Chapter Twenty-Nine: Just a Dream

The world is still warm, may you and I be treated gently by the world...

The two people in the dream, so in love, it seems to be true, looking at them, I can feel it instantly, only envy the mandarin duck and not the fairy, it turns out...

However, their tightly knit fingers suddenly let go, and he, without hesitation, left in front of her eyes, without any nostalgia, as if she were just air...

She froze in place for an instant, not daring to move forward, and watched him leave in a daze, until his back completely disappeared from her vision.

Suddenly I didn't have the courage, and I didn't seem to react, maybe the cells in my brain kept asking myself, "Why, why..."

At this moment, I didn't even have the strength to cry, and I didn't have tears if I wanted to cry...

This night, this dream is too long, it can't end, and I don't know why I had such an outrageous but somewhat realistic dream.

Maybe it's because I've been looking for you, or maybe it's me, I'm afraid of losing you...

Subconsciously...

I struggled, I wanted to wake up quickly, I wanted to escape from this dream. However, the darkness around me was like a devil's claw, grabbing me fiercely and not letting go, as if it wanted to open its huge bloody mouth and devour me...

Tears can't help but fall, I can't wipe away the tears that flow, I let it out endlessly, until this nightmare, completely over, until I open my eyes...

If I could be given a choice, I would rather spend an extra ten years of my life than have this terrible nightmare, because this dream has become completely no longer easy...

When I woke up, my tears were already wet with the pillow towel, my forehead, back and palms were full of cold sweat, and I found that it was still dark all around, and I realized that it was still the middle of the night.

Lying on the bed, trembling with fear, unwilling to close his eyes and continue to sleep, he did not completely recover from the dream, and really hoped that the dream he had could really be the opposite of reality.

Don't they all say that dreams are the opposite of reality?

There I prayed hard, not to be fulfilled, not to be fulfilled...

"Didn't you say that no matter where you go, I just have to stand there and wait for you to come back, and you will find me eventually? Why didn't you leave me without saying a word..."

"Why did you suddenly turn a blind eye to me? Why did you suddenly become so cold..."

"Why... Why..."

Yan Jin is still confused, no matter whether this dream is true or false, there is always a pimple in my heart, as if it will be completely wiped out...

I was so awake by this dream, and I tried not to think about it again, but as soon as I closed my eyes, I couldn't help but emerge, why did I forcibly forget what I wanted to go but couldn't do it as I wanted?

"Mu Zi, I had a nightmare, I was scared to death..."Yan Jin pressed the keyboard on his mobile phone, his heart was still pounding.

Turn on the light in the room, now as long as the light accompanies you, only the light can give you courage, tell yourself that it's just a dream, don't be afraid...

Now, she can only tell Mu Zi, because she knows the most about her and Ye.

Seeing that a long time had passed, she found that Mu Zi did not reply to herself, she carefully looked at the time on her phone, only to find that it was only half past three in the morning.

No matter how dark the night is, tomorrow will come; When the darkness passed, the light came; However, why is the wait so long, I dare not close my eyes until the sky, slowly brightening...

Do you know how I wish I never had to go through those two hours again, it touched every cell, every nerve in my body...

I'm going numb...

Finally, the sky slowly brightened, and the man was lying on the bed and pulling the corners of the quilt tightly, not even noticing himself, and the wrinkles on the quilt could not be smoothed out.

Mu Zi, the person on the other side, opened his eyes that had not yet woken up, reached out and grabbed the mobile phone on the bedside table, wanting to check the time, but found that the QQ on the mobile phone had been beating there.

After Mu Zi clicked on it, he realized that it was sent to him by Yan Jin.

However, looking at the time, Yan Jin sent it to herself in the early hours of the morning, Mu Zi thought at first that Yan Jin couldn't sleep and tease herself, she looked at the message that Yan Jin sent to herself...

seemed to be a lot more sober, thinking that Yan Jin was frightened at that time, Mu Zi immediately replied: "What's wrong?" What are you dreaming about? ”

The waiting reply finally replied, and it seemed that Yan Jin was obviously a little tired, and he didn't dare to sleep, and he had been waiting for the light to come, and he had been...

"Mu Zi, I dreamed that I broke up with Ye, and I was the only one standing in place, and he turned around and left indifferently..."

"He didn't look back, he didn't look at me and left, I didn't do anything wrong, and we didn't quarrel with each other, but he left me like that..."

"You say, is this just a hint at me? Will this dream come true in real life..."Yan Jin replied to Mu Zi while lying on the bed and crying silently.

Thinking that now I have poured out all the fear in my heart to Mu Zi, I still can't resist the invasion of fear in my heart after all, I still remember the nightmare there, and I still can't help but shed tears...

Yes, Yan Jin is afraid, afraid that this dream will come true, and even more afraid, losing him...

I don't know how to persuade Yan Jin, I clearly understand Yan Jin's character, she's a cranky girl, I wasn't sure when I didn't meet her, but now I'm completely sure...

"No! You care too much about him, don't you? ”

"Do you think about him every day, during the day, before you go to bed to dream of him..."

"Don't think about it! Dreams and reality are opposite..."Mu Zi comforted Yan Jin, she knew that she must be a bruised fawn now.

In fact, Mu Zi doesn't know whether dreams and reality will be opposites, she also hopes that some of her dreams can be contrary to reality, although she is not sure about that person, he...

But on the other end, she clearly knew that Mu Zi was comforting herself at this time, although Mu Zi said these words to eliminate a lot of fear in her heart, but there was still such a pimple in her heart after all...

Don't dare to ask for anything more, don't dare to think about anything anymore, just want to spend this life with him hand in hand, just want to be with him, all the time...

Yan Jin played with his phone, trying to distract himself, not wanting to continue thinking about that dream...

Suddenly opened the calendar, seeing that Qixi Festival was coming, thinking if he would have any surprises for himself, but, thinking about that dream...

"Yan Jin, get up and eat..."Yan Jin's father, Yan Tian, knocked softly on the door and called.

"Got it, get up, come out to eat right away..."Yan Jin suddenly came back to his senses and responded to his father, quickly sat up from the bed, and arranged the quilt...

In that corner, the obvious wrinkles showed her fear at that time, how helpless she was, how she didn't dare to tell others, how she didn't dare to think about their future again...

Yan Jin, who was in a state of panic all night, walked out of the room and looked at the delicious breakfast on the dining table, but he didn't have any appetite at all, and maybe he didn't sleep well...

In order not to make Dad angry, in order not to waste the breakfast Dad made for himself early in the morning, Yan Jin scribbled a few bites and walked back to the room.

Turn on the computer, but I don't know where to move the mouse, the whole person seems to be still sleepwalking, the whole person is still not energetic, lazy yawning...

"Didi..."

Yan Jin immediately came back to his senses, looking at the familiar avatar, he couldn't help but feel cold on his back, and the cold sweat on his forehead and back slowly seeped into every pore on his skin...

After all, I clicked on it...

"Shall we hang out today?" Gao Xinye thought that he was going to take Yan to have a good time today, school was about to start, and it was estimated that there would not be so much time for the two of them in the future.

That dream hit her in an instant, it was so cruel, she couldn't help but take a step back, she didn't dare, she didn't dare...

"That's... I don't want to go out today..."At this time, Yan Jin's mind was still thinking about last night's nightmare, she was afraid that she would really lose him, she was afraid that she would recall those pictures in the dream when she saw him, she didn't know how to face it...

The woman is really a strange creature, she was fine when she went back yesterday, why did she suddenly become so cold today, and suddenly thought of the sentence: "A woman's heart, a needle under the sea..."

It seems that it really lives up to its name...

"What's wrong?" Gao Xinye still asked a little uneasily, he couldn't hold back a trace of loss in his heart, and the corners of his mouth no longer rose, he was disappointed...

Always when you are defenseless, you always reject me so easily, without giving me the slightest chance, you are so cruel, you actually bear it...

Yan didn't want to see him right away, she wanted to wait until she forgot the nightmare she had last night, and when the nightmare became blurry, she wanted to restore the same beauty as before.

"In a few days! I don't want to go out today..."Yan Jin replied, in fact, he didn't want to refuse, can you understand me? Will you feel my sadness and fear?

"Okay..."Gao Xinye replied disappointedly, although he was disappointed, but he never reluctantly said this, he didn't want to see complicated emotions mixed between her eyebrows, when he wanted to be with her, all he saw was her relaxed and happy smile, so perfunctory...

He would rather say that all the disappointments and losses are borne by himself silently, as long as she is happy and happy!

Why don't you want to see you, why don't you want to talk to you about the cry in my heart! However, after all, I am afraid, I don't have the courage, forgive me for my cowardice, I hope you will find it in the future...

She knew that her words of refusal would disappoint him on the other side, and she knew that he would promise all the decisions she had made, and she had no choice but to do so...

Really, I want to blur that dream as soon as possible, and I don't want to think about Gao Xinye who turned around indifferently in the dream and didn't look back at himself.

However, in reality, he cherishes himself so much, takes care of himself, protects himself, and doesn't want to make himself sad.

All distractions from the outside world stopped at this moment, only the second hand on the clock was still ticking, how quiet, how...