Chapter Seventy-Nine: Him, Him, Him, Him, Them
I couldn't sleep a little, and now the dormitory door, looking at the corridor of the teaching building, has turned off the lights, leaving only the lifeless darkness.
"Alas!" sighed silently, as if time had really changed something, but there seemed to be an uncontrollable wetness in his eyes, and it had a temperature.
In fact, Yan Jin really wanted to tell Gao Xinye about Chen Lin's appearance, but she didn't know how to talk about it to him, let alone what the consequences of saying it were, so she wasn't sure, she didn't dare, she chose to be silent.
Silently in your heart, a person is under pressure there, but you don't know it at all, don't you really care? Is my effort all about drawing water? Where did you go when you first met?
Walking into the bedroom, turning off the mobile phone, lying on the bed, Yan Jin couldn't help but half-cover her face with the quilt, she was still thinking about Gao Xinye, why did her attitude towards herself fluctuate from hot to cold, is it true that the "expiration date" has passed? Is there really a shelf life between them?
Some things, some things, including feelings, are not good to live plainly? Why do you have to make each other's hearts suspicious, why do you let each other's hearts become so struggling and tormenting each other, are you really comfortable with us like this?
"Alas!" Thinking about it, Yan Jin couldn't help but sigh.
In the dead of night, everything was quiet, except for the thing that I don't know what it was, and suddenly made two sounds, but it disappeared immediately, and the night became a little weird.
It all says that tomorrow is beautiful, a new beginning, a new starting point, but tonight's words can't believe it. Because of Chen Lin's appearance, she felt that in this world, at least she, had become a no tomorrow. She didn't know why she was so scared in her heart, obviously this person was not in front of her eyes, why was she inexplicably afraid? Maybe it's because I'm afraid of losing my happiness and losing Gao Xinye!
"Mu Zi......" Yan Jin turned around in the quilt and crawled over, screaming softly at Mu Zi's bedside.
"Huh?" Mu Zi was startled by this sudden cry, and subconsciously responded.
"Why do I always feel inexplicably sad in my heart......" After Yan Jin, Mu Zi and himself were silent.
There were only three simple lines of dialogue, but they both fell silent. Mu Zi knew that Yan Jin was very sad, and for Gao Xinye and Chen Lin's appearance, she knew that Yan Jin had become in a bad mood these days. It's just that she can't do anything, who can control this matter.
In fact, Mu Zi was also very sad in his heart, because of an uncertain wait, because of this waiting, maybe in the end, it was just a bamboo basket for water. But my heart is ready to start waiting, do you want to force yourself to deliberately forget? What can I do? You can't fool yourself!
Tomorrow will come after all, and you can't hide from it, you can only face it.
"Ye, it's class." Hearing the bell ringing, Yan Jin sent a message to Gao Xinye, she couldn't find any topic to chat with Gao Xinye, she felt that there was a big galaxy between her and Gao Xinye, so far away, so far away that she almost forgot about his appearance.
"I'm ...... in class" is just a simple answer, maybe in his eyes, Yan Jin is very naΓ―ve, but Yan Jin can only pretend to seize any opportunity to shorten the distance between them, and then shorten.
She was trying, but he couldn't see it.
"Let's go to class!" Yan Jin responded, she didn't have more words to say, she could only hold it in her heart, she couldn't feel the warmth that Gao Xinye gave her.
He's really changed!
Does he have a new love?
He is not already in the same world as himself!
Winter hasn't really come yet, but why, my heart is already frozen?
For a moment, she missed the familiar and warm embrace, he had warmed herself, but it was too short, the temperature had disappeared, and she was reluctant to leave even a little residual warmth......
During this time, it was as if they had done something wrong, and they didn't say a word. What's even more embarrassing is that sometimes, they will be speechless when chatting, and they don't know why, they will always stop inexplicably and stop paying attention to each other. Who ignored whom, who ignored whom, and who didn't care whom?
Habit is a terrible thing!
Yan Jin is like a fish in a fish tank, maybe he wants to say too much, and when he opens his mouth, it turns into a string of ellipses, and in the end, he silently stays in his heart and bears it silently by himself. In fact, he has a lot to say, even if he is willing to give himself this opportunity, he also gives himself the opportunity to shut up helplessly.
"You ask~~~I love~~ How deep do you have~, I love~~You have~~How many points~~~" Yan Jin suddenly couldn't help humming this sentence, and subconsciously quickly covered his mouth, he hadn't finished class yet!
It's a pity that it's late, the whole class has already heard it, and after a while, the whole class burst into laughter, pretending not to know, and looking at the book with a calm face.
"Flutter~~" Mu Zi and Yao Jing couldn't help laughing, Yan Jin quietly turned around, and found that they were all staring at him. In an instant, his face turned red.
"Alright! It's okay to smile, I don't even know how long I haven't laughed during this time," Yan Jin pursed his lips and smiled, and continued to look at the book in his hand.
I always think of him unintentionally, I think of him, I am always so sad, he doesn't realize it at all, and he doesn't know how I have survived these days.
Will he be my memory forever?
"That classmate, what are you doing looking out the window all the time, which beautiful woman are you looking at?"
"At the beginning of the class, I found that you kept staring outside, and now it's been ten minutes in class, and you still haven't come back to your senses, you can share with you the beautiful scenery you see!" Yang Yunyun, the Chinese teacher standing in front of the podium table, said loudly to Ou Lin, and the whole class heard it, Ou Lin lowered his head in embarrassment and did not look at the classmates and teachers in the classroom.
The whole class was discussing in an instant, and the whole classroom instantly became noisy, so lively, people who didn't know passed by, and thought that the classroom was performing a show! Some people are even teasing, as if they think it's funny.
Ou Lin lay on the table, pretending not to hear, but Lu Chengzhu, who was sitting next to him, kept saying to Ou Lin: "Don't look at it, sit down quickly, the teacher may let you go." At this time, only Lu Chengzhu knew what Ou Lin was thinking and what he was looking at, but he couldn't say it......
In the other corner of the classroom, the corners of her mouth turned up slightly, a little oozing, I don't know what she thought in her heart, it was so dangerous and dangerous, it seemed that Orin was scolded, she was very happy, as if it was all under her control.
"Teacher......" In the midst of the commotion, a voice suddenly sounded. They all turned their attention to her, it was Shi Hua.
"This classmate, please speak......" Yang Yunyun looked at Shi Hua and knew that she had something to say, so he asked her to stand up and speak.
"What does she want to do?" Ou Lin's eyes revealed doubts, he was not afraid of anything, he was afraid that if Shi Hua said nonsense, Yan would be affected today.
They looked at each other tacitly for a few seconds, and the tension and anger in Orin's eyes were all seen by Shi Hua, but she smiled easily.
It's just that the people in that classroom don't know anything, she's sad, she's just sad, and now she's frowning, thinking about the other person's business, focusing on the middle, why did she become so sentimental.
I like to listen to songs quietly, especially when I'm in a bad mood. She felt that the whole world was surrounded by music, no pressure, no thoughts, nothing to interfere with, just herself. You can relax your tired heart and let yourself take a good breath.
Yes, Yan Jin listened to the song that Gao Xinye sang to himself, which evoked a lot of good memories, but now I think about it a little sad.
Some songs are deeply rooted in the hearts of the people, and sometimes they don't even know if they are listening to the song or listening to themselves.
Some people just don't give up, knowing that there is no result, after all, they are reluctant to let go, he just wants to wait, and when Yan Jin sees his "existence", he hopes that one day, Yan Jin can accept him, and it just so happens that he can also give Yan Jin happiness.
It's just, do you know?
"Mu Zi, how have you been with Jiang Lai recently?"
"Is there any progress?" Yan Jin continued to ask, she knew that Mu Zi's heart could not be completely without Jiang Lai, Mu Zi's heart, Yan Jin was very clear.
"So be it! There's nothing to talk about, just talk about it once in a while......"
"Feeling...... We don't seem to have a common language and don't know what to say. Mu Zi responded, it didn't seem like she was lying, she just wanted to wait slowly, even if her youth really passed in waiting, but she still wanted to wait for the result she wanted.
"Mu Zi, don't miss what you want, otherwise you will regret ......it," Yan Jin responded, what she was afraid of, she was already on the way.
In fact, Mu Zi is not sure about herself, sometimes she will find that Jiang Lai has become silent, she has always thought that he will always stick to herself, and she can't push him away, and then she thinks about it, and feels that her idea is wrong and does not exist at all. Perhaps, he is tired too!
didn't know what to say in an instant, the two of them became silent and had no words to say, but Yan Jin and Mu Zi didn't know what they were doing at this time.
I also want to give you a perfect future, I want to be responsible for your future, I want you to face yourself with a smile every day in the future. All I'm trying, I don't want to fail, I want to succeed in fulfilling my little wish, it's ours, it's just ours.
If you don't say it, I don't say it, slowly, the distance will widen, it will begin to fade, it will begin to become indifferent, everything is slowly tearing away from the two sides of the strait......
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No more answers, no words to flow.
When it comes to the two of them, they always become silent, and the silence is really scary.
The future is unknown, I don't know how big a field will be in the future, as long as you are willing to explore, nothing is unsuccessful, I believe that victory only belongs to perseverance.
You, we're all going to be good!