I know you're reading my book, and this is for you.

I know I'm going to be called pathetic again, but I still want to prove to everyone that I really don't love you anymore.

Believe you, I'm a bastard, I'm a dog.

Thank you, my Mr. J, for coming to my youth.

I love you because you are my whole youth!

I thought about it all night tonight, and it wasn't until just now that I suddenly realized that you don't love me, it's just that you are scum in your bones!

We realized that the relationship was confirmed, but only half a year, just a few months.

And after we confirmed the relationship, I found out that you were married, and you had been married for three months at that time!

Ridiculous, you must have been laughing at me for being stupid, right?

You must be thinking, how can there be such a stupid person in this world?

I'm really stupid, stupid enough to forgive you again and again and tolerate you.

I remember when I knew you were married, I was very adamant about breaking up, I didn't want to rob someone else's husband.

You coax me, you say you don't like that woman, you got married because you wanted to find a shield.

It's ridiculous, I laugh at me for being stupid, I believe it.

After ignoring you for a month, you suddenly came to me, and the first thing you said to me was, 'I have negotiated a divorce'!

Seriously, I had 10,000 feelings of guilt in my heart at the time.

But then you think about it, if you don't love that woman, even if you don't have me, that woman won't be happy.

Rather than letting her be disappointed again and again in her expectations, it is better to be disappointed enough at once.

When I think about it, I am relieved!

Later, I learned that you did this to that woman at the beginning, and you will do this to me in the future!

But I was stupid, I naively thought that we could be together for a long time.

I like the village churches in Italy, I like Egypt, we are excluded at home, we go abroad.

But fantasy is really beautiful.

Later, I still couldn't help your sweet words.

We were really happy at that time, and there were surprises from time to time.

Of course, this surprise was that you flew to see me out of nowhere.

We went through three years, from a period of love to a period of lull.

We've had our share of trouble and reconciled, but I love you as much as ever.

I've been forgiving, I've been tolerating, I've been compromised, I've been expecting results in fruitless relationships.

But in the end, reality slapped me hard.

I think I've done a lot in this relationship, and I can just email me and report my resignation and go straight to work, so you know what to do.

I remember a sentence you said during this breakup.

At that time, you said, "I really love you, but we have different views." ”

Yes, our three views are different.

Your three views are how scum you are, how to flirt with others, and how to fall in love with others.

And my three views are very crooked, but they are all crooked to you, only you, only belong to you!

To be honest, it's good that it's over, and I'm quite tired!

After a long time of tolerance, I almost forgot what kind of person I was.

Mr. J, I hope you will be safe in the future, after all, not everyone is as stupid as me.

This time I'm really dead, goodbye, my youth.

Whether you read this or another book first, I just want to tell you that you're a big scumbag!

All ways are blacklisted, and while I know you're not going to look for me again, I've got to give myself some comfort, right?

I reassured myself that you must be sad, sad that I suddenly stopped writing like this.

Well, it's really sad, so sad that I want to cry.

Hahaha,, people like you don't cry!

Dead scumbag, you have wasted a few years in vain, and I really want to give you a few big mouths to vent your anger.

But I coaxed, you know, I wouldn't dare do that.

That's why you have made me weak, and you will let me down again and again.

That's why you're sure I'm soft-hearted, so you'll beg me for forgiveness again and again!

Damn, I used to be mentally retarded, right?

Loveless and light, Lao Tzu is very happy now, finally without you, a dead scumbag!

I'm going crazy with joy.

Okay, without further ado, get out, dog thing!