Chapter 191: Why is happiness so difficult?
Originally, it was good to travel together the next day, but because I had an appointment with Liu Zhuo today, the two of them temporarily changed their itinerary!
Liu Zhuo was in a bad mood today, Junqiu went to work, and Zhilan originally asked her to come to the house, but Liu Zhuo refused, saying that Gao Minlang was at home, and it was not convenient to talk or chat at all.
When Zhilan heard it, there was something wrong. So let Gao Minlang be at home, and she went to find Liu Zhuo alone.
When he left home, Gao Minlang told me: "Call me when you have a good meal, and I will pick you up; Just after menstruation, don't drink alcohol, don't eat spicy, don't catch a cold; Well, and..."
Before he finished speaking, Zhilan was already hanging on him, and the two of them were entangled with each other for a long time, Gao Minlang blushed and heartbeat hugged Zhilan and blew softly in her ear: "What are you going to do?" Provoke me at this time, be careful that I don't let you meet Liu Zhuo! ”
Zhilan hooked Gao Minlang's neck with both hands: "I just want to tell you, I'm not a child anymore, you don't have to worry about me all the time..."
Gao Minlang sighed! Sending Zhilan away, he returned to the room, took out the suitcase that Zhilan had packed before, and put the things he had prepared in it!
Liu Zhuo deliberately asked for leave in the morning and chose the location in a Sichuan restaurant, and when Zhilan passed, Liu Zhuo ordered a large table full of dishes. Zhilan was stunned!
"Sister, what are you going to do?" Sitting opposite Liu Zhuo, looking at those bright red dishes, he was smart, how spicy is this, and then look at Liu Zhuo, his face is ugly and tight. Zhilan cautiously asked, "What?" Follow... Li Junqiu quarreled? ”
Liu Zhuo didn't speak, the chopsticks kept turning on the plate, and he didn't even look at Zhilan!
Zhilan sneered: "It seems that I provoked you?" Why do you have such an attitude, but you asked me out! ”
Liu Zhuo took Zhilan's bowl, what kind of hairy blood, spicy chicken, mapo tofu, sandwiched a full bowl, and put it back in front of Zhilan: "I'll tell you if I eat it all!" ”
"Okay, good...", but as soon as he moved the chopsticks, he remembered Gao Minlang's advice, so he pushed the bowl forward: "I just had breakfast this time, and I can't eat it at all now, you should have breakfast!" ”
Liu Zhuo put down his chopsticks and looked out the window, it was about to be the National Day, the climate in the north was already very cold, the leaves on the streets had begun to turn yellow, and some had even begun to fall, and the occasional autumn wind would make them spin in place, as if dancing in autumn.
Liu Zhuo spoke: "My mother let me go back, she must see me on the National Day at the latest!" ”
"Why? Didn't you say the end of the year? Zhilan said, and asked the waiter for a glass of boiled water.
I didn't say why, but I also heard the meaning of the words, it was nothing more than wanting us to go back, saying that it was a make-up wedding, and that Junqiu had been arranged for a job at home, or in a state-owned enterprise! But I told them, come back at the end of the year, as soon as the company is short of manpower, you said, the chairman secretary and sales director all left at once, how should the people of the company talk about us, and, at the end of the year, Junqiu will have a dividend, I will also have a considerable bonus, now gone, how much do we have to lose, but I told my parents, they just don't agree, I don't know what to do? Saying that, Liu Zhuo reached over, took Zhilan's hand, and begged: "Zhilan, my mother has always liked you, you speak reasonably, she listens to you, you go and do the work for me." ”
Zhilan is really crying and laughing, just this kind of thing, as for coming to eat Sichuan cuisine early in the morning? Isn't this the more you eat the fire, the bigger it gets?
Zhilan didn't directly answer whether she wanted to help or not, but asked, "Uncle and aunt, do you like Junqiu so much?" All the work is already scheduled? State-owned enterprises, it is not easy to get in, I don't know how many back doors you have to go through and how much it costs? ”
Liu Zhuo shook his head: "What's the use of spending money to take a relationship, it's my dad's unit." However, it's true that they like Li Junqiu, they call every once in a while, and they open their mouths Junqiu Junqiu, I wonder if they have no son for so many years, and they have a son-in-law all of a sudden, so they want to give all the good, all the love to Junqiu! Of course, I'm not jealous, they are good to Junqiu, and I'm happy, not to mention, Junqiu has lacked father's love and mother's love for so many years! But sometimes, I just feel awkward. Also, my mother said that when we go back to Lanzhou, we will live with them, although the house is big, but is it convenient? We just got married, and before the two of us have a world, we have to live under their surveillance! It's a big head to think about! ”
Zhilan gradually let go of Liu Zhuo's hand, and drank a few sips of boiled water that had been swallowed!
Frankly speaking, she is envious of Liu Zhuo, with her parents, although she will nag them, but sometimes nagging is not a kind of happiness. In fact, he envied Li Junqiu even more, and his father-in-law and mother-in-law treated him as if he were his own son. In comparison, she would rather enjoy what Liu Zhuo saw as a trouble, and in her eyes it was a happy nag.
She and Gao Minlang are going to separate from each other, because of each other's families! Thinking of this, she couldn't help but feel lonely for a while, and lost her mind for a long time, she slowly spoke: "Ah Zhuo, there is a word called contentment, do you know?" ”
"What do you mean, you mean I'm not satisfied?" Liu Zhuo frowned.
"I'm going to break up with Min Lang!" Zhilan said lightly.
But in the next second, I saw Liu Zhuo jumping up from her position, her eyes were full of incredulity, and then, she walked out of her position, stepped to Zhilan's side, took Zhilan's hand, and asked sharply: "What's the matter, haven't they all already proposed?" Why are you still breaking up now? Did he bully you? Don't be afraid, I'll settle accounts for you, go. ”
Zhilan sat there still, with tears in her eyes, and with her other hand, she held the table tightly, every time Liu Zhuo pulled her, her tears fell out a few times, and finally she simply lay on the table and howled.
Liu Zhuo held her in his arms, saw that she was crying so sadly, and didn't ask anymore, just hugged her like that, and silently shed tears with her.
I don't know how long I've been crying, Zhilan feels a little tired. Only then did she raise her head, and it was not difficult to find that the waiter in the store was looking at her with an inexplicable look. Fortunately, at this time, the hotel has not yet begun to be a master, otherwise, she will really become a beautiful scenery!
"Okay, what the hell is going on? Tell me, didn't you just propose marriage the day before yesterday, what is this Gao Minlang going to do, what is he going to do? Liu Zhuo was indignant.
"Actually, I came to you today, and there is one more thing!" Zhilan took a tissue and wiped her tears, "I originally thought that after I left, I would let you and Junqiu accompany him a lot, comfort him, and relax his heart, but now it seems that you may not be able to help me do this thing!" ”
Liu Zhuoyue became more and more confused when he heard this, what the hell is going on? Zhilan is leaving? Where to go? Why left? Take 10,000 steps back, even if you break up, you won't have to leave, she finally made up her mind to return to this city, why did she leave again?
"Do you want to hide it from me?" Liu Zhuo spoke slowly.
Zhilan sniffed and shook her head: "No, I didn't plan to hide it from you!" Because I don't know who to say this to but you! ”
Zhilan looked out the window, everyone's face bloomed with this smile, although some were in a hurry, but they couldn't hide their longing for life. But why, for so many years, she has never really laughed, originally thought that after being with Gao Minlang, she could laugh well, enjoy life, and grow old with the person she loves. However, it turns out that life is far more cruel and ruthless than you imagined, it makes you just see hope one second ago, and the next second, it makes you really feel what despair is.
The sun is moving little by little, and it is about to hang due south. When noon came, all kinds of people began to come to eat in the Sichuan restaurant, they laughed and made noise, even if some people said some dirty words in their mouths, but the happiness really couldn't be hidden.
Zhilan asked Liu Zhuo: "Why do you say?" What is the reason for all this? I want to be happy, is it that hard? As he spoke, the tears fell again, Liu Zhuo hurriedly took out a tissue and helped her wipe her tears, but as she wiped, Liu Zhuo also started crying, this time even more fiercely than Zhilan.
"Can't you not break up?" Enough crying, Liu Zhuo was still sensible, and asked a more rational question.
"Don't break up? It's okay, but this matter can never be passed, it's a family feud, and it's also a family hatred. To put it bluntly, this incident is my father's fault in the final analysis, if it weren't for my dad and his mother, his dad wouldn't have hated my dad out of love, took revenge on my dad, and killed his wife. ”
Liu Zhuo disagreed: "Zhilan, you are also a person who has lived for more than 20 years, don't you know what the emotional thing is all about?" Now that Uncle Mo and Gao Minlang's mother are gone, the parties are gone, no one can tell what the situation was back then, a slap can't make a sound, this matter may not be the uncle's fault. The matter between men and women is the most unclear, so you should never feel that this matter is your uncle's fault. It's been so long, if you punish yourself now for your past mistakes. Missing a good marriage in vain, that's more than worth the loss, that's stupid! ”
Zhilan doesn't understand a lot of truths, but the facts are there, saying that she doesn't have a pimple in her heart, it's impossible, she doesn't want to live with Gao Minlang for the rest of her life in a daze, she is afraid, afraid that if one day this incident becomes the fuse of their relationship breakdown, then she will be even more unbearable.
It's better to let go early in the morning, it's better to go on in the future, and the noisy chickens and dogs jump and then go to divorce, leave now, at least, it will keep those good things between them in the bottom of their hearts, happy to recall, can be happier, when you are unhappy, recall, warm yourself!