In Lu Man's eyes, Song Ming is gentle and elegant, with a warm smile, and he is a gentleman. But when Jiang Zhanwei said it today, he felt that he must also have his unknown side. In her mind, in the case of life and death, there is nothing wrong with not using his wife and ex-fiancée to use legitimate means to fight enemies who are unfavorable to him.

But Jiang Zhanwei once again inexplicably pulled Song Ming out, which made Lu Man angry. She said, "We say ours, why do you bother to climb an outsider? Whether Song Ming is a gentleman or not, what does it matter to me. ”

Jiang Zhanwei was obviously very interested in the topic of "gentleman", and said, "Song Ming is not a gentleman, at most he is a hypocrite. I know a real gentleman, and he is frank enough, he is my fifth brother Jiang Zhanyu. He disdains to do anything he thinks is despicable, he will always be so gentle and upright. But he is not suitable to be an official, not because of his physical reasons, but because he can't be alone in the ups and downs of the Huan Sea, and he can't protect the beautiful jade that everyone envies—unless someone helps him cover it. ”

When he talked about Jiang Zhanyu, Lu Man's eyes looked at him again. She also thinks that Jiang Zhanyu is the most beautiful gentleman and is not suitable for mixing in officialdom.

Jiang Zhanwei pulled the corners of his mouth and smiled, there was bitterness in his smile that could not be hidden, and muttered, "The fifth brother's luck is good enough, he was born to his wife, he is a son-in-law, first protected by the grandmother of the eldest princess, and then protected by the father-in-law of the grandfather of the country, he only needs to show his gentle and jade-like appearance, the most beautiful and kind side to others." But I can't ......."

Jiang Zhanwei's expression darkened, and his voice was low, but it seemed to roar out of his throat, "But I can't!" I don't have such a good life, I don't have the capital to be a real gentleman, and I don't have the capital to be a hypocrite. Because no one gave me the future I wanted, and I didn't have the high status I had since I was born. If I want to become a master, I have to work my own.

"Beat Wang Haobai and Song Xian, I can't be as heroic as Song Ming, dare to break their bones on the street. I can only make small movements behind my back very frankly, and I dare not let them know that it is my hand. If I want to lure Gonggong Cai out earlier, want to make meritorious contributions, want my wife to get rid of the guilt, and want my daughter and younger siblings to live a good life, I can only use that kind of small means that even I look down on.

"When I encounter a bad problem, I have to come forward, instead of ordering my old Duke Xie, Duke Xie, or my grandmother to come forward. When I encounter a good deed, even if I buy it with my life, I must give it with both hands. The mainstay of a family is the lineage, even if they are useless. Because I am a concubine, I will go up when I want to sacrifice, and they will go up for things that are good. It's the norm, and it's the case in almost every household. I was born humble and big-hearted, and if I don't fight for myself, no one will fight for a concubine......"

After roaring, he smashed the small table next to him with his fist, and the wide-mouth pink porcelain vase on the table jumped up, and the vase fell to the ground and shattered, and the water and shower in the bottle fell to the ground.

Jiang Zhanwei jumped up and walked out without looking back.

The room was silent for a moment. Lu Man looked at the mess on the ground, hugged the pillow and buried her head in it, she wanted to cry, but she couldn't shed a single tear. She always wanted to talk to him openly and honestly, and tell him what was in her heart. But as soon as the two of them talked about it, it became like this.

Due to the special growth environment and strong personality, this man has developed a very awkward bige. seems to be extremely strong, but the heart is extremely fragile. He wants more than others, carries more than others, and the string in his heart has always been tight, and when he touches it, he is extremely sensitive. Moreover, as soon as he talked about his concubine, he was furious. She could not say that his purpose was wrong, but she strongly disapproved of the way in which it was achieved......

Mama Wang came in, hugged Lu Man and said, "Third grandma, don't be sad, the third master just came back and made a fuss like this, how will you live in the future." Now is a critical time, if he really angers the third master, he brings the little fox spirit home, and the third grandmother's life will be miserable. The third grandmother, obedient, go to the study in the front yard to coax the third master back......"

Lu Man didn't move or squeak, just buried his head in the pillow. Living with thorns like this, she would rather make trouble.

After a long time, she felt that she had fallen into a very warm embrace, and Jiang Zhanwei's deep voice came from above her head, "I'm not used to being alone in the outer study, and I'm back to look for you......"

Lu Man continued to bury his head and ignored him, his long black hair scattered on the pillow, like a piece of black satin.

Jiang Zhanwei's chin rubbed lightly on the top of her head and said, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't have lost my temper with you, I should have told you well." Manman, I've always wanted to be nice to you, and I want to come back and explain to you how it got like this again. I'm sorry, it's mine not. He explained, "Don't be angry, Miss Shu and I really don't have anything." I persuaded her that day, so I placed her next door to Brother Zheng's house, and earlier arranged for her to go to a nunnery called Langu'an, where she would take the hair to repair and issue for a period of time, and then go to the world, and then change her name and surname to marry Guan Shou...... Manman, you have to understand me, I have to work harder and pay more than others to get what I want. I have to be strong to protect the jade in my hand, and I can't let that jade be in any danger after my grandmother falls. ”

Lu Man still didn't look up and asked, "Just for Meiyu, not for your ambition?" ”

Jiang Zhanwei hugged him tighter, and said helplessly, "You are always so sharp." I admit that I also have ambitions, I want to make achievements that will make those who once looked down on me look sideways, so that the relatives I care about can live a good life. Manman, I promise not to use women again in the future, and try to be open-minded and fair, okay? ”

Lu Man shook his head and said, "It's not just a matter of using women, there's nothing wrong with the third master being motivated." But there are some things that can be done, and some principled things that must not be done. If we do, we will leave a sequelae, planting a thorn in each other's hearts, and the thorns will grow more and more, and finally a thousand holes will ......"

Jiang Zhanwei's mind flashed Lu Man's bitter cry on the wedding night, as well as Lu Man's bitter cry before he was going to war, plus this time, he had planted three thorns in her heart, right?

He was distressed and frightened, lowered his head and kissed the thick hair on the top of her head and said, "Manman, I really like you, and the lovely little Yue'er, I don't want to plant thorns in your heart, I want to give you the best in the world." It turns out that I did something wrong and broke your heart, and I won't do it again, I swear. ”

Lu Man said again, "You swore before, but you still committed it again." ”

Jiang Zhanwei hurriedly said, "Not next time, I promise." ”