Chapter Seventy-Nine

Yin Lele has shed too many tears in the past few days, and he can't cry anymore. She closed her eyes and felt her mother's embrace, so familiar, so warm.

It was a warmth that she couldn't think of before, but now she can feel it so really. She suddenly felt that God had made herself sick, perhaps she was extra gracious.

"My Lele, why did you become like this!" The old man's cry was so sad that the three people in the corridor looked at each other and were speechless.

Lin You looked at Cheng Xi's dark eye bags, "What's the matter, I haven't slept all night?" ”

Liao Yanxiang "She last night... Almost... Almost..."Cheng Xi couldn't control it anymore, squatted down and cried.

It seems that there is no joy in the hospital, only the expressionless doctors and the equally distracted patients, or the people who can't stand the parting of life and death and cry bitterly.

Lin You has always hated this place, but some lives can't live without here.

Yin Lele's mother and daughter met more calmly than expected, it seems that Mo Xin is right, family affection that blood is thicker than water can overcome all barriers, especially at this time.

"You have to persuade your aunt to be mentally prepared." Xie Zijin patted Cheng Xi's shoulder, he didn't know what to say.

"I see that you are also quite weak, why don't you go home and rest for a day, and I will help you keep an eye on it with Xie Zijin today." Lin You couldn't bear to see Cheng Xi in such pain, and wanted him to go home and let him go home for a while.

Cheng Xi thought of what Liao Yanxiang said last night, and looked at the harmonious scene of the mother and daughter meeting in the ward, and felt a lot more relieved.

When Cheng Xi left, Yin Lele's mother walked out of it, and she wiped her tears while saying, "Lele is asleep, I... I have to go. ”

Lin You hurriedly got up, "Auntie, I'll send you." She knew in her heart that Yin Lele's mother must also have hardships in her heart, and now that she came to see this side, she just made up for the regrets in her heart.

Oh man, it's always like that.

I don't know how to cherish it when I hold it tightly in my hand, and I am at a loss when I really realize that I will lose it, and I can't regret it.

"Thank you, are you a good friend of Lele?" Her rough hand gently patted the back of Lin You's hand, and smiled very honestly.

"I... It's her friend. Lin You hesitated for a moment, but still followed her words.

She smiled again, sighed and said, "Alas, I see that you are a child who grew up in a very good home environment, well-behaved and kind. It's a pity for my Lele, if only I had taken her away at that time. ”

As if mentioning the sadness of the past, her eyes began to redden.

Lin You took the opportunity to ask: "Auntie, why did you separate from Yin Lele's father at that time?" ”

Hearing Lin You ask like this, her eyes turned even redder. She rubbed her hand at the scar next to her cheek, "That's where I was cut by that bastard." ”

Speaking of Yin Lele's father, she gritted her teeth with hatred, "Lele was only four years old that year, and I quarreled with him and was cut by him with a knife. I was so scared that I ran out of that house. I wasn't sure if I would be alive at the time, so I left Lele behind, and later... By the time I wanted to go back and take her away, Lele had grown up, and she hated me so much that she wouldn't go with me. ”

As she spoke, she felt even more upset. Lin You hurriedly comforted: "Auntie, don't be sad, isn't Yin Lele forgiving you now." ”

But she cried even more sadly, "I'd rather she hate me for the rest of my life, even if she still hates me at the age of eighty or ninety, I don't care... I just want her to live well! ”

Alive, this may not be a big deal for ordinary people, and the word has no meaning. But for them, "living" is the greatest wish that all of them give Yin Lele.

When a person completes his life full of despair, and hope is born on the edge of life and death, Yin Lele's heart is extremely complicated.

The wind outside the window stirs the leaves and the light changes... Another night is coming. Day and night alternate, and some lives are dying silently.

Cheng Xi divided the MP3 headphones for Yin Lele, who was lying on the bed with his eyes closed.

"It's a song that our band recorded themselves, you know, I wanted to join the "Fresh Clothes Band" in the first place because... On the day I confess to you, I am shining, and you are all watching. ”

The man in the hospital bed still did not speak, as quiet as the stars in the sky.

Cheng Xi wiped her tears and continued: "I always thought that I still had a lot of time, a lot of time to explain to you why I transferred in the first place, but... But I didn't expect it to turn out like this. ”

There are many words that we always think that "next time" still has a chance and time, and there are also many people who we think that we can meet if we miss it, but we don't know that a certain turn may be forever.

Mo Xin leaned against the door of the ward with the hot wontons, and his heart was bitter.

If it was before, she would definitely push the door in generously, and then take the opportunity to make fun of Cheng Xi. When did you become timid and hate yourself?

The memories were blown away by the wind, and she seemed to go back a long way ago. In Uncle Wen's bar, Cheng Xi went on stage tremblingly, and he saw Yin Lele for the first time.

Time is really ridiculous, the first few children who don't know the height of the sky and the thickness of the sky finally bow to fate. The people who were incompatible at the beginning let go so easily.

She craned her neck, trying not to cry herself. She told herself in her heart, "You can't cry, fight a little bit, you can't cry!" ”

The door in front of him seemed to weigh a thousand pounds, Mo Xin pushed open the ward with all his strength, and said with a smiling face, "Are you hungry?" I brought you a supper, the ravioli at the school gate. ”

She put her things down and saw that Yin Lele was still pale and had no intention of waking up. Cheng Xi pinched his eyebrows, his face full of exhaustion.

"Otherwise, I'll keep watch over you tonight, and you can have a good rest."

Cheng Xi waved his hand and refused, "No, I'm afraid she will leave me as soon as I fall asleep." ”

Mo Xin knew that he couldn't persuade him, so he had to say: "Okay, but you have to eat first, if you don't eat or drink, you will fall sooner or later, if you fall, who will take care of her?" You know that I had a holiday with her, so you are not afraid that I will murder her while you are away? ”

Cheng Xi smiled, opened the lid of the wonton, and instantly the aroma was fragrant, and his stomach also "gurgled" twice.

"Poof!" Mo Xin couldn't help laughing, and opened another bowl and handed it to him, "I said I wouldn't eat it, but my body was very honest." I'll give you this bowl too, and I'll buy her a fresh one when Yin Lele wakes up. ”

It may be that the wontons are too fragrant, Cheng Xi ate it regardless of the image, and suddenly raised his head and said seriously: "Master? Can I ask you something? ”

"What's the matter?"

He pointed to the bowl and said, "Doesn't the boss's vinegar cost money?" Why is it so sour? ”

"Sour?" Mo Xin looked puzzled, and he also scooped a bite to eat, and it was really sour!

She suddenly remembered that the boss's business was too good, and she let her put her own spices when she saw that she was an old acquaintance. She stammered and explained, "That's... That could be... Recent... Vinegar has been cheaper lately. Do you eat or not? If you don't eat it, I'll take it out and throw it away! ”

Cheng Xi, who was already hungry, dared to say that he would not eat, "Eat, eat, eat!" Don't waste food. ”

After the two big bowls of wontons were down, Cheng Xicai felt a little strength in his body, stretched his waist and said, "It's better for my master, knowing that I am hungry and going to the countryside to send me warmth." ”

Mo Xin gave him a blank look, "Now you know me?" That used to ......"

When her words came to her lips, she was swallowed back raw, and her originally slightly relaxed mood returned to underestimation.

Now Yin Lele is lying on the hospital bed, with instruments plugged all over his body, and he doesn't know whether he is asleep or unconscious. What else can't be forgiven in such a situation?

Mo Xin also felt that he was a little cautious, and stuck out his tongue, "When I didn't say it, the previous things were over." ”

"Thank you, Master." Cheng Xi said seriously, "Thank you for never giving up on me as a friend no matter when." ”

Cheng Xi's sudden seriousness made Mo Xin embarrassed, and she said a little helplessly, "You... Don't thank me, I don't need your thanks. ”

But at the age of a teenager, where is it so easy to meet the old enemy in this life? It's just the restlessness and self-esteem of adolescence, and the rest of the little thoughts and emotions will eventually be fed to the dog.

In the empty ward, the atmosphere suddenly became a little awkward, and Mo Xin diverted the topic and said, "Tomorrow is Yin Lele's birthday, do you have any ideas?" ”

"Thoughts? What's the idea? Cheng Xi was confused.

"Oops, why are you so stupid!" Mo Xin looked like he hated iron but not steel, "Confess, otherwise when will you wait?" ”

Cheng Xi was stunned, he always wanted to talk to Yin Lele about what was in his heart. But there is an invisible wall between the two of them, and they both know what each other's intentions are, but it is difficult to take that step.

Today, Mo Xin suddenly said that although there was a suspicion of instigation, it was undeniable that Cheng Xi was still a little moved.

"Don't stop talking, make a wish with this!" Mo Xin was a little anxious, "Hurry up, old man, do you want to confess?" ”

Mo Xin's resolute and tough attitude seemed to affect Cheng Xi, and he nodded solemnly and said, "Okay!" But I'm afraid there won't be enough time. ”

"Don't say I'm not righteous, tell me what you need, and I'll bring it to you with Lin You tomorrow morning!" Although Mo Xin is full of pride on the surface, she has no experience in this kind of thing, so it is safer for Dora to go into the water alone.

Having said that, there was always an indescribable awkwardness in her heart, and that feeling was like... It's as sad as if your cabbage is about to be arched by a pig.

When she told Lin You how she felt, Lin You didn't care, and said lightly: "It's normal, I also feel this way when my rhubarb comes back for dinner with other puppies." ”

Mo Xin was stunned in place, feeling that she regarded Cheng Xi as her own dog?