk." As he came to the playground, it was a little warmer, but it was already cold. So there's no one on the playground. Most of the people who didn't go home should also be in the classroom, with only a few basketball players playing happily in the other half.
"If you and your teammates go through a mission and encounter many big opportunities, will you choose to give up all of them?" I asked, kicking the stone to release my pent-up mood for the past few days.
Wu Yizhu looked at me like a fool, and didn't answer my question, just looked at me in a daze, and didn't speak, until I was a little hairy in my heart, and then a sentence came out: "Depending on the situation, if you are accompanied by the division commander, they don't want all the opportunities, let you explain it to you, if it is a peer or even a decade older than us, it is impossible at all?" ”
"No exceptions?" I don't know why, Wu Yizhu's words made me extremely irritable, didn't she say that there was something wrong with the fat man, I couldn't stand it.
Wu Yizhu thought for a while and nodded: "From ancient times to the present, there are no exceptions, it must be every opportunity to fight for it, even if you don't say what you think in your heart, the desire in your eyes will definitely not be less." ”
I thought about the fat man's unwanted eyes at all, I always felt that the fat man gave it to me for my good, does it really seem that there is a big problem now?
"Then let me ask you, what if he is not a Taoist, but a Buddhist?" I thought about it for a long time before I came up with a reason to whitewash the fat man, after all, most monks have no desires.
Wu Yizhu said with a smile: "Actually, I knew from the beginning that you were suspicious of Du Haodi. ”
"Huh?" I froze and stared at her.
"When I heard you say Buddhism, I'm 100% sure it's him. Let me tell you, even if you are a high-ranking monk, it is not as clean as you think, and the private chaos of Buddhism is filthy, didn't your master tell you? The monk did not become a Buddha after all, and the Taoist priest is not an immortal after all, since he is a mortal fetus in the flesh. Then it means that there is still human nature, so there are no exceptions. Wu Yizhu didn't leave a little affection, and directly poked at the fear in my heart.
"You mean fat, is there really a problem?" I felt the corners of my mouth tremble, and a feeling rose in my heart that I didn't know if it was fear or anger.
Wu Yizhu shook his head: "I don't know what happened to you, I just simply analyzed the process of making profits, and I didn't say that he had problems in this incident." ”
"That's good." I forcibly comforted my heart with my mouth.
In this kind of suspicious time, if there is a problem in one place, it will soon evolve into a problem with everything, and no matter how you think about it, it feels like all his actions are purposeful.
But I didn't ask Wu Yizhu again, because I still have a bottom line for some things, although I didn't really sign that confidentiality agreement, but this is the principle of being a person, and it's really not good to reveal too many core things. Of course, that doesn't mean I don't trust Wu Yizhu.
I was in an irritable mood and walked around the playground, round and round.
Wu Yizhu followed me silently, with his hands in his pockets, round and round.
Finally, Wu Yizhu broke the silence and said to me: "Actually, it's really useless for you to worry about this kind of thing. You're really just a little minion at the bottom, and everything is necessary for you. ”
"Well, I just can't get over it in my heart, they want to use me against my relatives." I said hatefully.
Wu Yizhu said: "This kind of thing, although it is really annoying, but to be honest, this is simply too normal." ”
"You say, I'm so weak, it's better to die if I'm caught." I don't know why I became even more depressed after saying this, and squatted directly on the ground.
Wu Yizhu said: "It seems that your experience in the reincarnation of a hundred lifetimes does not have any experience about feelings. ”
"Sure enough, it's a hit on the head, my hundred lifetimes of reincarnation are all about exercising desires." There is no need to hide these things, I will tell you the truth.
"That's good, in fact, the saddest thing is desire, but feelings are the most painful, but you haven't experienced feelings, and now you will suffer once, even if you see the experience, you still have to bear it once in the future. That's fine. Wu Yizhu stood beside me and patted my head, there was really an illusion at this moment.
I stood up and hugged her directly to her surprised gaze.
At this moment, my mind is blank, reality and fantasy are really different.
Although her clothes were still cold, I felt a heat, but I didn't know if it belonged to me or hers. Wu Yizhu didn't resist, and after about five seconds, she actually hugged me and patted me on the shoulder.
My heart is not flustered at all, and I don't have any anxiety, I am really down-to-earth at this moment, I can't say what it feels like, but unlike my mother's hug, I have never had such a down-to-earth time.
After a long time, I separated, I put my hands on Wu Yizhu's shoulders, staring at her eyes, at this moment, I originally felt that the eyes that were not deep were not so ancient, in my eyes, she seemed to have the attraction of stars.