Chapter Thirty-Eight: Low-key is not silence

Everything is as if I have traveled back in time, back to the place that originally belonged to me, and returned to my student days, facing classes, classes, and homework every day...

In the past three years, in this last semester, it seems to have become more intense; Yes, it's your third year of high school, you can't be naΓ―ve anymore...

"Yan Jin, physical education class, let's go play badminton..."Mu Zi hadn't exercised for a long time, all the cells couldn't bear it, she said excitedly to Yan Jin.

"Good! Let's go..."Yan Jin put down what he was holding, and the two of them turned around and walked towards the gymnasium.

Suddenly seeing someone playing basketball on the court, Yan Jin thought, "If I meet him here, should I hide..."

She hadn't come to talk to her for almost two or three days, and Yan Jin felt a little uncomfortable, she didn't know what that meant, and she didn't know why she was avoiding him.

Seeing that he didn't come to find her, Yan didn't go to him today, just like that, quietly, she actually began to be afraid that she would disturb him...

Perhaps, all the blind thoughts are just my own blind thoughts...

"Saying this... Saying this... What about Gao Xinye? ”

"Sister-in-law Ye..."It turned out that Gao Xinye's classmates walked by, and when they saw Yan Jin, they still liked to call Gao Xinye's name in front of Yan Jin, and they laughed and teased Yan Jin.

Faced with such a scene, Yan Jin could only turn a blind eye, lowered his head and continued to walk, pretending not to see or hear anything.

They came to a clearing, and there were just the two of them, and she liked the silence, the silence of being undisturbed.

"Mu Zi, you said that if there is such a scene in the future, you said that if the old class happened to pass by, what do you say I should do..."Yan Jin asked Mu Zi beside him expressionlessly, after all, it was still a little nerve-wracking.

"Uh... I think if the old class knew about it, he would definitely criticize you, and then talk about you and Gao Xinye in the class..."Mu Zi said speculatively, as if he could predict the future.

"Hmm..."Yan Jin responded thoughtfully, she also agreed with Mu Zi's thoughts, because they all knew too well about Gang Juzheng's personality.

"Let's play by ourselves!"

"You go get the equipment first, I'll go to the toilet first..."

"Didn't I tell Ye that it was best to keep our relationship secret at school, so that too many people wouldn't know about it..."

"Why does the people around him seem to know, how to face the next thing!" Yan Jin was washing his hands and thinking there.

At night, it is always so quiet, but the heart is always not so quiet, and even a little ups and downs from time to time...

"Shall we keep a low profile at school? Don't tell your classmates, it's embarrassing to see you..."Yan Jin picked up his mobile phone, lay on the bed, and sent the message to Gao Xinye.

Gao Xinye, who was playing the game, saw the message sent by Yan Jin, and looking at the message, he frowned and replied: "Why?" Do you care about this? ”

Looking at this reply, Yan Jin couldn't respond instantly, she didn't know how to answer well, didn't she want anyone to know? Not sure between them?

However, as soon as one or two people knew, more and more people would know...

Seeing that Yan Jin hadn't replied to himself, Gao Xinye thought there: "Why did you tell me like this, didn't you always take me seriously?" ”

Instantly I felt very uncomfortable...

"I know, I'll tell them not to do that as much as possible..."Gao Xinye continued to reply to Yan Jin, in fact, he didn't know the bottom of his own heart.

Because he doesn't know if those classmates who like to joke will really listen to their own words and have their mouths on others, what can he do?

Seeing that Yan Jin only replied with a bland "um", Gao Xinye didn't reply again, opened the game by himself, and continued to play there... For a moment, he didn't know what he was in Yan Jin's heart, whether he wasn't sure of himself...

Week after week passed, and time seemed to pass quietly without any change, but between them it was changing day by day, and you couldn't see the change, just because they were hiding "too well".

If time could stop, I would complete all the "tasks" that I couldn't accomplish in that still time, just because of someone's existence.

"Everyone, let's hurry up and review it well! Your entrance exams are scheduled for December 9th..."Tsunade Juzheng stood in the classroom and said to the class.

"What...", the whole classroom suddenly seemed to explode and boiled.

"There are six or seven of you who are going to be brushed off, but you can't go to college..." was another sentence like a thunderbolt from the sky, popping out of Gang Juzheng's mouth.

Every time he comes, he is always so lethal, always so extraordinary...

"Ah..."It's boiling again, but the difference is that now everyone's heart can't be calm, because the opponent of the competition is a few good friends around us, and after three years of relationship, we don't want any classmates who have not been admitted to college.

Isn't killing each other a fun game? It's a pity that you'll lose out on our friendship, because the ones I care about will be successfully admitted...

Weekends are beautiful, and I love the feeling of weekends.

"Mom, we're going to take the exam this semester, and we're going to take the exam in early December."

"I heard that six or seven classmates will be brushed off, and I don't know if I can pass the exam, and now I'm a little scared..."

As soon as Lin Mei heard what Yan Jin said, she hurriedly said: "It's good to work hard, if you don't understand, ask the teacher more, and you can also ask those classmates who study better than you..."

"Yes, I will definitely be admitted..."In order not to disappoint his mother with himself, Yan Jin said confidently.

In fact, she doesn't know if she can get in the final exam, her grades are always very unstable...

In the face of expectations, I still have to be brave enough to meet them; Because, if you are not strong, who will be sad in the end?

"Did your class say when you would take the entrance exam?" Yan Jin thought that Gao Xinye should be the same as herself, and she was about to face the entrance examination, she asked with concern.

"I don't know, it should be mid-December!" Gao Xinye replied, he had already heard the head teacher Wang Yang mention it.

Suddenly thinking of something again, Gao Xinye continued to reply: "That exam is disgusting, I want our own class to catch the classmates who cheated in our own class..."Gao Xinye said helplessly, because he was also facing a scene of cannibalism.

Weekends always go by so quickly, you can't stay as long as you want.

"Mom, I'm going to school..."Yan Jin changed into a school uniform, put on his schoolbag, and said to Lin Mei with a big bag of things in his hand.

"Oh, have you brought all the money?"

"Did you bring all the pastries and fruits I just bought?" Lin Mei continued to ask with concern, she was afraid that she would not be able to eat enough today.

"I've brought it all, don't worry!"

"I'm leaving...", Yan Jin responded, and immediately turned around and walked down the stairs.

"Pay attention to safety in the car, make a phone call when you arrive..."Lin Mei lowered her head and shouted into the staircase, still not at ease.

"Got it..."Yan Jin looked up in response, and then continued to go downstairs.

I don't know why, it's always so sad to sit alone in the car, wearing headphones, looking out of the window, there will always be those unconscious sadness...

Yan Jin himself is relieved to have something to say, and he likes to think blindly, he always likes to think about things in a bad way, and now in the face of Gao Xinye's sudden cold attitude, Yan Jin doesn't understand it very much, she feels very uncomfortable in her heart, and she feels that her heart is empty.

They hadn't hung out together for a long time, and they hadn't chatted every day; However, Yan Jin seems to have gotten used to it.

Love without heat can test the two of them even more.

Self-deception is the most terrible, but Yan Jin used these four words on himself.

Gao Xinye rarely chatted with Yan Jin for a long time, and told himself many times that he must be busy, often thinking that Gao Xinye was not cold to her, it was not that he didn't look for her, but because he was busy, he would find himself when he was busy...

has always used Gao Xinye as a reason to be busy, appeasing his impetuous heart.

However, the human heart can get tired...

"Mu Zi, why do you think he ignored me?" Yan Jin finally confided her troubles to Mu Zi, she was about to lose it.

"Maybe he has something to do or something, don't think about it!"

"Now I have to think more about that entrance exam! I feel like I couldn't pass the exam, and now I'm so scared..."Mu Zi comforted and enlightened Yan Jin, while still worrying about himself.

After listening to Mu Zi's words, Yan Jin thought there, indeed the most important thing at present is the entrance examination, just come on, I haven't reviewed it yet, and there are still a lot of things I don't understand.

Yan Jin seemed to suddenly come to his senses, and immediately replied to Mu Zi: "Well, whatever!" Ignore it, I'm going to read a book..."After Yan Jin replied, he turned around and went to his schoolbag to take out his textbook, sat on the bed and looked at it seriously.

seems to be used to Gao Xinye not coming to chat with her, she thinks it's okay, there are some things that she can't ask for; It's not that it doesn't matter, but even if you care unilaterally, what can you do!

The heart is in someone else's body, what he wants, how can we know...

Perhaps Yan Jin already had a premonition in her heart, she felt that Gao Xinye did not love and spoil herself as much as before.

Thinking about it, she was afraid, she kept telling herself, no, no, Gao Xinye said that she would always love herself, and Yan Jin comforted herself there.

She's escaping reality, she's afraid to accept that reality...

Every time it becomes unexpected, it is always so sudden...

"Have you eaten?" Gao Xinye suddenly sent a question to Yan Jin, indeed, he didn't do what he was doing well.

"Well, what about you?" Yan Jin replied calmly, in fact, how much she wanted to go back to the previous time.

Suddenly, a thought appeared in my heart: "Do you think of me now..."