Xie Zijin squatted down and patted Cheng Xi's shoulder, he knew the taste of life and death, and he also knew that any words of comfort would seem so pale at this time.

"Is she in the hospital? We wanted to see her. Xie Zijin asked softly, his tone was like facing a person who had experienced the greatest despair and couldn't extricate himself.

This summer is destined to be unforgettable.

When Xie Zijin and them saw Yin Lele in the hospital, they were so surprised that they couldn't speak.

It's only been more than half a month, Yin Lele's whole person has lost a lot of weight, and his originally gorgeous face is due to illness, and his face is pale like a flower about to wither.

She was also surprised when she saw Lin You and them, and turned around in a panic and shrank into the quilt.

"Lele, my master, they came to see you." Cheng Xi walked over and gently pulled her quilt, her voice so gentle that she couldn't speak.

Mo Xin stood by the door, and when he heard Cheng Xi treat Yin Lele so gently, he had mixed feelings in his heart. At this time, it seems that it is not suitable to fight with Yin Lele anymore, but she has no way to accept Yin Lele in her heart.

The person in the quilt trembled slightly, and Cheng Xi gently pulled open the quilt stained with disinfectant little by little, revealing Yin Lele's bloodless face.

When Lin You saw her for the first time, he thought of a colorful oil painting, which had experienced some decline after some wind, frost, rain and snow.

Everyone was silent, not knowing how to speak.

The air was filled with the smell of various potions, Cheng Xi helped Yin Lele sit up, pulled the corners of her mouth and said, "No matter what she has done before, intentionally or unintentionally, please forgive her for my sake." ”

Yin Lele looked up at Lin You, and said after a long time, "I want to talk to you for a while." ”

Everyone else withdrew from the ward, leaving Lin You alone to accompany Yin Lele. She walked to the bed, looking at the haggard Yin Lele and didn't know what to say.

It happened too suddenly, Lin You still thinks it's just a dream, maybe after waking up from the dream, she and Yin Lele have never met, and not so many things have happened.

At this moment, she finally understood the "fate" that Xie Zijin said.

"Do you think I'm pitiful right now? I've been punished, haven't I? Yin Lele leaned against the head of the bed, and there were traces of needle punctures on her neck, and she frowned in the pain of accidentally pulling it.

Lin You wanted to reach out to help her, but her hand reached out in the air but stopped, and Yin Lele's eyes made her flinch.

That kind of despair and coldness made Lin You's heart tremble, even at this time, Yin Lele still rejected her.

"What did the doctor say? You? … How long can you live? Lin You really didn't know what to say, did he comfort her? With Yin Lele's kind of character, she should hate others to comfort her the most.

Yin Lele on the hospital bed smiled and said, "It's not been a few months." ”

Lin You was surprised by the calm and indifference in her tone, as if she was saying something inconsequential.

There are not a few months, and I may not be able to survive this winter. Like those who squeak behind the leaves in the afternoon, after summer is the time for them to say goodbye to the world.

"Lin You, do you know why I hate you so much?" Yin Lele looked at her with a complicated expression, "Because you have everything, you have such a complete home, and Xie Zijin and so many good friends." If you are injured, many people will be in a hurry, and Cheng Xi will quarrel with me for you. ”

Yin Lele smiled bitterly and wiped away the tears overflowing from the corners of his eyes with the back of his hand, "And I have nothing, only Cheng Xi, who is full of guilt for me." It's just that his stepmom hurt me, so he stupidly says he wants to make it up to me. In fact, along the way, the people I met were very kind, but it was these kindnesses that made me feel ashamed and fall deeper and deeper. ”

No one wants to be born a bad person, Yin Lele bit his lip hard to prevent tears from falling. She said, "I don't have a choice, so I hate you people who have so many choices but don't cherish them." ”

This is the first time since Lin You met Yin Lele that she held back her tears, and it was also the first time she had said so much to herself.

"Actually, we can be good friends." Lin You's nose began to sour, and his voice trembled a little.

Yin Lele shook his head and said, "No, even if I didn't do so many things to hurt you, we wouldn't be friends." ”

"Why?"

"We're looking for something different. Even if I don't have Cheng Xi's stepmother, even if I haven't met you. I'm still going to be a bad guy who is frank and unrestrained, and I can't be as kind as you in my life. ”

Some people live to enjoy the beauty of this world, while some people live just to live.

Yin Lele belongs to the latter.

The sunlight passed through the gap in the curtains, and the sparse spots of light fell on Yin Lele's face, and Lin You couldn't hold back his tears anymore.

The insignificant human being has no power to fight back in the face of fate, life is so fragile, but why say goodbye in such a cruel way.

"Lin You, I won't apologize to you. You are better than me in everything, but you are not better than me in one thing. Yin Lele took a deep breath and finally squeezed out a smile that could be regarded as genuinely happy. Everything I do is follow the decisions made in my heart, and I know I'm wrong, but I'm more courageous to get it wrong. ”

People's attachment is unimaginable, Lin You would never have thought that one day he would meet Yin Lele and be disgusted by her when he didn't do anything. But the reason was so frank that she was speechless.

Lin You actually has a lot of great ideals to say, she wants to tell Yin Lele that if the lives of the two of them change, then she will not live like her.

"Isn't there a chance at all?" Lin You asked her.

Yin Lele was stunned for a moment, obviously not expecting her to suddenly ask such a question. "You? Want me to live!? ”

"Of course, I have a chance to seek revenge on you if you live, and I can prove to you that what you just said is wrong, no matter what kind of person you are, we can be good friends."

This time Yin Lele was stupid, and it took a long time before she smiled and said, "Lin You, I really regret it." After saying that, her tears could no longer be controlled.

Two people's cries rang out in the empty ward, one heartbreaking, the other crying.

What kind of fate can make two people who had such an awkward relationship hug their heads and cry. In the face of life and death, all feelings and sins seem so small.

After all, people are emotional animals, and they can't be ruthless and cold-blooded after all.

When he came out of the hospital, Lin You's eyes were swollen from crying, and Yin Lele's words seemed to be echoing in his ears.

"I really regret not taking the coat you handed me in the first place."

Many times, a lot of things change dramatically in a single thought.

Yin Lele caused her to have such a distorted heart because of her gloomy childhood, but along the way, she obviously had so many opportunities to turn back, but she made mistakes again and again.

Is it her fault? Or is it the fault of the drunk who was making a lot of noise in the hospital? Or... Is it Cheng Xi's stepmother's fault for wanting to protect her child?

None of this seems to be important, Yin Lele is lying in such a pure white world, but his heart is dark. Cheng Xi is right, many things cannot be empathized, so the world is not black and white.

Xie Zijin rubbed her hair and comforted, "Okay, don't be sad." Didn't we just talk to Mo Xin? After a while, when Yin Lele was discharged from the hospital, we brought the band to her and sang a song for him. ”

Growing up so big, Lin You has never personally experienced the pain of life and death. The closest thing to that pain in my memory was the death of Xie Zijin's parents.

At that time, she was still very young, and Xie Zijin was two months older than her. She watched Xie Zijin shed tears all day long, holding the car and calling "Mom".

Later, he cried and cried, and I don't know which day Xie Zijin suddenly stopped crying. At that time, Lin You didn't understand how much courage it took to come out of such a huge sadness, and what price did it take?

Today's Xie Zijin has gentle eyebrows and eyes, and he can't see that he has experienced such great pain at all. Seeing Yin Lele today, Lin You didn't dare to imagine how desperate Xie Zijin should have been after being a person.

"Xie Zijin, if Yin Lele dies, will you be sad?" Lin You asked thoughtlessly.

"Yes, after all, she used to be my classmate. What's more, she's still so young, if she survives, who knows what it will be like in the future? ”

As long as you live, there will be hope for everything.

Cheng Xi sent Mo Xin to the bus station to take a ride home, and the two of them did not speak on the way. The streetlights brightened their shadows, dragging a long trail on the ground.

"Actually, I never really hated her, what I hated was that you didn't believe me."

After thinking about it for a long time, Mo Xin finally said the words that had been hidden in his heart for a long time. Where did she hate Yin Lele so much, if it weren't for Cheng Xi's repeated maintenance, she wouldn't be so angry at all.

Cheng Xi looked up at Mo Xin in surprise, she seemed to be still tied in a ponytail under the street lamp like before, bouncing and laughing very brightly.

"Thank you." He whispered.

"Thank you, thank you? We're friends! Shouldn't friends just stick a knife in both sides? Mo Xin smiled uncomfortably, looked at the bus slowly approaching in the distance, and sighed softly in his heart.

She would rather quarrel with Cheng Xi than hear this thank you.

Sitting on the bus, looking at the flashing lights outside the window, Mo Xin suddenly felt very sad.

Since when have they become timid, cautious, and polite. This shouldn't be what it looks like between friends, how can friends say thank you?

Wouldn't it be a little too cruel if this was growth?

And Yin Lele, is there really no hope at all? The person I have been unhappy with has finally fallen, why can't I be happy? On the contrary, I will feel pity and sadness.