More likely, he doesn't feel happy when he sees me.

My mother was only 17 years old, she was pregnant out of wedlock, and she returned to the countryside with a big belly, refusing to say anything, refusing to kill the child, and refusing to marry.

But when I was three years old, she committed suicide by drinking pesticides. This incident caused a stir in the village.

My existence is a stain on Fang Jide's life, and it has lost his face. He was a man with a head in the village, and I was his sore spot.

Poor couples mourn everything, and the Fang family has many children who are not rich. So he had endless arguments with his grandmother, and as long as he was unhappy, we were all cautious and did not dare to come out.

No matter how strong her grandmother is, she is a woman after all, how can she beat him as a man when she has a dispute.

The only time I was when he beat my grandmother up and grabbed a chair and smashed it on his leg. Although my strength was small, but the solid wooden chair of that era was heavy, he jumped like thunder in pain, and slapped me in the face with his backhand, and then he grabbed my clothes and lifted me up.

The violent light in his eyes will never be forgotten for the rest of my life. I believe he thought about throwing me to death at that moment. Grandma crawled with him, hugged his legs and begged him, saying: Lao Fang, Lao Fang, Qingqing is a child, she is not sensible, don't blame her......

Fang Jide kicked her in the heart.

Grandma's miserable pleading, one by one. Fang Jide's angry curses were one by one, and the frightened howls of the little uncle on the side were mixed in. For many years when I grew up, every time I was sick and had a high fever and was confused, I suddenly returned to my childhood, and the sound was like a net that caught me all over the place, and it didn't stop stimulating my nerves for a moment.

If their quarrel hadn't involved me, my grandmother would have been angry and bedridden afterwards. After that, Fang Jide would bow his head with a smile and ask me to coax her. My grandmother sometimes said to me in tears, Qingqing, even if you are an old girl, don't marry a man who beats a woman! He beat me up, and then he scolded me, and I hated him for the rest of my life.

But hate to hate, grandma is a woman in the old era, and she can't take that step, and she can't abandon this family after all.

If their dispute involves me, the sulking person becomes Fang Jide, he said that our mother-in-law and grandson teamed up to deal with him, and my grandmother served carefully, for fear that he would be angry with me again.

My childhood was spent in such a gloomy atmosphere, and I tried my best to please Fang Jide and make him happy, otherwise my grandmother and I would suffer.

I knew very well that this was not my home, nor was it my harbor, and I didn't want to go home. But I had to rush out as soon as the school bell rang and rush home.

I can't play on the road, and I don't dare to go to my classmates, because there is still a little uncle at home who wants me to take care of it. There is also dinner to prepare.

Although I lost my mother when I was three years old, I really remember it when I was seven years old. Because my five-year-old uncle went to school. This also means that the family has an extra expense. Grandma is a kind and strong woman, white-haired people send black-haired people, she treats me as her unfilial daughter who died early, but my grandfather is not.

I am not a member of the Fang family, but I live in the Fang family, and I will marry out in the future, pay a dowry, I bear several times more housework than my peers, my grandmother is the leader of the farm work, I can act as a laborer from the age of ten.

But in any case, as a child without a father and mother, I can grow up normally, and when I study until the second year of high school, Fang Jide is worthy of the high hat he wears for himself to raise his granddaughter with all his heart.

After I came back from work, my grandmother gave me a blind date, but he didn't care about my business and didn't pay much attention to me.

But Zhang Bailiang and I were good, but he was very happy, one night Zhang Bailiang came to see me, Fang Jide asked us to go to his room, to talk to us.

I was particularly disgusted with being alone with Fang Jide, and I felt that I could come back again, and calling him grandpa was already the biggest concession and generosity. But because Zhang Bailiang was here, Fang Jide had been trying to save face, so he didn't refute it, and sat down.

It was an early autumn evening, and it was still hot. Because Fang Jide was old, he was wearing a knee-length gray shorts, leaning on the back of the bed, and his legs and feet were half on the edge of the bed.

I stared at Fang Jide deadly, I knew that he wouldn't say anything in front of Zhang Bailiang, Fang Jide's face was his lifeline, but I was stiff all over.

I subconsciously stretched out my hand to Zhang Bailiang's knee, and he held my hand, trembling slightly for some reason. At that time, I thought that Zhang Bailiang was nervous in the face of Fang Jide, but I didn't know that he had other thoughts.

Fang Jide said a lot to Zhang Bailiang, what will he do in the future, how will he be a man, I lowered my head and listened silently to him say these words that are 100,000 miles different from his own conduct, this hypocrite!

In the end, he also said, Fang Qing has no father, and her grandmother and I can't care about her, she has suffered too much since she was a child, you have to treat her well.

Zhang Bailiang nodded busily, my nose was sore, and my eye sockets were tingling. My hardships from childhood to adulthood were given to me by you Fang Jide! I lowered my head and looked at Fang Jide's bony calves resting on the edge of the bed. The tendons in his calves were bulging, and he already had age spots in some places.

As he spoke, he sat up, put his feet on the ground, sat on the edge of the bed, bent over and patted the back of my overlapping hand with Zhang Bailiang, and said, "She has a bad personality, if there is anything that disappoints you in the future, you have to tolerate her." ”

His withered hands were covered with body temperature, covering the backs of my hands. I felt sick for no reason, so I stood up, turned around and ran out.

I knew that Fang Jide didn't move, only Zhang Bailiang chased him out, and he didn't know what was going on with me.

I ran too fast, holding my knees and panting, and I saw a blur in front of me on such an evening many years ago, in that dark room with no lights on, I was drunk and lying on the mat, Fang Jide's dark eyes were still looking at me naked from above.

The slimy, wet and disgusting feeling under my memory once again pulled me down into the abyss of pain.

After that night, I didn't spend the night at Fang's house, I followed Zhang Bailiang to his house. After that, he proposed to me, and the marriage was a natural one.

I was immersed in my memory, Zhang Bailiang reminded me before choosing a gift and went out, and I noticed that my phone was ringing.

It was the foreman of the store, and she took the staff to clean up in the store, and she said: "Sister Qing, there is a boss surnamed Liu, who has been waiting for you in the store for half an hour." ”

"Boss Liu? What for? "I don't remember when I asked a boss.

The foreman said, "It was said that the new owner of the liquor company where we took the wine before came to move the wine." ”

Zhang Bailiang said that I should go to the store first, and he went to see his sister-in-law alone.

I went to the store, and sure enough, it was the new owner, and I went to him a few times before, and each time he was cold. When they saw me this time, they greeted me with a smile and said that their company had just talked about a newly opened KTV and could help me sell this batch of wine.

I raised an eyebrow and looked at him suspiciously, I didn't let go of my throat before. It's going to be delivered to your door.

"Boss lady," Boss Liu explained, "they are all businessmen, considerate and considerate." I was also in difficulty before, the company just took over, no, as soon as there is a way, I will come to you to change the wine, don't worry about it. ”

A few guys moved the wine together, and the speed was very fast, and it was almost done in half an hour.

Boss Liu asked me to go over and count the boxes, and my short and fat body was quite flexible, and I turned around and got into the truck.

I signed the slip and handed it to him: "Thank you then, I'll look for you again if you want wine in the future." ”

On the fat face of the wine boss, the muscles trembled a few times: "Mingren doesn't say secret words, boss, I really don't dare to offer you wine." Don't embarrass us for this little business. This beer will be returned by you, and I will ask someone to deliver the money later. ”

I'm a little strange, my KTV is not big, but this business is very good, and there are still orders for tens of thousands of yuan a month for just beer. I don't know how many people have approached me before.

Don't eat such fatty meat in your mouth?

He told me hesitantly: "Boss, I also heard that you have a backstage for this game. But the surname Fu is a businessman, and he is rich and powerful, so I can't offend. But you were targeted by people on the road this time, and you refused to offer wine from Haitian Liquor before, and people were angry. We really don't want to cause trouble with this wine for you. ”

"What did you say surnamed Fu?"

"Boss, you said that this KTV Fu always has a share, how can this be like this, right?"

Seeing his enthusiasm, I snorted coldly: "This KTV belongs to me alone, whether it is legal or nominal, don't spread it nonsense!" ”

"Yes, yes," Boss Liu said as he beckoned his guy to get into the car, "Then I'll go." ”

I felt that something was wrong and stopped him: "Who the hell told you to pull the wine?" ”

Boss Liu smiled awkwardly, only to say that Boss Wang's wife inadvertently mentioned it in front of them that Baigewan had a close relationship with Fu Yankai, so he hurried to pull the wine.

I didn't know who Boss Wang was, but I also asked for a long time to find out that the boss of the wine was talking about Boss Wang was He Xiaomian's husband, Lao Zhou.

When I heard that it was her, I was furious. I asked her for help, just to digest the wine by myself, she poured it well, and passed it on to me everywhere, and everything Fu Yankai had to say came out.

I blackened my face and said angrily: "I won't return this wine, bring it down for me!" ”

Then where is Boss Liu willing to listen to me, step on the accelerator and run fast.

I turned around and called He Xiaomian to question.

He Xiaomian was in a good mood when he answered the phone: "Thank you so soon?"

I didn't suppress my anger: "I thank you, thank you for passing me and Fu Yankai as if they have a leg." If you don't want to ask Lao Zhou to help me, forget it, so why bother! ”

After I said it, He Xiaomian's cold laughter came: "I'm really fucking thankless!" ”

I accentuated my tone: "It's not that you don't know that I'm married, how can I explain this kind of thing to Zhang Bailiang?" ”