176 Let you go, and let yourself go

Tang Hui said that he was confused about what Fu Xiaoxiao said, and he couldn't understand what he heard.

"Tang Hui, you say, how can you do this to me? How dare you? How dare you? How dare you? Fu Xiaoxiao looked at Tang Hui unwillingly, and asked in a panicked voice, "Tang Hui, since I was with you, I thought I didn't do anything to be sorry for you, why did you treat me like this?" Yes? Why? Do you think that if I like you, you can treat me as badly as you like? Tang Hui, you can't treat me like this, how can you treat me like this? You can't do this to me, you can't, you can't. Fu Xiaoxiao began to speak a little incoherently.

"What did I do to you?" Tang Hui continued to be confused, but he understood the last sentence that Fu Xiaoxiao said, but he understood it, but he only understood these words separately, but when they were combined into one sentence, he meant that he didn't understand so much, so he asked with a puzzled face, "Fu Xiaoxiao, what are you talking about?" I can understand what you just said, but why can't I understand it so clearly when it comes together? ”

"Tang Hui, have you learned to pretend not to understand what I'm saying now?" Fu Xiaoxiao looked at Tang Hui with a look of surprise and shook his head with a wry smile, "Tang Hui, I found that until today, maybe I didn't know you at all, no, I can even say that I actually didn't know you at all since the day I met you!" You've been cheating on me all along, and you don't like me at all, do you? Isn't it? ”

"I" Tang Hui finally understood now, although he didn't understand why Fu Xiaoxiao said that, but he wanted to say something to stop her from continuing, looking at the Fu Xiaoxiao in front of him who buried his head in his arms, leaving only a top of his head for himself, she also left herself a top of her head before, but at that time she was sad and desperate, but now she is even if he can't see it, but the warmth transmitted through the clothes can't deceive people, he can't deceive himself, she cried, Fu Xiaoxiao cried, This time she really cried for herself, although she didn't cry out loud, but she made Tang Hui even more like this, in her heart, like a tiger with teeth and claws, from time to time she wanted to give herself a blow, so that she could hurt hard, but she couldn't do anything about it, so she could only let it hurt.

"Tang Hui, you tell me, in fact, you have never loved me at all, have you? You were just looking at me pathetic, didn't you? You're pitying me, aren't you? Fu Xiaoxiao raised her tearful little face and stared at him persistently, hoping that he could give herself a negative answer, he loved him so much, could he not be so cruel, he would really make her desperate, so desperate that she almost felt that her heart couldn't breathe.

Tang Hui looked at such a Fu Xiaoxiao in shock, in his impression, such a tearful Fu Xiaoxiao was really the first time he had seen it, the first time she showed her vulnerable side in front of him so nakedly, he couldn't believe that this person in front of him was so flamboyant and beautiful Fu Xiaoxiao!

"Tang Hui." Fu Xiaoxiao suddenly felt very powerless, she lowered her head, called his name in a small voice, and then buried her head in his arms, quietly, without saying anything.

Fu Xiaoxiao really seemed to want time to stay at this moment, so he froze himself and Tang Hui together at this moment.

But no matter how much she prayed, time passed so mercilessly, I don't know how long it took.

Fu Xiaoxiao leaned on Tang Hui's arms, his eyes empty and he didn't know what he was looking at; And Tang Hui, who was leaning on her, didn't dare to move, he still couldn't believe what Fu Xiaoxiao said that he heard just now, could it be that she was the same as herself, she promised to be with herself before, not because she felt sorry for herself, she would agree to be with herself, but she was really like herself, she liked herself, this feeling made him feel as if he was still in hell a moment ago, and at this moment he could fly directly to heaven.

Now Tang Hui wants to laugh regardless of it, it turns out that everything before is not a one-man show of his own, Fu Xiaoxiao also likes himself, and the girl he likes also likes himself as much as himself, he wants to laugh crazy at this moment, and he can't wait for people all over the world to know that Fu Xiaoxiao he likes also likes him!

"Tang Xiaohui, how long did you say we've known each other?" Fu Xiaoxiao suddenly broke the silence, and she asked without moving.

"We've known each other for 19 years." When Tang Hui heard Fu Xiaoxiao call him Tang Xiaohui, he was stunned for a moment, then quickly thought for a moment, and then shook his head, "No, it should be 20 years, because we knew each other when we were in my mother's womb." Tang Hui chuckled and said, "20 years, we have known each other for 20 years. ”

"yes, time flies, we've known each other for 20 years." Fu Xiaoxiao said with emotion, "20 years is really fast. ”

"yes, that's fast." Tang Hui said with great nostalgia, "I still feel that we were still feeding each other a moment ago, and then we grew to such a big size all of a sudden, it's really time flies, I haven't had enough of my childhood, my childhood abandoned me, it unconsciously forced us to grow up, and then it will take us to grow old together." ”

When Fu Xiaoxiao and Tang Hui were young, their parents were very busy every day, so busy that they rarely came back home, and at that time, Grandpa Tang did not live with Xiao Tang Hui and them, and Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao was basically at home alone, so when he was a child, Xiao Tang Hui's family has always been regarded as his own home by Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao.

Because at that time, Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao was a month older than Xiao Tang Hui, so it was natural to regard herself as a sister, and take care of Xiao Tang Hui as a little brother, and she would wash his face every day, of course, at that time, she was just a child, and she didn't have any strength at all, every time the nanny at home helped her prepare the towel for washing her face, and she helped Xiao Tang Hui wipe her face.

Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao didn't know how to eat well at that time, but she claimed to be her sister, so she would feed Xiao Tang Hui at the beginning, and Xiao Tang Hui thought that Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao was playing with him at first, and also learned from her to feed Xiao Fu Xiaoxiao, and then they all learned to feed each other when they didn't learn to eat their own food well.

But at that time, they didn't realize this problem at all, they were just trying to do a good job of feeding each other, and wanted to let each other eat a little more, so these two basically favorite things are exactly the same, but their preferences have changed a little when they grow up, but basically there is no change.

"yes, it's so fast, so fast that I feel like we've only known each other for a while." Fu Xiaoxiao's hand holding Tang Hui's shirt slowly let go, "It's so fast that I haven't had time to take a good look at you, take a good look at it, and then suddenly I found that we have grown up." Then the hand that grabbed the hem of his coat left him completely, and slid down on either side of her, standing straight up.

Fu Xiaoxiao stared at the hands that slipped off his sides, and then suddenly laughed, and there were grievances, tears, and a hint of relief in that smile.

Tang Hui looked at his clothes, then looked at Fu Xiaoxiao's hands hanging down on both sides, and then heard her laughter, all of which suddenly made his heart tighten, he felt as if he was about to lose something, but he didn't know what it was, he only knew that it was a very important thing for himself.

Fu Xiaoxiao raised her steps and stepped back step by step, away from Tang Hui, and with each step back, the smile on her face deepened.

Tang Hui raised his hand and wanted to grab her, but he didn't catch anything, he stretched out in the air so stiffly, he stared straight at Fu Xiaoxiao who was still retreating, he opened his mouth to say something, but in the end he didn't say anything, just opened his mouth and opened her, and the outstretched hand kept stretching out.

"Tang Hui, I'll set you free now!" Fu Xiaoxiao retreated to the wall, and then stood still, at this time she looked at Tang Hui and smiled happily like a child, "Congratulations, you finally got rid of me!" ”

Fu Xiaoxiao never let go of the previous kind of never let go After seeing Tang Hui's painful appearance, he thought about it again and again, and finally decided to let go, he can't be so selfish, he has been so good to himself, how can he still ask him to continue, he loves him so much, how can he be willing to see his aggrieved appearance? I was probably crazy before, since he didn't love him anymore, then I was so happy once, let him go, and let myself go.

Tang Hui saw Fu Xiaoxiao's relieved smile, he finally figured out everything at this moment, it turned out that she had said so many things before, and finally decided to give up on herself, yes, give up on herself, as long as he thought of this possibility, his heart couldn't help but fall, fall, and then came to the abyss, and he couldn't see a trace of light before stopping, and then there was a burst of heart-rending feelings, feeling that his whole person was not good, and it was not good there, but what was wrong with it, he couldn't say it, I only know that I am like a sick person now, but I can't detect anything, but the pain is so real.

Fu Xiaoxiao kept smiling and looking at Tang Hui, just like the smile when he saw Tang Hui every day, happy, but not like it, there was a little sadness in it!