Having said that, there was always an indescribable awkwardness in her heart, and that feeling was like... It's as sad as if your cabbage is about to be arched by a pig.

When she told Lin You how she felt, Lin You didn't care, and said lightly: "It's normal, I also feel this way when my rhubarb comes back for dinner with other puppies." ”

Mo Xin was stunned in place, feeling that she regarded Cheng Xi as her own dog?

Thinking about it like this, she suddenly felt much smoother in her heart, after all, no matter how she said it, she was also Cheng Xi's master, her apprentice wanted to go down the mountain to fall in love, and the master must be sad, this is human nature.

It was a long time before Lin You realized that his casual nonsense had delayed them for many years.

After the college entrance examination, Lu Liu and the others came to visit Yin Lele in the hospital, seeing that they were ruddy and shiny, Lin You couldn't help but tease, "You are all people who have escaped from the sea of suffering, tell me how you performed in the exam?" ”

The three of them seemed to be in a good mood, and Liu Yiping took the brunt of it and said proudly: "It's simpler than when I did the test paper, it's not that I'm talking big, 211 colleges and universities are proper!" ”

Hearing him say this, Lu Liu said sarcastically: "211 is proper, but do you find out which school our classmate Banhua applied for?" It's too early to get complacent. ”

Kong Yu also shook his head, smiled and made a gesture of contempt at Liu Yiping.

Everyone, you and I said a word, and the originally empty and silent ward seemed to be injected with life.

Yin Lele's originally gloomy mood became much better because of their arrival, and he finally had some smiles on his face. She envied these people from the bottom of her heart, and what she held in her hand was her bright future in the future.

After laughing for a while, Xie Zijin walked in from outside with a guitar and beckoned, "Downstairs." It's done, the instruments have been moved downstairs, and Lao Li is almost there with some classmates. ”

After speaking, Lu Liu and the others went out shoulder to shoulder.

Today is Yin Lele's birthday, Lao Li promised to accompany her on her birthday, and Xie Zijin also said that the "Xianyi Band" sang a song to Yin Lele.

"What about Cheng Xi?" Yin Lele asked puzzled.

Lin You pushed over the wheelchair and said casually: "He had a bad stomach after eating wontons two days ago, and he probably went to the toilet again now." ”

Yin Lele didn't think much about it, and let Lin You put on his coat. It seemed to be a good day, the sky was exceptionally blue, and the clouds were fluttering lightly in the sky.

"Lin You, I have something I want to ask you for help."

"What's the matter?"

"This..."Yin Lele took out a few thin pieces of paper from under the pillow and handed them to Lin You, just such a simple action made her break out in a cold sweat.

"I'm a person who refuses to admit defeat all my life, and if I really have to apologize for what I did before, it will be worse than killing me. But a mistake is a mistake, and I can't just do nothing because I don't have much time. These are all things I want to say to you, and I wrote them down without saying anything, and promised me that I would see them when I died. ”

Her hands trembled, as if the pieces of paper weighed tens of millions of pounds. Lin You didn't look over his head and quickly wiped away the tears that had hung in the corners of his eyes, "What are you talking about!" I... I don't want to. ”

Yin Lele knew that she was duplicitous, so he smiled and stuffed the paper into her arms.

If everything can be done all over again, she must, she must cherish it.

On the lawn of the hospital, simple musical instruments and equipment have been placed, Xie Zijin is tuning the piano with his head down, Mo Xin has changed into black clothes and is sitting behind the drum kit, waving to Lin You and Yin Lele.

Yin Lele, who was in a wheelchair, narrowed his eyes slightly, feeling the scorching heat of the sun shining on his skin.

"What song do you want to listen to today? The whole band listens to you! Lin You stood behind her, quite instructive.

Yin Lele lowered his head and smiled, "Do you remember that time when you played volleyball, Xie Zijin brought the whole band to cheer you on." ”

"That's it." Lin You was still a little embarrassed to say it, and a touch of crimson rose up on his cheeks involuntarily.

"Do you know how much I envied you at the time? That's when I thought, when am I going to be like you? Or is it impossible to be as precious as you in this life? ”

Speaking of these things, Yin Lele couldn't help but feel a little sad in his heart. But when he saw Lao Li, who was walking towards him not far away, he suppressed the loneliness in his heart, tried to raise a smile, and shouted crisply: "Teacher! ”

Lao Li was carrying a cake, followed by the class leader and other classmates, all carrying various gifts in their hands.

"How? Are you feeling better today? Lao Li asked her about her situation with concern.

Yin Lele nodded, "It's much better, and Lin You tells me all kinds of jokes every day, my head doesn't hurt, but I laugh until my stomach hurts." ”

Seeing that Yin Lele still had the strength to joke, Lao Li also put his mind at ease. Other classmates also gathered around and asked her about her situation.

The squad leader, Wen Shanshan, took out a box from his schoolbag and handed it to Yin Lele, "I also had a serious illness when I was a child, this is the peace charm that my mother asked me for in the temple, I heard my mother say that it is a spirit, and now I will give it to you I hope you can recover soon." ”

The pattern on the box is simple, and at first glance, it is a very precious thing in the home, Yin Lele hurriedly waved his hand and excused himself, "No, no, no, this must be very important to you, I can't ask for this." ”

"What about me?" Bao Ziting held a large bouquet of roses and really stunned everyone. She may also feel that it is a little inappropriate for a girl to give a girl flowers, scratched her head, and said embarrassedly: "That... My family is a flower shop, and I don't know what you like, so I picked the freshest roses for you. ”

The bright red roses were delicate, Lin You couldn't help but think of the first time she saw Yin Lele, at that time she was like a rose still stained with dew in front of her, vigorous and beautiful.

Yin Lele thanked him and happily took the flower, "Thank you, thank you for coming to celebrate my birthday." ”

With Mo Xin's crisp cheer, Xie Zijin's guitar had already sounded, everyone's eyes were attracted, and the balconies of the wards on both sides were also full of people.

Lao Li looked at this group of children with his arms crossed, and sighed in his heart.

"If you will sleep tomorrow, then the flowers on the balcony will wither with you, I hope that time will not advance or retreat, and always stop at the most beautiful youth fearless~"

Lin You lowered his head and whispered to Yin Lele: "Xie Zijin said, this is a gift from him to you, maybe the whole band is a gift to you." Do you like it? ”

Xie Zijin's voice was hoarse with a voice-changing voice unique to boys, and such sad and heavy lyrics were sung by him with a hint of chic.

"Xie Zijin will definitely be able to realize his dream in the future." Yin Lele muttered to himself.

The merry band was soon watched by the hospitalized people, who were locked up in the white and empty hospital room all day long, and the people became bored.

Finally encountered such a bustle, some of them were so serious that they came out to see the excitement, Lin You looked at the people who surrounded the three layers inside and the three layers outside, and couldn't help but feel proud.

After Xie Zijin finished singing a song, Mo Xin got up and walked over, and Cheng Xi suddenly came out of nowhere and sat in her place.

Mo Xin winked at Lin You, Lin You immediately understood, turned to Lao Li and said, "Lao Li, come here, I have something to do with you." ”

The band's performance was interrupted by Lin You just halfway through, and Lao Li walked over with some reluctance, but was dragged by Lin You to the ward.

"Hey! What are you doing? Where are you taking me? Lao Li was a little flustered for a while, but he didn't struggle.

"There's so much nonsense, you'll know when you go!" Lin You was like a fierce old hen at this time, with a face of "not easy to mess with, not easy to mess with".

After Lao Li was taken away by Lin You, Mo Xin pushed Cheng Xi away, and pretended to be serious and said: "The only way that the teacher can help you is here, Bajie, you have to go the rest of the way by yourself." ”

Cheng Xi glanced at her, took out the loudspeaker that cheered Lin You for the last time, and shouted: "Yin Lele!" ”

Yin Lele was startled by the sudden sound of waiting, and when he looked up, he saw Cheng Xi standing under a tree not far away, the sunlight being mottled into fine pieces by the leaves and falling on his clean face.

"Yin Lele, you have to live well!" Cheng Xiyou couldn't help choking up after you shouted this sentence, "Please... Live well, I don't want you to leave me like this, I still have so many things to say to you. ”

Slowly, his voice became smaller and smaller, and gradually, from impassioned to silent.

Mo Xin frowned, she felt very uncomfortable when she saw Cheng Xi crying, and she didn't know if she was uncomfortable for Cheng Xi's unbravery, or because of Yin Lele's impermanence of fate?

Still is... Feel sorry for yourself.

In the end, Cheng Xi still didn't say that he liked it, Mo Xin asked him why, and he said seriously: "If I don't say it all the time, then this is the secret between me and him." ”

Mo Xincai didn't eat his set, "Go, go!" Where do you come up with so many excuses? It's a shame that I can arrange everything for you clearly, you can have a snack! ”

In the evening, everyone gathered in front of Yin Lele's hospital bed, the warm yellow candlelight flickered, and everyone clapped their hands and sang happy birthday songs together.

"Make a wish, and it will come true when you have your birthday next year." Yin Lele knew that Mo Xin was comforting herself by saying this, and no one knew her physical condition better than her.

"I hope everyone can be safe and make their wishes come true." Yin Lele closed his eyes and quietly made this wish in his heart.

Oh my God, please... Give them all the joy and happiness that has been taken away from me.

The small ward kept laughing until late, and Lao Li took the other classmates back.

Lin You talked about Xie Zijin when he was a child, and everyone leaned back and laughed. Yin Lele also laughed, I don't know how long it was......

She slowly fell asleep.