My face, I don't know when it started to get hot.

I walked to my room, wanted to lie down, pushed open the door, only to find that my room, even the bed, was full of things.

The windows are closed, and the red curtains I pasted on the pages have faded their color, and time has corroded the paper flowers and become crumbling.

On the white walls, there was white ash peeling, my award, falling several corners, and as soon as the door opened, it shook with the air current.

I was suddenly a little lost.

In fact, there is no place for me in this home.

Is the Zhang family my home again?

remembered Zhang Bailiang's cold warning to me about divorce.

I slowly withdrew and closed the door.

When I turned around and saw Zhang Bailiang standing behind me, I realized that there were only two people left in the huge room, me and Zhang Bailiang.

Zhang Bailiang's voice was very gentle: "My uncle said that he would send my grandfather to the hospital in the town for injections, and asked us to wait for him, but he didn't have a car, so he would take our hitchhike back later." ”

I nodded: "Yes, I can't drive after drinking, and you have a leg injury." ”

"Your grandfather seems to have been sick for a long time, so I haven't heard you say anything. Your uncle said that he had been to the city to check it earlier. ”

"Oh," I replied casually, "probably, Grandma didn't say." I'm so uncomfortable, I've got to lie down. ”

I moved a chair and sat in the hall, my head getting heavier and heavier, and my stomach churning a little, but I couldn't vomit, and it was very uncomfortable.

Zhang Bailiang called his grandmother, and her grandmother said that it would take them about two or three hours to come back, because my grandfather had a little heart failure and couldn't call too fast.

He continued: "Ah Qing drank too much, she was clamoring to sleep, there was no bamboo shop in the hall before, why is it gone?" ”

I waved my hand at him and said, "I'll sit down." ”

But he ignored me, and while talking on the phone, he turned to the utility room at the back door of the kitchen.

But after a while, Zhang Bailiang didn't know where to move the bamboo bunk, set it up for me to lie down, and went to my uncle's room to get a blanket for me.

You have to cover me.

It was hot, I drank alcohol, and my body was even hotter. I said you don't bother, it's so hot, what am I covering?

Zhang Bailiang laughed twice, sat on the edge of the bed, and took away the blanket that I had thrown aside.

I ignored him, put my face against the cool bamboo bed, and fell asleep.

I don't know how long I slept, but in a daze, the bamboo bed creaked, and Zhang Bai began to bully him. I pushed his hand impatiently, and said, "What are you doing, it's annoying." ”

Zhang Baihao said: "Ah Qing, give it to me, just here, give it to me." ”

I squinted slightly, looking at Zhang Bailiang who was eager above, and suddenly there was an inexplicable fear that made me feel cold all over.

He began to tear the bag of the sleeve, and I quickly reached out to block him and struggled.

Zhang Bailiang's face looked annoyed, his hand holding my shoulder was very hot, but he still said softly: "Fang Qing, don't be like this, you see that I will be sad." ”

He restrained my hands and spoke reassuring words.

I was so uncomfortable that I wanted to vomit, but I didn't dare to shout.

In fact, the countryside is detached, and far away, generally no one comes, it is very quiet outside, and occasionally there is a rooster crowing.

But because I was very hot, Zhang Bailiang only locked the screen window and iron door.

I looked out and suddenly said, "Someone is coming, come down quickly!"

Zhang Bailiang was shocked by my words, and he immediately turned his head to look at the door.

At the same time, he suddenly softened.

When he found out that I had lied to him, he was stunned. The face dripping with sweat slowly turned from white to blue.

He looked at me viciously, and my muscles flare, and at that moment, I was afraid that he would suddenly lift me under the bed.

But he didn't, he let out a heavy, breathless gasp, and muttered, "You're going to kill me...... You're going to harm me for the rest of my life......"

I don't know why he's so angry, but I'm going to be very uncomfortable. The stomach is also uncomfortable, and the heart is also uncomfortable.

There was a thought in my head that was spinning and spinning, but I couldn't hold on to it, as if something was about to come out.

The body was wet and greasy, and as soon as the wind passed through the hall, I shivered again.

I pushed him away, but he hurt his leg and didn't get up to chase me.

I don't know if it was because I was sweating or drunk, but my legs felt numb and cold, and I shivered with cold.

I stumbled and packed up my clothes, went straight to the bathroom, and as soon as I closed the door, I vomited.

I vomited for a long time, and I didn't have any strength to vomit.

At this time, the phone suddenly vibrate, I subconsciously took out the phone, opened it and took a look, it was a very explicit woman, and a man was pulling.

It's clear, but it's a vision. The woman is wearing heavy makeup, a bit like Zhang Rou.

Who took a soft picture for me? Do you still send MMS this year?

I looked at the number, it looked familiar, but I couldn't remember whose it was. Did you drink all the wine in your head, shook your head, and felt like it was shaking inside.

I simply dialed the number, and when there was a ring, a young man said, "Hello, Miss Fang." ”

I said, "Who are you?" Why did you take a picture of my sister-in-law for me? ”

There was no response for a long time, and I asked loudly twice, only to have another low and familiar male voice, who asked: "Fang Qing?" ”

"It's me," I replied impatiently, "who the hell are you!" You want to trouble me too? ”

After a few more seconds of silence, the deep male voice asked softly, "Are you crying?" ”

"I'm not crying, why am I crying?" I wiped my face, and I actually wiped a hand of tears.

I'm not a crying person, because tears are useless things that can neither fill your stomach nor make you annoyed.

"Are you shaking? What happened? I took off my phone and looked at the number on the phone inexplicably, and he seemed to care about me.

The phone suddenly went black and beeped, ah, it's out of battery.

My mind was clouded, and I stuffed my phone in my pants pocket, and I couldn't turn it around.

Who is it, I thought, and slowly stood up against the wall.

When I walked out of the toilet, I saw Zhang Bailiang sitting on the edge of the bamboo shop, his head buried in his arms and propped up on his legs.

For some reason, I don't dare to approach the bamboo shop at all.

I slowly entered my uncle's room, and saw a small sofa in the room, and I went over, lay down on the sofa, and fell asleep in a daze.

When I woke up, I was already in the car.

I was lying in the back seat, and my uncle was driving, and he looked back at me in the rearview mirror and said, "Awake?" How can a little wine get drunk like this? Bailiang, bring her honey water. ”

Zhang Bailiang was in the co-pilot, turned his head, and handed me a thermos cup.

I took it and took a sip, sweet. I remember one of the most important things, but I can't remember anything.

I took out my phone to check the time, only to find that it was out of battery.

I asked Zhang Bailiang, and after asking a few times, he came back to his senses and replied, it was more than four o'clock.

"It's like a nightmare." I said to myself. Zhang Bailiang looked at me in the rearview mirror, and when I raised my eyes, I happened to look at him, he didn't seem to have any energy, and he looked a little trance.

Uncle Xiao sent us home, I asked him to drive the car back directly, and I will drive it again tomorrow, anyway, Zhang Bailiang took leave from work due to a leg injury.

I haven't recovered yet, so I went to bed early, and I don't know how long I slept, I was woken up by the dispute between Zhang Bailiang and my mother-in-law outside, and I turned over, but I couldn't sleep.

When I looked at the time, it was just after eight o'clock. So he put on a coat and went out to see what was going on with them.

When my mother-in-law saw me coming out, she hurriedly stepped forward and said, "Ah Qing, Xiaorou, she hasn't come back for several days, she doesn't call or answer much, and she doesn't tell the truth when she answers." I really—I don't even know what to do. ”

I glanced at Zhang Bailiang, he was still angry, and said to his mother-in-law: "I blame me for not killing her, now no one can find her!" ”

The mother-in-law rubbed her hands anxiously, "Ah Qing, do you know that man?" You've got to get her back, what are you going to do if you go on like this? ”

I asked, "Zhang Rou quarreled with you that day, is this what happened?" ”

Mother-in-law nodded: "She wanted me to agree, she bought so many bags of clothes, and after asking, I found out that they were all given by the man, and the man was divorced and old." I'm just such a daughter......"

She was about to burst into tears, and I stopped her: "I'll give her a call first." ”

I turned to the balcony, hit her twice, and said lazily, "What's the matter?" ”

"Something happened at home, your brother's leg was broken, will you come back?"

Zhang Rou snorted coldly: "Don't you want to fool me into going back, yesterday my mother lied to me that she went to the hospital by herself, and now she has become my brother again?" I know you all look down on me and think I'm useless, but I'll let him marry me, just wait and see. ”

I frowned: "If you go to a rich man, we will really not look down on you!" Zhang Rou, Jiang Yuhai is not a man you can provoke, this matter is over, okay? ”

"Don't say it's nice, what's wrong with a rich man, as long as I'm on the side, what kind of virgin are you pretending, you yourself are not entangled with Fu Yankai! Now that society is so realistic, don't call me, I won't answer again! Zhang Rou hung up the phone.

I looked down at my phone for a while, and my mother-in-law looked at me nervously, and I spread my hands: "She hung up my phone." ”

Then I passed on her words to my mother-in-law, who turned on the back of the sofa and began to cry.

Zhang Bailiang stood on the sofa, I moved down to let him sit over, he looked at me: "You...... Can you find Zhang Rou? ”

I actually knew that he was talking to me, but I didn't look back, just absentmindedly playing with my phone, swiping Weibo and WeChat again and again, and said lightly: "Where can I find it?" ”

"I've inquired about that man, I heard that I don't know how many girls I've played, Xiaorou is my sister after all!" Zhang Bailiang said, his tone was a little sharper, "Xiaorou just followed you to know the man, don't you know who knows?" ”

I turned my head to look at him, "I know." Now go to Fu Yankai, if Fu Yankai is kind, take me to find that man, do you say it? ”

Zhang Bailiang's face froze.