Chapter 36: I just want to think too much about myself
Gao Xinye and Yan Jin looked at each other, Gao Xinye smiled and took Yan Jin's hand and continued walking. It's just that Yan Jin's heart is very unpleasant, and there is such a pimple there.
If one day we were to be suddenly knocked apart like this, would you continue to hold my hand and keep walking?
Gao Xinye didn't seem to care much, he just felt that children were more playful, they didn't look at the road when they ran around, it was inevitable to bump into them, and today was a special festival, and there were more people coming and going.
He didn't have any uneasiness at all, he took Yan Jin's hand and continued to walk, he wanted to go to the end with Yan Jin like this, what was just a short episode for him just now was only ten seconds, and he didn't care.
However, she felt that this coincidence was too coincidental, and she thought about it back and forth, as if she was signaling something, and her restless heart kept wandering and wandering there.
Along the way, she always looked up at him, and she was afraid that she would really be separated by the impact just now, and she would never see it again, and she would never see it again...
Perhaps, it's really just thinking too much, but why, is my heart always so worried?
"Hungry or not? Would you like to eat something? ”
"Do you want to eat..."Gao Xinye asked Yan Jin, who was standing beside him and had not spoken, in fact, he was also hungry, but he didn't know what Yan Jin wanted to eat.
"I don't want to eat..."Yan Jin responded softly, his tone was not as active as before.
She didn't know why, since she had just been hit by that little girl, her whole person seemed to have lost her soul.
Suddenly, he thought of something again, and immediately said to Gao Xinye: "Are you hungry?" ”
"Why don't you eat it yourself! I'll sit and wait for you..."Before Gao Xinye could answer, Yan Jin continued.
Apparently, she, absent-minded...
"How do I eat alone..."
"Then don't eat it! Let's go home..."Hearing Yan Jin's answer, Gao Xinye seemed to be a little unhappy and said a little unhappily, and instantly became silent.
Without any words, they all walked separately, it seemed that there had been a quarrel between them before, but no one knew that the so-called quarrel did not have any firepower...
"I'm going back by car, so go back too!" Walking to the crossroads, Gao Xinye said to Yan Jin.
Stopped a car, watched Gao Xinye get into the car, and the car left Yan Jin's sight, so she turned around and left with confidence.
A person is not afraid, not lonely walking under the dim street lamp, originally very happy today, but not energetic, no strength in the whole body.
I don't know how long I walked, but I finally returned home, took a long breath, relieved the depression in my heart, and couldn't let my parents have any suspicions...
"Xiaoxiao, I'm back!" Yan Jin's mother, Lin Mei, said to Yan Jin who was walking the stairs.
"Hmm..."Yan Jin was a little tired, and responded softly.
"Where are you going to play today, it's time to start school, go out less, read more books..."Looking at Yan Jin, who looked tired, Lin Mei was a little distressed, but she still told her to read more books.
Yan Jin leaned back on the sofa, feeling that he was always cranky, or that he was really just blindly fantasizing...
"But it's also strange, the streets are full of flowers today, and I don't know what's going on when I see everyone having flowers on their hands..."Yan Jin's mother, Lin Mei, suddenly said to Yan Jin's father Yan Tian.
"Who knows those people have nothing to do, I think they will live with flowers every day..."Yan Tian watched TV there, responding to Lin Mei's words.
"Mom, today is Tanabata, I went out with my classmates to play, school will start in a few days, I will read at home every day..."
She knew that her mother must have noticed her recent changes, maybe she knew it in her heart, but she chose not to say it...
Seeing that Mom and Dad have never had a Valentine's Day, and they have never seen Dad send flowers to Mom; Thinking about it, Yan Jin felt very sad in his heart, and felt that he was too ignorant.
Yan Tian and Lin Mei are very simple people, they don't care about those romantic festivals, they just want to live a plain life, and the family is fine.
Parents are great, and they all want their children to be good as long as they are good.
"Mom, do you know why they have flowers on their hands today?" Yan Jin put down the bag in his hand and said to Lin Mei.
"What section? Isn't it Tanabata? Lin Mei replied, looking at the calendar, it was Qixi Festival.
"Yes, today is Tanabata, then, do you know the origin of Tanabata?" After listening to Lin Mei's answer, Yan Jin continued to ask.
"I don't know..."
"Where else does this come from?" Lin Mei asked with a puzzled face in an instant, to be honest, she really didn't know very well.
"I'll tell you the origin of Qixi Festival, when I was in school, I knew about the origin of this festival when I was in junior high school..."Yan Jin said to Lin Mei with a mysterious face, and now he seems to be the center of the stage.
"It's that there is a god in the sky called Weaver Girl, who fell in love with a cowherd when he went to the world, and then they were together, and later gave birth to two children, and then this matter was known by the Jade Emperor, and the Jade Emperor was furious and didn't let them be together..."
"Because immortals and people can't be together..."Yan Jin said with relish, and he forgot all the fatigue before.
Then the Queen Mother personally came to the world to bring the Weaver Girl back to the sky, and then the Cowherd pulled the two children to chase after her, and when she was about to catch up, the Queen Mother waved it with her hairpin and conjured a milky way; Then the two of them were separated from each other..."
"Then, the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl kept crying there, and the Weaver Girl kept pleading there..."
Yan Jin continued: "At this moment, many magpies were moved by them and felt that they were pitiful, and then many flew in and built a magpie bridge for the Cowherd and the Weaver Girl to go. ”
"In this way, the Queen Mother was moved by them, and promised to let them meet once a year on the seventh day of the seventh month of July, and only once a year..."
"Oh~~ No wonder, there are so many people today, I seem to have heard those elders talk about it before, but then I didn't have much impression..."Lin Mei seemed to remember something, and said excitedly.
Harmony and harmony are just from ourselves, and the beauty of a family needs to be paved bit by bit, isn't it?
"So, Dad, you should give Mom flowers today..."Yan Jin immediately shifted his gaze to Yan Tian, who was sitting and watching TV, and smiled.
"What kind of flowers..."
"I still give flowers at this age, and I want to die of laughter when I am seen by others."
"You young people are all doing the flowers, what are we doing now!" Obviously, Yan Tian was a little embarrassed to say, but Lin Mei kept smiling on the side.
"I don't want flowers, I want a ring, I definitely want a gold ring, haha..." Lin Mei said to Yan Tian with a smile, and there was a lot more laughter in an instant.
Seeing that there is indeed no ring on her mother's hand, Yan Jin is so sad in her heart, they always forget themselves, but they never forget their children, and always want to give them the best.
"When I make money in the future, I will definitely buy a ring for you two elders..."Yan Jin thought silently in his heart, turned around and walked into the bathroom to prepare for a bath.
"Are you home?" Yan Jin looked at his phone, there was not a single text message, and he found that Gao Xinye did not send it to him today, and he was a little unaccustomed to it in an instant.
"It's been there a long time ago..."Gao Xinye saw the text message and immediately replied.
"Why don't you say a word when you get home..."Yan Jin thought in his heart, wanting to ask Gao Xinye, and finally thinking about it, he felt that it was better to forget it, they were all tired today.
"Well, that's good..."Yan Jin replied, putting the phone on the cabinet.
"Why is she always so silent, with no more words and wants to know?" Gao Xinye watched Yan Jin reply to his message, thinking there.
She always makes me wonder what I can't figure out; She can instantly become another person in a second; She made me feel like I had never felt before, suffering from gains and losses...
Seeing that Gao Xinye didn't reply to himself, Yan Jin continued to pick up his mobile phone and replied: "Go to bed early!" I slept..."
"yes, okay."
"Good night..."Gao Xinye felt that Yan Jin was probably too tired today, so he didn't ask much.
They don't seem to like to talk anymore, and sometimes they will be incognito, and I don't know why...
And Gao Xinye won't take the initiative to ask her every day, they sometimes have nothing to say when they chat...
Is it because you're too sensitive or what's wrong? Why do you feel a pimple in your heart? The dream before, the sudden impact that day separated...
didn't want to think about it anymore, Yan Jin sat on the bed and hugged his head, restraining himself from thinking about it anymore.
Leaving school is getting closer and closer, and the last seven days of vacation have passed in the blink of an eye, however, Yan Jin and Gao Xinye have not gone out to play together again.
In fact, Yan Jin always wanted to ask him if his mother found out when he answered the phone that day, but Yan Jin didn't dare to ask, she was afraid to know the result.
"Peng, do you have time? I'll wait for you on the basketball court, let's go play together..."Gao Xinye hung up the phone, turned around and went out with the ball.
"Ye, why have you been out to play every day lately?"
"Why didn't you go out with Yan Jin? Did you quarrel? Wang Linpeng sat on the ground and asked Gao Xinye, who was still playing, strangely, and always felt that something was wrong.
"Didn't you just go out two days ago, it's almost school, she also has to prepare something, we don't have much time, anyway, we can see it every day at school..."Gao Xinye said, a beautiful turn, and the standard three-point shot in his hand into the basket.
"You really didn't quarrel..."Wang Linpeng asked tentatively, he still felt something strange.
"It's really not, why lie to you, we don't quarrel!"
"It's just... My mom seems to know..."Gao Xinye suddenly stopped the movement in his hand and said there with the ball.
"Ahh Have you met your parents? So fast..."Wang Linpeng suddenly shouted excitedly, as if he didn't understand what Gao Xinye said.
"Go, don't talk nonsense, how can it be so fast."
"It's Tanabata day when we go out to play, and when I answer the phone, she just makes a sound, and my mother seems to hear it..."Gao Xinye recalled the scene of that day and continued to throw the ball into the basket.
Unfortunately, it didn't hit.
The ball continued to return to his toes, but he did not pick it up right away again, but stared at the ball all the time.
Whether you want to pick it up or not depends on whether you are willing to bend your waist.
Whether we can go to the end depends on whether you are willing to hold my hand all the time and never let go...