Chapter 143: The most undesirable thing is that I was still emotional
"People say that rabbits don't eat the grass next to the nest, and a scumbag like you still pretends to eat this."
"Hahaha......"
Qiu Fang was able to laugh when he heard Mi Bei's taunt like this.
"That's the essential job of a scumbag, no way. Otherwise, how could I have met such a good her. ”
After saying that, Mi Bei actually looked at the smugness in his eyes, but this person's smug eyes had a little sadness.
"That's the only one who might guess that she can stand you like a scumbag, and I really don't know how she subdued you, so what a good girl he should be."
Mi Bei repeatedly sighed Qiu Fang's girl he was thinking.
"Actually, he's just an ordinary girl, and he really loves it, loves it very much, maybe it's just my conscience and found a home."
Qiu Fang always said to himself with a little mockery.
"I don't know how to say anything about you, okay."
Mi Bei actually knows that the reason why he became a scumbag when he became a scumbag is actually that he has experienced a lot of things to become what he is today.
The boys who have just come out are very simple, and if they have not experienced being deceived, then they will not feel that all girls in the world are people who deceive themselves, and only by closing their hearts will they not be hurt by this kind of thought.
It is said that a scumbag is a perfect match when he meets a scumbag, but in fact, as long as they meet a girl who is very good to him, then she will also become a good man.
Because I have experienced everything in this mall, because I know how many of those girls like him, do a lot for him, and pay a lot of things for him.
"I remember that at that time, it was actually quite ordinary at the convenience store, maybe I just came out to work, and then I fell in love with it, and there were only a few skills to pick up girls."
Qiu Fang continued to talk, as if he was showing off his pickling skills, Mi Bei casually rolled his eyes when he heard this, and sure enough, the men were all big pigs' trotters.
"Is it to call you an old man who is very powerful, and all the women in the world ask you to surrender."
Mi Bei said with some perfunctory.
"Eh, I didn't say that, at least I didn't soak you, right, you're still an ordinary friend to me."
When Qiu Fang heard this, his hands made a gesture that he didn't dare to do, and hurriedly swung it.
"You're very modest, aren't you?"
Seeing Qiu Fang's special movements, Mi Bei didn't want to continue to look at him, just wanted to quietly pour the fire, and then listen to him continue.
Later, in fact, the two of them falling in love is nothing more than giving a small thing, waiting for her to get off work or have a light meal together, plus I usually have time to watch a small movie together on weekends, so everything will come naturally. Plus I'm so handsome, right, there's no little sister in the world who doesn't like me. ”
When he said this, Qiu Fang nodded as he should, with a look of approval on his face.
“……”
Seeing that Mi Bei didn't say anything, he thought that he didn't refute himself, and then continued to talk about his own experience.
"Although we later moved in together."
"Sure enough, it's a scumbag."
Hearing this, Mi Bei nodded well, feeling that what he said was not wrong.
"What do you know, you little brat? Sometimes two people don't feel it, then it will naturally separate, but I don't feel like he understands. ”
Speaking of this, she couldn't help but sigh, and promised in her heart that if she could understand the original meaning at that time, as long as she knew that she was a scumbag, then she would not continue to entangle, and naturally the two sides would not say such an end.
"And then it's the only way for a scumbag, get rid of it, after all, it's all familiar. Who knew that she was still the kind of person who didn't let go, and kept blocking herself in her place of work, and she was really disgusted at first. ”
Swallowing a mouthful of saliva and continuing, Qiu Fang was already immersed in his own memories at this time.
"If we could have disconnected from each other at that time, it wouldn't have happened, and I deliberately let her see it with other girls in the back, and she just came back to my house silently, and then packed my clothes and cleaned my house. Later, she didn't bother me, and I thought she would use him if she liked it. Later, he barely spoke, and left like a snail girl, even if he left traces on the bed with others. ”
When Mi Bei heard this, she deeply felt that she was a scumbag, and she had fallen to the bottom.
"I don't think she should last long, after all, there is no shortage of other people chasing such a girl, but she doesn't care."
"Big brother, you are really joking, when a girl sincerely likes you, she can't fit anyone else in her heart, do you think everyone is as scumbag as me, and there can be so many men in your heart."
Mi Bei couldn't help but continue to speak when she heard this, and accidentally said that she was here. Qiu Fang, of course, then laughed and continued.
"I didn't say what kind of person you are, you yourself said everything in your heart, look, in fact, you and I are the same kind of people, so I persuaded you so much in the first place."
"At the end of the day, I don't know what these things are, but I think they're all important to me. They are all very important to me, if I have a choice, if they can't do well, I'd rather not, you understand. So now I just don't want them to suffer, that feeling is really painful and uncomfortable. ”
Mi Bei seemed to open the conversation box and said her true feelings.
In fact, they are all the same, it's not that they don't understand, but they don't dare to accept it, every time they just want to fight haha to prevaricate, they want to stretch the time front longer, maybe they can accompany them longer.
"You're still emotional after all, but you have a lot of feelings."
Maybe Qiu Fang can roughly understand what Mi Bei meant, and then talk to Mi Bei with some ridicule.
Mi Bei also smiled helplessly, is it really emotional? That's really bad. But it makes sense, if it's not really tempting, how can you think like that?
"I don't know if it's because I had too little love in my previous life, too much love for myself in this life, and the people around me have paid for their lives again and again, they have given me too much, but I can repay them It's really too little and too little."
The crude oil in the cave seemed to be about to run out, and there was a sound of drops falling like water, just like the sound of Mibei's heart sinking at this moment.
In fact, he determined very early that he would not appear by their side, and he was destined to return to modern times the moment he decided to go back to Changbai Mountain with Qiu Fang.
"That's why you chose to follow me to Changbai Mountain, is it actually a way for you to solve it? In the end, did you choose not to do it all? ”
Mi Bei, who was picking up the firewood, raised his head and looked at Qiu Fang with an expression of knowing the consultant, and suddenly Qiu Fang didn't continue to ask.
The answer is too obvious, so there is no need to continue to ask.
"And what about you? Why is there a sight of her lying in the hospital and you come here. ”
In fact, Mi Bei was very curious, what was the purpose of Qiu Fang's coming here, why did he arrange for him to appear next to him, could it be that God gave him here to let him take him away?
"Actually, I was very vague about the whole process. All I know was that I went shopping on the street with another girl, and the girl at that time was begging to buy something. When she went back to the apartment after the purchase, she saw herself and a girl cuddling on the way home, and she may have just finished cleaning my room. ”
The whole process was very clear, as if it could recreate the scene.
It's definitely not as confused as he said, but Mi Bei doesn't understand that when he sees the weak woman next to him, won't his conscience hurt?
Seeing a poor girl cleaning his room every day, and he brings different girls to his room every day to do things, so he doesn't have a bad conscience?
"Then your mental ability is also quite strong."
Turning around and scolding the conscienceless thing in Qiu Fang.
"Or I don't think it's anything, but then I came here, and I thought about a lot of things during this time, maybe it's a kind of maturity.
will miss her abnormally, it turns out how good she was to herself, and she regarded her own sincerity as a donkey's liver and lungs. ”
Qiu Fang watched Mi Bei make those lying firewoods on the side, which were almost gone, and picked up some more around, and then said while picking up firewood.
"I came here by chance, I left her in the hospital at that time and didn't want to take care of her at all, and then the next day I continued to stay on that road and I disappeared into that world, and came here, it's strange that every time I encounter something, it's on that road."
"Maybe it's to punish you for not taking care of him."
Mi Bei said without emotion, for these people, it is really outrageous.
"Perhaps. It was because I came here that I was able to realize how important she was to me. In fact, that time she saw me walking on the road with a girl, and the girl saw the car and dodged herself, and I didn't have time, the girl didn't remind me, and she saw me rushing in front of me on the other side and pushed me away. The moment I went, I realized that the difference between people can be so big. ”
In fact, Qiu Fang should have known at that time that she was the only one who was sincere to herself.
This is also to see the actions and behaviors of those two people thoroughly, so obvious, if you are a normal person to judge, you can also understand what happened to push yourself away and only the person who avoided herself, and the contrast between the two different in life is so profound but painful.
It's just that if it weren't for the emotion, how could he be so sad, and how could he only think about the other party in his heart?