Chapter 1008 [Nafei's Past Life 01]
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Nafei clutched the university admission letter in his hand, and returned to the room alone, the empty home did not have any popularity, only a bright and tidy environment, showing that the host's family loved to be clean.
Twelve years have passed, and Na Fei has been admitted to CUHK with outstanding results, as her mother wished, but now, there is no trace of joy in her heart.
Because, the day before yesterday, her biological father was happy to learn of her good grades, so he immediately went back to the old house to report the good news, and finally was sent back to his new home after getting drunk.
Hearing this news, Na Fei had no pity in his heart, only a wisp of unknown enlightenment and secret coolness flashed in his heart!
Since the first drunken beating of his wife twelve years ago, her originally happy home has deteriorated.
At the beginning, my mother was saddened by Na Lin's first domestic violence and had the idea of divorce. In the end, it was because I loved her stupid and selfish daughter that I had to fulfill her!
Na Fei stared at the notice in her hand with slightly red eyes, covered her heart and gasped uncomfortably, as soon as she remembered the old things of the past, she felt uncomfortable and depressed panicked, blaming her for being stupid and too selfish back then, she didn't think about her mother at all, and only blindly identified the idea of self-centeredness.
Six years old, in fact, is not young, because her grandmother has not liked her granddaughter since she was a child, she has been precocious since she was a child, and what she is most afraid of is that her parents will divorce.
Although she was only six years old at the time, with the family's taboo words, she gradually understood what her parents' divorce meant.
Because she understands, she doesn't want her parents to become a single parent child after their divorce! I'm afraid that she will have a stepmother or stepfather!
In the end, my mother gritted her teeth and endured the initial humiliation and no longer wanted to divorce.
Just for her-
And what did she do with her mother, who loved her selflessly?
Even afterwards, she saw her mother being hospitalized with bruises all over her body because of Nalin's drunkenness, and finally stopped the quarrel between their husband and wife by committing suicide at will.
At that time, Na Lin may still really love her, and he was ashamed of his mother, so he moved out of the old house with his mother and her.
In the first two years, because of his mother's demolition and the support of his uncle, Na Lin still rationally quit drinking for two years. But since the bad luck of my grandfather's entire family, everything has changed-
The mood of my uncle's life plummeted, and my mother was sad, so in order to help my uncle pay off his debts, she reluctantly bowed to her grandmother.
She especially remembered that day, although she was only eight years old, but when the New Year was coming, a few days ago Na Lin was gentle and accommodating to her mother, and said in front of her that she wanted to buy her and her mother two more New Year's clothes, coaxing her to scream around Na Lin, with a bright smile on her face.
In the blink of an eye, the climate has changed, and people's hearts have changed.
That day was Christmas in the West, and it was originally said that a family of three would go shopping to buy New Year's goods or something, but after Na Lin answered a phone call, his expression changed.
In the end, Na Lin took her and her mother back to the old house.
The palatial living room of the old house was full of the family, as if the old god had been waiting for their family to come, and when they saw their mother's red eyes, grandma and aunt were openly mocking her mother!
This is not enough, ignoring her existence at all, bluntly not letting the nanny serve tea to her mother, and after her mother whispered and endured humiliation for more than half an hour, she was deliberately ignored by her grandmother in front of the guests who came unexpectedly, and did not allow the nanny and aunt to cook, but directly in front of the ugly Aunt Song, sent her mother into the kitchen, and directly cooked meals for more than two hours.
She sat in the corner, silently listening to the joyful conversation between her grandmother and aunt and the woman, and from time to time she turned her head and pulled Na Lin together, all of which were accusations and abuses against her mother......
On that day, under the persuasion of the guests and the family, Na Lin drank again.
Before she knew it, she drank too much again, and she had no time to protect her and her mother, who was disgusted by her grandmother and aunt after two hours of hard work.
The cold wind howling that night, the cold to the bones, and the woman's naked disdain for her and her mother's eyes, made her unforgettable—
Finally dispersed, with my mother trembling and struggling to help Na Lin reluctantly return to her home, bumpy along the way, as soon as I arrived at home, Na Lin's alcohol surged up, and I started to drink crazy on the spot!
Mom, she, she subconsciously pushed her out of the master bedroom, so that she was not allowed to come in no matter what sound she heard!
Yes, domestic violence is happening again!
This time, Na Lin beat his mother to the ground again, covered in blood!
It was also on this day that she finally understood that the happy home she wanted in her heart had long been shattered and could not be regained...... This time, her mother's instinctive love to protect the baby made her suddenly wake up, Na Lin's heart has changed, and he is no longer her father.
The first time, Na Lin beat her mother, and she was still sleeping in the room, so she didn't understand what kind of pain it was when those violent injuries were added!
has never been there in person, how can she understand at a young age how cruel domestic violence is!
Listening to the mother's painful pleading sound in the parents' room, as well as the unbearable abuse of Na Lin after being drunk, just like her grandmother and aunt's upper body, she was terrified, and she also understood that Na Lin was still complaining, blaming her mother for not giving birth to a son for him, but the truth was because she was not the male body that grandparents and his heart really wanted!
I begged my mother to open the door, but she scolded her to go back to the room and lock the room, she didn't know what to do, their new home is a newly developed residential area in the suburbs, there are not many tenants, the neighbors are still under renovation, and they didn't live in at all!
The phone at home is still installed in her parents' room, and she has no way to call her uncle and grandfather if she wants to! In the end, she didn't care about the middle of the night, so she ran to the commissary downstairs and cried and asked the boss to open the door and call her relatives for help-
By the time my uncle and grandfather arrived, my mother's moans were already dispensable, and that night was the most difficult night for Nafei, so that she could no longer rely on and trust the term 'father, husband'!
It was also on that day that she realized that people were so fragile, saying that if they were gone, they would be gone, and listening to her grandmother and mother's painful and sad confession, she felt cold physically and mentally.
But she found that she thought that after this time, her mother would grit her teeth and resolutely divorce Na Lin!
But she was wrong again.
She didn't expect that her mother had never mentioned the word 'divorce' except for crying silently with her grandmother when she just woke up-