It turns out that if you feel guilty about me, you will look at me squarely and care about me for charity.

Slowly close the window, staring out the window blankly. That reflection, at least at the moment, I don't want to see it......

The car was out of sight until it disappeared, but I didn't see that the people sitting in the car had no tears or even a sound to cry.

It seems like just now, like a movie, in a hurry. He took a deep breath, turned around, and left this suffocating place.

The autumn wind blows, and the fallen leaves flutter down, and the loneliness makes it even more sad of this season. The wind keeps blowing, and the leaves keep falling, because the tree doesn't hold it.

"Lin, how's it going?" Lu Chengzhu, who had made an appointment with Ou Lin, watched Ou Lin walk towards him, his face was not very good, and he asked worriedly.

"Well, it's been removed, it's ...... I feel a little guilty in my heart, and I don't know how to express my current feelings......" Orin didn't seem to have much emotion, and whispered.

became a father for the first time, and he was actually a child. After I can't give it to you, I will return to heaven before I see the glory of this world, and I feel ridiculous and pathetic when I think about it.

"Hey! Forget it, there's no way, if you want to make up for it, treat Ye Ziling well! She's really pitiful......" Lu Chengzhu said to Ou Lin as he sipped the drink in his hand.

"How to make up for it? To treat her well is to continue to associate with her? Orin suddenly responded helplessly, how could he make up for it.

"I don't like her at all, how can we ...... together," Orin finished speaking, and drank the drink that Lu Chengzhu handed him down.

Outside the transparent glass, pedestrians come and go, and more couples are coming. I don't know why I was still jealous in my heart when I watched them walk over so sweetly.

"You can never make it up, you can never make it up......" Ye Ziling held her stomach and looked out the window fiercely, tears coming out of her eyes again.

"Ye, what are you doing!" Seeing that Gao Xinye became uneasy to find himself, Yan Jin began to feel uneasy, feeling that he was about to face the word loss.

Everything will change, why can't you treat the person around you sincerely?

"In the game ......" After half an hour, Gao Xinye replied to the words "Yan Jin". Looking at these three words, Yan Jin felt very uncomfortable, and he didn't know how to reply to him as a gift.

When can the game take my place in your heart, is it just because of the words of youth and ignorance? What choice should I make that is the best answer and explanation for you and for me? Can you tell me?

The tips of my fingers are getting colder, and I don't know if I should reply or just don't see it......

"Then you can play first!" After hesitating for a while, I still replied, but the other end didn't seem to see the message, and it seemed to be ...... I didn't care, and I haven't replied.

The nose is sour, so uncomfortable......

The sudden message from "Yan Jin......" pulled back Yan Jin's thoughts, it was Mu Zi.

"What's wrong......" Yan Jin asked without emotion, she was really uncomfortable.

The heart is hollowed out, just because of your ignorance, just because you feel that you have no place in your heart, and maybe it is not worth mentioning at all......

"Tomorrow I want to go to the supermarket to buy something and go straight to school, do you want to go with me?" Mu Zi asked Yan Jin, but suddenly she didn't know why, she felt that something was wrong with Yan Jin today, but she couldn't say it, an inexplicable feeling.

"Okay!" Yan Jin responded, she didn't have any thoughts anymore, her mind was blank, it was all Gao Xinye, Gao Xinye......

"Why does my boyfriend become obsessed with himself?" Yan Jin entered this sentence into the box, and the uneasiness in her heart made her have to go to Baidu to check the information.

Staring at the screen in front of me, I couldn't breathe, my chest was stuffy, I was so depressed and afraid that I would see bad results, like facing the coming of death......

"Is it because ......I have a new love?"

"Often when there is no novelty, it will slowly snub you, and then break up with you......"

"Maybe he's busy and didn't see the message you sent......"

“………………”

“………………”

A lot of different answers appeared on the screen, Yan Jin watched with bated breath, not daring to look any further, she was afraid of seeing more bad answers, afraid that she would not be able to bear it.

"No, he said he would always love me, he must have something to do, maybe he was playing a game, he must be in a bad mood to ignore me, but it doesn't matter, I can wait for ......" Yan Jin thought silently in her heart, at this time her heart hung there and swayed, and the whole person couldn't walk steadily, because she wasn't sure herself.

The night came upon me, and I fell asleep unconsciously, in my own thoughts.

"Ye, why don't you ignore me, did I do something wrong......" Yan Jin in the dream walked towards the familiar and long-missed back, but the back never turned around, he turned his back to himself.

"You tell me, why don't you ignore me, did I do something wrong? You say, I will change my ......" Yan Jin was already sobbing anymore, and he couldn't bear to say it there, but Gao Xinye didn't say a word after all.

Don't look at how sad and sad the person in front of her is crying, Gao Xinye still turned around and walked past her, leaving her with no idea what she did wrong, so that he treated herself like this.

He was out of sight, and I tried to grab him, but I couldn't catch up with him......

"Xiaoxiao, what's wrong with you?" Lin Mei heard the sound of sobbing in the room, thinking that something was wrong with Yan Jin, so she approached in surprise and saw Yan Jin with tears on his face.

"Ah...... Oh, nothing, had a nightmare that scared me to death. ”

"Mom, I'm fine, I guess I just went to sleep and put my hands on my chest, you go to sleep! I'm going to continue sleeping......" Yan Jinqiang held back tears, she lied, but she couldn't tell her mother about herself and Gao Xinye.

Lin Mei gently closed the door, turned around and walked back to the room. The people on the bed in the room covered their faces with quilts, buried their heads and cried sadly, but they didn't dare to make a little sound.

It is said that dreams and reality are opposites, but is this really the opposite? Why is it so true? Don't dare to think about it anymore, it's terrible, is it really because of your own fear?

It's destined to be a sleepless night......

"Xiaoxiao, mom has gone to work, breakfast has been made and put on the table, hurry up and eat, pay attention to safety when you go to school in the afternoon...... "Lin Mei opened Yan Jin's room and said to Yan Jin, who was still asleep.

"Got it, get up right away,......" Yan replied lazily, in fact, she had already woken up, but she didn't want her mother to see her swollen walnut-like eyes.

Lin Mei quickly got on the car and set off, Yan Jin stood at the window and watched the back of her mother leaving, before walking out of the room.

Walking into the bathroom, the person in front of him was also startled, and they all suspected that the person in the mirror was not him. Those swollen eyes seemed to have been crying for three days and three nights, and the bloodless face was as if it had been coated with flour, and the eyes looked at the mirror blankly.

Quickly rinsed his face with water, put a hot towel on his eyes, hoping to disappear quickly, thinking that he would accompany Mu Zi to the supermarket in the afternoon, and go to school for evening self-study!

"Hey! Yan Jin...... "It was Mu Zi who called, probably asking himself what time he would go out."

"Well, Mu Zi, it's early!" Yan Jin responded, looking at the time before it was up.

"What time are we going out in the afternoon?"

"What time do you leave the house?" I didn't buy anything today, so I guess there will be very few ......," Yan Jin continued to respond, and she didn't lack anything.

"Then let's not be late for self-study, see you at the station at four o'clock!"

"Good! Then we'll see you at the station! Yan Jin responded, they were all afraid of being late.

Hung up the phone, picked up a glass of milk, drank it hard, I was so thirsty, I guess I left too many tears in the middle of the night!

"Why is it still so swollen! When I go out, others will see me and think I've been beaten! Yan Jin looked in the mirror and frowned. Looking at the walnut-like eyes in the mirror, although they were much better than when she first got up, she still didn't dare to go out.

"Are you out today?" Mu Zi sent a message, she had already gotten on the train to the station, but Yan Jin never contacted herself, and subconsciously told Yan Jin to forget.

"Ahh Yan Jin picked up Mu Zi's phone call while looking at the time, and suddenly shouted.

"You're not still at home, are you?" On the other end of the phone, I heard Yan Jin's scream, and wondered if Yan Jin was still at home and didn't go out, so I was startled when I saw the time.

"No, no, I'm waiting for the car, and my phone almost fell to the ground just now, which scared me......"

"If you wait, wait for me in the station first, I'll be there right away, it's just traffic jam time, and many people are waiting for the train......" Yan Jin said there with a weak heart, because he was still at home and didn't go out, he kept holding a hot towel to his eyes, and forgot the time he had agreed with Mu Zi.

"Well, it's good......" Mu Zi responded without any suspicion or discovery.

Put down the phone, put down the towel, fortunately changed the school uniform in advance, quickly put on the schoolbag and didn't have time to put on the slippers, and ran downstairs crackling.

Desperately running towards the stop sign on the road with all his strength, not allowing himself to rest for a second, because Mu Zi, who had agreed with him, was still waiting for him.

Maybe it's because he just deceived Mu Zi, and he couldn't help it, he wasn't tired at all when he ran, and when he saw that the target was in front of him, he accelerated his pace and moved forward.

Without your world, I still have those confidants who accompany me every day, I can still live my own wonderful life, and I will finally return to the "forest" that will always embrace me and give me warmth......