54, whispering
Gao Zijun, who was lying on the edge of the bed in the middle of the night, was awakened by Fang Cun's sudden movements, only to see her hands trembling, clutching the quilt tightly, her whole body tense, her eyes opened, but she couldn't find the concentration point of her retina.
Holding her hand, Gao Zijun said, "Ah Cun, don't be afraid, don't be afraid, I'm here!" ”
"Doctor, call the doctor."
The doctor rushed over and gave her another dose of tranquilizers. Although the tranquilizer is useful, it is impossible to fight all the time, Gao Zijun directly put down the cruel words, "Find a way for Lao Tzu, don't take any more tranquilizers." ”
"Yes."
……
A new member has been added to the cemetery, and his family has been standing in front of the tombstone for a long time. Chen Xinyao's eyes were already red, and she couldn't imagine that her father's heart disease would recur again, and it would be so sudden.
She went home and rested for the night, and the next day she went to work, groggy and hard working. After getting off work in the afternoon, she went to Gao Zijun's villa. It's not that she was not disappointed, it's been two whole days, Gao Zijun hasn't appeared for a day, she only knows what information Gao Zijun got two days ago, and then she ran around, and she didn't know what she was doing. She heard that Gao Zijun came back yesterday, but she waited for a day and didn't see anyone.
Back at the villa, there were inexplicably more black-clothed people at the door, Chen Xinyao went in in fear, and then went upstairs.
There was one more woman in the bed where the two of them were lingering day by day, and she was sleeping quietly at the moment, with multiple bruises on her face. But Chen Xinyao was not worried about her bruises, but about why she was in their bed, and a wave of anger poured into her heart. Chen Xinyao went up and grabbed the quilt and pulled it aside.
The reaction speed was very fast, Fang Cun woke up immediately, but she still couldn't see anything, her whole body tensed, her eyes widened, and she shrunk into a ball of pain, she really couldn't stand the pain, she bit on her arm.
"......" Chen Xinyao was dumbfounded, and when she was at a loss, Gao Zijun ran over and hugged Fang Cun, pulled Fang Cun's hand away, and then called the doctor.
The people in the room were in a hurry, Chen Xinyao was sad and embarrassed, and silently withdrew, she gave up, gave up the man who didn't belong to her. She should have thought about it a long time ago, and it was her own choice to find out how much of the woman in Gao Zijun's heart occupied his heart, who was to blame?
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I can't feel anything in this world, my whole body is focused on it, looking for a breakthrough everywhere, with that picture in my eyes and desperate cries in my ears.
The successive pictures gradually made her anxious, helpless, painful, and desperate hit her, she needed a good rest, who could let her rest well.
With both hands on her temples and gently massaged, the comfort came, she felt her eyelids getting heavier and heavier, but the sound in her ears was still unusually strong.
At this time, a gentle voice appeared in her ear: "When the world was still chaotic, Pangu opened the heavens and the earth, and his body became the mountains and rivers of the world, creating substance for the world. Nuwa, on the other hand, created human beings, and she designed something called the heart for each person, and with the inheritance of generations, human beings have always retained the original innocence ......"
All the sounds faded away, and her clenched fists slowly let go, and her body relaxed.
……
Sitting on the edge of Qin Feng's bed, He Chenguang asked, "Where is Ah Cun?" ”
"At Gao Zijun's."
"How is she?"
"I don't know."
"I'm going to take her home."
"Hmm."
……
I don't know how long I slept, but when I woke up, I found that I didn't seem to be so tired, but the picture and sound became clearer and clearer, and she could see it with her eyes closed, and she could see it when she opened her eyes, and the sound was still wandering in her ears.
She began to look around for the gentle voice, and the comfortable touch, the only thing she could touch from the outside world. Soon, she felt a force in her temples massaging her, but unlike the previous gentleness, she still couldn't hear the sound. The desperate cries were still ringing in my ears.
She told herself that she had to overcome this trance, that she had to get out, that she had to get out.
Just when she was at a loss, the familiar touch appeared again, and a gentle voice sounded in her ears, "Don't be afraid, everything is an illusion, nothing is terrible, calmly find a way out for yourself, forget what you see and hear, listen to me now." ”
Focusing on the gentle voice, she heard "When you were very young, your parents sent you to school, you were very happy, they bought you a lot of gifts..."
The picture goes back to the past, when Dad was not a martial arts teacher, and he was still working hard for life, buying her gifts every time she had a birthday and taking her to the park to watch her uncle and aunt dance. Especially during the Chinese New Year, the family of three is happy.
She reached for the picture, and kept holding on, holding on tightly, for fear that it would suddenly disappear.
She fell into a deep sleep again, and when she woke up again, she didn't know when, the image in her mind gradually blurred, the sound slowly disappeared, she felt the pain in her body, but she couldn't see anything yet.
The familiar voice appeared again, "Your eldest brother Qin is getting married, he said that he wants to ask you to be a bridesmaid for Mr. Zhang, and he specially went to customize a very beautiful dress for you, if you wear it, it must be beautiful, but I don't want you to wear it, I don't want other men to see your beauty, you can only be mine." ”
Searching for the sound, she found the sound of her heartbeat, and it wasn't until the voice suddenly disappeared that she hurriedly searched everywhere. All around are white walls, flashing with light, and you can't see the direction.
After looking for a long time, she was tired, stopped and told herself to calm down, closed her eyes, she began to look for the sensation of her body, from the end to the end, slowly recovering the feeling of disappearing.
Attention is focused on the top of the head, as if a bag has been opened; Then down, the cheek bones are hot and painful; It hurts on the back, in the lower abdomen, and on the legs. A bird song suddenly sounded in my ears, and I had a different sense of touch about the world in my ears, and my vision gradually became clearer.
The white ceiling, Gao Zijun's worried eyes, surrounded by clean and neat furnishings.
"Where is this?"
A very small sentence, but it was Gao Zijun's greatest comfort for so many days, and he held her hand excitedly, "You're awake!" Finally woke up. ”
"Zhuo Xi, what about Zhuo Xi? What about Zhuoxi? Scared, she grabbed Gao Zijun's hand, she couldn't accept that she had affected another person around her no matter what, she would rather be hurt.
"It's okay, it's okay, I'm back, you can go see him when you're well."
Struggling to sit up from the bed, Gao Zijun helped her up and leaned on the pillow. I saw the world in my eyes, but I couldn't sweep it black in my heart. Nor could she understand the doubt—how could a person be so bad?
"Hungry, huh? I had someone cook for you, and I'll give it to you now. With that, Gao Zijun walked out.
Considering her injury, Gao Zijun asked people to boil porridge, he held a bowl in one hand and a spoon in the other, scooped a spoonful of porridge, leaned over and lowered his head to gently blow away the hot air, and then handed it to her mouth.
She took a small sip and chewed slowly, millet wandered in her mouth for a long time before going where it was supposed to go, and after eating a few bites, Fang Cun gave up, she had no appetite, as if even her body was working against her.
"Ah Cun, I'm eating a little, you haven't eaten for four days, it's easy to collapse."
Propping up her eyelids and looking at Gao Zijun in surprise, she said, "Four days? ”
"Hmm." In the past four days, Fang Cun was like a madman in extreme panic, every time he woke up, he would be in pain, and he was prone to self-harm, so that he had to watch her all the time.
"Four days, four days...", muttering softly, Fang Cun thought that he hadn't found evidence yet, hadn't completed the task yet, and Shen Hanyue.
Looking up at Gao Zijun, she said, "Has anything major happened recently?" ”
Seeing her worried look, Gao Zijun understood, and he said with a wry smile, "Shen Hanyue didn't attend the conference that day. ”
"......" She bowed her head and was silent, vaguely feeling that Shen Hanyue didn't go to have anything to do with her, thinking that if she hadn't been reckless and went to the Dew Hotel after inquiring, it wouldn't hurt Zhuo Xi and Shen Hanyue.
"You can rest assured, Shen Hanyue is someone! Can this little thing be difficult for him? "I still don't want to feel sorry for Fang Cun, even if it's for another man.
Fang Cun in the dark period was unusually strong, and her heart was inexplicably hopeless, but there was still a voice telling her: Be calm, what you see are illusions, and those are not terrible.
"Zijun." Looking up at him, "Thank you for saving me." ”
"What's this, I never wanted something to happen to you, you know."
"I don't want anything to happen to you, Zijun, to be honest, since I survived, I will definitely continue to be your father's enemy, I hope you don't want to be with him..."
"......" Gao Zijun smiled lightly, knowing that she was smart, so he could see at a glance that he had succumbed to height, and sometimes he wished she was stupid and didn't know anything. However, since she knew that he didn't want to hide it, he would succumb to Gao Gao because of Shen Hanyue's blow, and he didn't want Gao Gao to continue to disturb his and Lin Jie's lives. After thinking about it, Gao Zijun said, "Because of him, my mother and I can't live a normal life, and I also want him to stop, why don't you help me!" ”
"......" Fang Cun was momentarily surprised, and then figured it out. It's fine if you think so, but he's your father after all. ”
"I know, but it's better not to have such a father." There was no hidden pain in his eyes.
"Yes, but I'm not helping you, it's my job."
"Okay."
"I want to go out and have a look." No matter how bright the lights in the room are, they are far less hot and bright than the sun's rays, and the full sense of security. She realized that she also needed a sense of security, she used to be afraid of heaven and earth, thinking that no one would be her opponent, but now she panicked after just a small stimulation, and began to doubt the reality of this world.
Of course, Gao Zijun was obliged, came over to help her up, and led her downstairs step by step.
Sunny is the best way to describe it, even if the cool breeze seeps into her bones, the sun's rays comfort her cautious heart.
Afraid that she would be cold, Gao Zijun went in to get clothes. Fang Cun waited obediently. The wind was a bit strong, and it made the surrounding trees rattle, but even so, her ears noticed a different sound for the first time.
Turning his head to look at the fence on the left, he gradually stared, but there was no sign of any animal for a long time. Did you hear me wrong?