Chapter 271: Mu Xuan's Past
For the first time! An Yi swore that this was definitely the first time he had been so sober that he wanted to crush the woman in front of him and melt it into his body, so that she had to be completely attached to himself.
However, in front of her, all of An Yi's strengths are fragile, Mingyue is like a childish witch, wantonly manipulating his heart, but he is powerless to escape from this sweet torture; is like an actor who can wear different masks at any time, An Yi is happy because of her, worried because of her, and only later found out that what he sees may not be her real emotions.
Just like the bright moon with hazy tears just now, now she is smiling lightly, and the speed of the change in her expression is really confusing.
An Yi hated this kind of confusion with an uncertain future, at least now he was not in the mood to appreciate Mingyue's alluring smile, he slowly let go of Mingyue, and asked in an extremely clear voice: "So you want to warn me not to pester you again......"
Mingyue listened to An Yi's speculation with a smile, and when he finished speaking, she yawned exaggeratedly and said lazily, "Have you learned hypnosis?" Teach me another day? Facing those eyes that seemed to be bubbling with a hint of cold, Mingyue rolled her eyes, "Don't stare, I know that your eyes are bright, but your understanding is worrying!" ”
“……”
"Do you know what it means? I don't know, I won't explain, I want to go! ”
Mingyue quietly moved her body back, as if she was afraid that stupidity would be contagious.
What did she mean by that...... Could it be?
An Yi's gaze changed from indifference to thought, from uncertainty to overjoy, he excitedly pinched Mingyue's cheek, and his doting voice was a little helpless: "I'm scared to death by you, I want to murder my husband?" ”
Intelligently ignoring someone's unnutritious nonsense, Mingyue pondered for a moment and said solemnly: "There are some things I think I should tell you, you have probably guessed some of them...... I hope you never mention these words to anyone else! ”
Mingyue struggled for a long time before she made up her mind to tell An Yi the truth, she had promised Situ Muxuan that this matter would never spread from her mouth to the ears of a third person, and she even hid it from her grandfather.
But An Yi is different from others, even if Mingyue doesn't say it, he already understands the general situation, and the most important thing is that he is so seriously injured that Mingyue has to give him an explanation.
"If it's going to make you break your promise, you really don't have to say it!"
Mingyue just looked at him fixedly, An Yi hesitated, and said solemnly: "I promise that apart from you and me, no third person will know the content of our conversation today!" ”
Reassured, Mingyue breathed a sigh of relief, the story is a bit long, where to start?
"The day Situ Muxuan went to school to find me for the first time was actually the death day of a Roman girl named Feixue Chinese, and she was also Situ Muxuan's...... Girlfriend. ”
Mingyue smiled at An Yi, who was surprised, "When he was abroad, he was drunk alone. Because we had similar experiences, he felt that I was the only one who was suitable to be with him. At first, I was a little wary of him, and even secretly blamed my grandfather for bringing him in. Our two families are good friends, and we are also playmates since childhood, but later, as he grew older, he went abroad to study in his teens, and Grandpa Situ also intended to match us, so I was more resistant to him on the day of the reunion......"
Maybe Situ Muxuan also saw that Mingyue was resistant, he didn't care about her coldness, took the initiative to find a topic, talked with her about the past, talked about the strange things he had seen, and finally inevitably returned to the eternal theme of human beings - love!
Only then did Mingyue know that he had also lost his lover because of his cheerful appearance, and he also heard him say that he would never fall in love with anyone again in this life, so he naturally understood the little-known reason......
“…… So the rumors in the school are pure fiction, and I'm sure there is no such thing in the world, because I don't even have the slightest possibility of having a relationship with him, and I'll talk about it later. ”
The ins and outs of the matter seem to be complicated enough, Mingyue's narrative is intermittent, and she is not very clear about many details.
An Yi listened quietly very intently, he understood that it was not easy for Mingyue to make this choice, even if he had no interest in the so-called secret, but his trust in Mingyue was quite cherished!
"Situ Muxuan's person looks free and uninhibited, as if nothing can tie him up, but in fact, he doesn't even have the least freedom, almost all his actions are in the hands of others, and the person who pays so much attention to his whereabouts is the person who ordered me to be arrested, that is, the brother of Situ Muxuan's deceased girlfriend, known as Satan!" Mingyue smiled at An Yi, and said in a relaxed tone: "If it weren't for you, I would have really been sent to hell by him." ”
"No, if death does come then, I will accompany you to heaven." An Yichong blinked at Mingyue thoughtfully, "How can you be lonely?" ”
Mingyue was amused by his childish words, but there was also a faint taste of sadness.
She will not go to heaven, only good people can become angels, and she, I'm afraid, can only be in the company of demons.
Sometimes, Mingyue is really worried that even if he dies, he can't reunite with Haoxi, so beautiful he must be living happily in heaven, how can he see him if he has done something wrong?
Gathering her sad heart, Mingyue's narration seemed to begin to get to the point, "I don't know more about Satan's situation than you, Brother Mu Xuan only said that he was the leader of an evil force in Rome when he reminded me to be careful, and the reason why he wanted to put me on the ground was not only because I had contact with Brother Mu Xuan, but also because he learned through some channel that on the day of his sister's death, Fei Xue's former boyfriend actually went to find another woman, which is absolutely unforgivable for Satan, Because he has a kind of ...... for his sister Feelings beyond family affection, but Fei Xue doesn't seem to know about it......"
This was greatly beyond An Yi's imagination, and he was stunned for a while before he found his voice: "...... The love of men and women. "It's all about the tone of the statement.
"So Satan has been very repulsive to Fei Xue and Brother Mu Xuan since the day they fell in love, and after his sister died, this emotion was transformed into strong hatred......" Mingyue sighed with a little regret, "Fei Xue suffers from congenital heart disease, and she promised her brother to undergo heart exchange surgery, provided that it must be operated by the doctor she designated, otherwise she will refuse the operation, although she is reluctant, Satan is forced to agree. Unfortunately, Fei Xue died on the operating table, and the doctor was her boyfriend Situ Muxuan. ”
Reality is often more ups and downs than the plots written by the screenwriters, and the arrangement of fate constantly challenges people's imagination, no one can understand, Situ Muxuan's despair at the moment when Fei Xue's heart stopped, even people like Mingyue who have experienced life and death can't empathize with his pain.
Although the failure of the operation was not due to Situ Muxuan's operation error, everyone could understand that seeing her beloved stop breathing, even if she tried her best to save her life, Mingyue also felt that it must be a painful feeling......
She couldn't help but explain for Situ Muxuan: "In fact, when Brother Mu Xuan met Fei Xue, her health was already very poor, but she lied to herself that she was no different from ordinary people, and even did many things that ordinary people dare not do, on the surface, it seems to be catharsis, but why is it not a manifestation of fear?" Her self-deprecating state gradually improved after she met true love, but unfortunately she had missed the best time for treatment. At that time, the world's leading cardiologists concluded that the chance of success of the operation was less than 10%, and even if a miracle happened, the postoperative rejection reaction could kill her at any time......"
If before today, An Yi would definitely be jealous because Mingyue said good things for Situ Muxuan, and now he is quite sympathetic to the person who was regarded as a rival in love, and put himself in the shoes of himself, if the protagonists of that experience are replaced by himself and Mingyue, An Yi feels that he will definitely have a nervous breakdown, and if he has the opportunity, he will definitely end his life.
Love becomes an obsession in the depths, and when love is strong, it is also crazy!
The relationship between two people is often difficult for onlookers to understand, it is common to see a strange love, and the unswerving love still exists, An Yi can do whatever it takes for Mingyue, which is enough to prove that he has a deep affection for her.
Holding Mingyue's hand, she could feel her temperature even through the gauze, and An Yi felt that she was really happy.
Mingyue gently shook him back, a warm smile on her face, "Grandpa Situ doesn't know about these things, and he doesn't know that Brother Mu Xuan made a promise not to marry in front of Fei Xue's tombstone." If he hadn't felt that he had caused me trouble, he needed a justifiable reason to appear by my side, and Brother Mu Xuan would keep this secret until the last moment of his life. He apologized to me for letting Fei Xue into Satan's attention because of his lack of consideration. But even if I knew all this in advance, even if I was in danger, I would have spent it with him that day without hesitation, he did nothing wrong, he should not bear the anger and accusations of others, and I should not have recalled the bits and pieces between them alone on the saddest days. ”
"The only thing I regret is that you have been injured so badly......"
"Shhhhh But if it were really another time, I would still make the same choice! "Because I can't stand the world without you!
"An Yi ......"
"An Yi ......"
Mingyue choked up and hid in his arms, not wanting him to see his fragile tears.
The warm tears quietly wet his shirt.
With a slightly cool cheek on her chest, An Yi patted her on the back and comforted her patiently: "Well, don't cry, it's worth it to hug a beauty with a little injury......"
Outside the window, the night was falling.
In a world of love, there is never a dark day!