Sometimes I'm so jealous that I want to cry.

I, as a younger sister, have never enjoyed the treatment, and all of them have been taken by their brothers and sisters.

How did Yu Xiaoxiao, who is knowledgeable, reasonable, gentle and virtuous, and loves him with all her heart and thinks about him, become the murderer who caused Xue Xiaobai to become depressed?

How can I bear this?!

I glared at Xue Beirong angrily, eager to kill him with my eyes, "Xue Beirong, you bastard, don't push everything on my sister!" Xiaobai will become depressed, and it is caused by your own hands! ”

Xue Beirong took a hard puff of cigarette, gray-blue smoke covered his icy face, his expression became blurred, and he said something after a while, "Yu Xiaoxiao is pregnant for the first time, do you remember?" ”

Of course I remember.

This "bad news" was revealed by the paparazzi, she was only nineteen years old, and her grandfather was half angry when he saw the gossip news on TV.

Because our mother is Xue Lanyong's lover, grandpa didn't agree to the two of them being together, he called my sister and asked her to have an abortion, but she couldn't live or die, even if she was kicked out of the house by grandpa.

She said that she must give birth to this child because it is the crystallization of their love.

That year, it was the crisis moment of my sister's relationship with Xue Beirong, not only my grandfather did not agree with them being together, but even Xue Lanyong and my mother also objected, and they changed their ways to force the two of them to break up.

My sister was really bitter at that time, at a young age, at a young and beautiful age, hiding in a remote mountain village with a big belly as a peasant woman, just to fulfill her promise to Xue Beirong and give birth to his child.

It's a pity......

"Do you know how that child was miscarried?" Xue Beirong interrupted my thoughts.

"It's not your dad!" I don't know, but I heard my sister say that Xue Lanyong sent someone to find her and forced her to drink the fetal pill.

"Eight months, the fetus has been formed, it's a girl, Yu Huanxi, have you ever seen a newborn fetus?" Under the orange light, Xue Beirong's face was gloomy, and he snuffed out the smoke that was burning with green smoke in his palm, and his eyes were surging with sadness and anger like volcanic magma.

Shrouded by his hot gaze, I couldn't help swallowing my saliva and subconsciously said, "No." ”

"I've seen it, it's my own daughter." As if I was the culprit, Xue Beirong slammed down the crumpled cigarette, held my face with great strength, stared at me with eyes like knives, and said in a slow and soft voice: "Her little face is wrinkled, with hairy hair, with me, a little born to curl, big eyes and high nose bridge, there is a beautiful mole in the center of her eyebrows, and her little feet are as long as my little thumb...... It's a pity that before she could take a look at her father, who had been looking forward to her for eight months, he died, lying bloody in front of me! ”

Xue Beirong gasped fiercely, his voice trembled, his hands trembled, and his face was about to be deformed.

Feeling the sad breath from the bottom of his heart, my nose was sour inexplicably, and big tears welled up in my eyes, but I didn't dare to alarm Xue Beirong, he who was immersed in the memories was like a beast, and there was a danger of tearing me to pieces at any time, I gritted my teeth and endured the pain, swallowed a few mouthfuls of saliva before I said: "It's your father, it's your father who sent someone to kill my sister!" ”

"Hehe, I have another version, do you want to listen to it?" The corners of Xue Beirong's mouth twitched, and he pulled out a sneer that was more ugly than crying, and he threw me on the ground and said, "Do you know where Xiaobai was on the day of the accident?" ”

I got up, wiped away the tears that had been unconsciously shedding, and thought about it.

On the day of the accident, there had just been a typhoon in Rongcheng, Xue Xiaobai asked me to entangle Lu Shen, she said that she wanted to do a secret thing alone, and she would share it with me when it was over.

But she didn't come to my house after she came back that day, it was said that she had a serious illness, and after that, she suspended school, and when I waited impatiently to go to Xue's house to find it, Lu Shen said that Xue Xiaobai had already transferred to a foreign country. The two of us also lost touch at that time, and we have seen each other today, almost eight years apart.

"That day, Yu Xiaoxiao called Xiaobai, saying that her small home was damaged by a typhoon, and asked Xiaobai to send her some daily necessities, and she also specially instructed Xiaobai not to tell others, so as not to be followed."

Xue Beirong walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, opened the curtains, there was goose feather snow outside, and there was a crystal ceiling lamp carved with the image of Anna Frozen above his head, casting a water-blue glossy light, casting his long figure in the ice and snow.

"After Xiaobai arrived at Yu Xiaoxiao's residence, she cooked for the first time in her life and learned to cook a meal for her beloved and beloved Sister Yu, she didn't know that the meal was filled with medicine that killed her little niece who had been thinking about her for eight months in advance." Xue Beirong's voice had returned to its previous coldness, colder than the ice outside at minus twenty degrees.

After eating, Xiaobai was full of joy and ready to go home, when she shared it with her best friend, as soon as she turned around, she saw Yu Xiaoxiao lying in a pool of blood, a squirming little baby breathed faintly wow wow crying, that year, Xiaobai she was only thirteen years old, and the little girl who had not even stepped on an ant was pointed at by Yu Xiaoxiao with a bloody finger, crying that she was the murderer, she was the murderer who killed my daughter, my unworldly sister was frightened, she picked up the baby who was crying while crying, and saw that she was breathing, Dead in the crook of her arm. ”

The bloody and terrifying image came to mind, and I shuddered violently and shouted in a trembling voice: "You lied! It's not like this, how could my sister drug herself to frame Xiaobai! ”

"Yes, no one would believe that it was my sister who would kill my daughter, she was so young, she was just a little girl who didn't understand anything, she was so scared that she cried for months, she had nightmares every night, no one could save her, she felt sorry for me and her beloved Sister Yu, she committed suicide several times, she went completely crazy, you know?" Xue Beirong held the glass window in his hand, exhaled a blurry white gas, tightened his fingers a little bit, clenched them into fists, and smashed a few punches with a vented "bang".

The muffled sound sounded in the huge living room, the floor-to-ceiling window glass cracked in response, and his hand was also injured, and the cut was bleeding, spilling on the glass, flowing down the rapid condensation of frost.

I didn't dare to breathe, I didn't dare to ask, and the servant who was waiting next to me didn't dare to step forward, and they all bowed their heads in silence as they watched the blood drip down his left hand.

My head was buzzing, and I couldn't help but think of the phone call before Yu Xiaoxiao's accident.

"Huanxi, my mother left the two of us to be Xue Lanyong's lover, it was forced, if she didn't go, Xue Lanyong would kill the two of us, and our father was also killed by him by jumping off the building to commit suicide!"

"It's a pity that I couldn't kill Xue Lanyong to avenge my mother and father, I fell in love with Xue Beirong for nothing, it's not right to do this, how can I fall in love with the enemy's son. But Huanxi, I'm really tired, I can't support it anymore, from now on, I'll leave the matter of revenge to you, don't forget how Dad committed suicide by jumping off the building, and don't forget that Mom was forced to abandon us by Xue Lanyong so much. ”

"Why does his daughter enjoy prosperity and wealth and live a life of fine clothes and food? Do you know that every minute they spend is depriving others of their benefits? Their family of three sat around the table and ate human blood steamed buns, this is unfair, we must take revenge! ”

"If something happens to me, it must be related to Xue Beirong, he already knows everything about me."

The call came at twelve o'clock in the morning, and I was half-asleep at the time, thinking that I was dreaming, so I didn't take Yu Xiaoxiao's words seriously.

In the past few years, I have been trying to find Xue Beirong, just to ask what happened back then, but he is high, and he never gives me a chance to get close.

The heavy air froze for a while, and then Xue Beirong wiped his face with his uninjured hand, as if he had thrown off a thousand catties of heavy burden, and then turned around and sneered: "Revenge is fun, isn't it?" ”

I glanced at his injured hand and shook my head with difficulty, "No...... Not good......"

"Okay, why not?" Xue Beirong looked at his hand and smiled cruelly, "It's really refreshing to torture people a little bit and destroy a person's spirit and body." I think about it now and regret it, you know? ”

I was speechless.

Xue Beirong walked up to me, took out a cigarette case and a match and handed it to me, "Light a cigarette for me." ”

I felt guilty and didn't dare not disobey.

His hands trembled so badly that he took out a cigarette, handed it to Xue Beirong's mouth, and lit a match for him to light a cigarette with a trembling voice.

With my hand, Xue Beirong tilted his head slightly, inhaled a few times, and after the smoke lit, he took a few deep breaths, spit out choking circles, and his face returned to his previous cold numbness.

Xue Beirong grabbed my trembling hand with his bloody hand and smiled.

This smile is very infiltrating.

I closed my eyes, didn't dare to look at him, and said, "I...... I didn't expect it to be like this, I don't know about my sister and my mother...... "If it weren't for the phone call from Yu Xiaoxiao, I really thought I was just a daughter abandoned by my mother, with a sister who loved me and protected me, and a grandparent who took care of me growing up.

Just like before tonight, I thought Xue Xiaobai was the happiest girl in the world, and at that time I thought I was happy, but it turned out that everything was an illusion, and there was a terrible bloody dirty and shameful truth hidden behind it.

"Yu Huanxi, do you think you are very wronged? When there is an avalanche, no snowflake is innocent! Xue Beirong held my hand heavily, put it on my side, pressed me with a heavy gaze, and mocked: "Don't have nightmares tonight, let alone suffer from depression because of this, you can't compare with Xue Xiaobai, she has my brother who hurts, I will protect her for the rest of my life, and you, you have nothing, you, just wait to see me play you to death!" ”

Yes, I really have nothing but myself.

But I can't just accept my fate, admit it, and be played to death by him in vain.

Originally, I was full of guilt, but at this time, the factor of not admitting defeat in my bones was awakened by Xue Beirong's two sentences.