80 Xu Zhe's renunciation

"I fell in love with her at first sight, you know?" Xu Zhe looked at Gao Xiang blankly, like a lost lamb who didn't know the way, and could only walk around in the fog by himself, "I like her so much, I like her so much that I chase her regardless of anything, do you know?" I don't like computers, what I like is literature, I've been following her since the second year of high school for her, I like literature, I don't like science, but Xiaoyan likes it, I like her, so I chose her choice, you know? Xu Zhe said and grabbed the clothes on Gao Xiang's chest with both hands, like the last log grabbed by a drowning man, and looked at Gao Xiang with pain in his eyes, "But, the one inside is my roommate, my brother." ”

"A-Zhe." Gao Xiang didn't know how to open his mouth to comfort the fragile person in front of him, but because the person inside was also his brother.

"I like her, I like her so much." Xu Zhe helplessly grabbed Gao Xiang's clothes, his eyes were dilated, and he didn't know where to look.

"I don't blame you." Gao Xiang looked at Xu Zhe, who was usually such a calm and gentle person, but now he had become like this, and couldn't bear to pat him on the shoulder, "Don't be like this." ”

"I'm uncomfortable." Xu Zhe buried his head in Gao Xiang's arms fragily, "I feel aggrieved, I don't know what to do, Ah Xiang, you say, what should I do?" ”

Gao Xiang didn't know what to say, so he could only pat Xu Zhe on the shoulder to show comfort.

"I really like her, I really like it." Xu Zhe kept repeating at a loss, "I liked a girl for the first time, and I still liked it so much, I liked it so much that I could really give up everything, only she looked at me more, I could really give up anything, I could do anything, really, really." ”

"I know." Gao Xiang also felt very uncomfortable looking at Xu Zhe like this, but who is to blame for this? Is Su Xiyan blamed? But the disaster three years ago almost destroyed her directly, almost made her say goodbye to the world directly, and almost destroyed her family directly; Is it to blame Chauan? But now that Xiao An has become what he is now, the madman can't bear to blame him anymore; Is Jiang Yu to blame? But at that time, Jiang Yu regretted it, and he didn't dare to appear in front of Su Xiyan, but dared to hide in a small corner every time and look at her quietly; Blame Xu Zhe? What's wrong with Xu Zhe? He just fell in love with Su Xiyan at first sight, and loved her silently, and even gave up what he liked for her, just to be closer to her, what's wrong with that. So it's just that they met the wrong person at the wrong time, and they got it wrong again and again.

"I really like her, I like her, I like her......" Xu Zhe repeated over and over again unwillingly, as if in this way Su Xiyan could know his mind.

"I know, I know." Gao Xiang comforted him weakly.

The two of them have been telling like this, comforting each other, and have been doing it all the time.

Tang Hui pushed open the door of the ward and came out, and saw Gao Xiang and Xu Zhe repeating themselves, he watched silently for a long, long time, knowing that neither of them was talking.

The silence dispersed only to the three of them.

"Now" Gao Xiang looked at Xu Zhe, a trace of hesitation and unbearability flashed in his eyes, but he still looked at Xu Zhe firmly, "Ah Zhe, don't blame us, now that Xiao An has become like this, he needs Su Xiyan more than you." ”

Tang Hui quietly walked to Gao Xiang's side to show his position.

Xu Zheleng looked at Tang Hui and Gao Xiang standing opposite, didn't react for a while, and asked puzzledly, "What?" ”

"We decided we wanted to help Ann." Tang Hui didn't want to see Xu Zhe's disappointed look.

"Ah Zhe, you also saw Xiao An like this now, if he really loses Su Xiyan, then he will really go crazy." Gao Xiang stepped forward and stretched out his hand to hold Xu Zhe's shoulders tightly, staring at him deadly, trying to see through his mind through his eyes, "Ah Zhe, I don't believe you want to see Xiao An become like that, we are brothers!" ”

"What do you mean by that?" Xu Zhe's eyes were gloomy and he looked at Gao Xiang, who was staring at him tightly, "Do you mean that we are not brothers?" ”

"Yes, we are brothers." Gao Xiang knew that Xu Zhe was thinking wrong, so he hurriedly said seriously, "We are brothers, but we are also brothers, Xiao An is also brothers, we are all brothers, you, me, Ah Hui and Xiao An are all brothers." ”

"Yes, Azhe, we are all brothers." Tang Hui looked at Xu Zhe like this is also very uncomfortable, Xu Zhe and Xiao An are both his brothers, seeing the two of them become like this, he is also very uncomfortable, Xu Zhe likes Su Xiyan, but it is definitely not as deep as Xiao An likes, Xiao An has become like this for Su Xiyan now, and even goes crazy, if Su Xiyan is not with him, he probably means that, but I am afraid that it is more serious, that is, Su Xiyan and Xu Zhe are together, isn't that a second blow to Xiao An? Then he must be completely insane, right? So for the sake of Xiao An, I had to be sorry for Xu Zhe.

"Then you decided to sacrifice my happiness to fulfill Xiao An, right?" Xu Zhe looked at Tang Hui and Gao Xiang in front of him with deep eyes, they kept saying that they were brothers, but in the end, they wanted to give up their happiness for Xiao An, right? Aren't they brothers? What is it for? Is it because of Xiao An, do they think that Xiao Yan and Xiao An are the best choice together? , he thought so and asked, "Do you think that Xiao Yan and Xiao An are the best choice together?" Are they happy when they're together? ”

When Gao Xiang and Tang Hui heard Xu Zhe ask like this, they didn't know how to answer, because this answer was really cruel to Xu Zhe! They all know it, so they can only be silent.

"But you also saw the video that Senior Su Ziyou showed Xiao An just now, right? Xiao Yan was harmed by him like that, do you think Xiao Yan is not miserable enough? Do you think that Xiao Yan has not been killed by Xiao An, so you want to help Xiao An continue to harm Xiao Yan? Xu Zhe's eyes were red and he yelled at Tang Hui and Gao Xiang in front of him.

Tang Hui and Gao Xiang were immediately pulled back to reality by Xu Zhe's roar, yes, they helped Xiao An, they must have helped Xiao An, but can they be sure that they are helping Su Xiyan? What if Su Xiyan remembered what happened three years ago because of Xiao An's harm, then what should she do? What will become of her?

"Look, you don't think about others at all, all your thoughts and thoughts now are all for Xiao An, and you haven't thought about other people at all." Xu Zhe looked at Tang Hui and Gao Xiang's reactions and knew that he was right, "How can you be so selfish? Have you thought about Xiao Yan? Have you thought about it for the Su family? ”

"I'm sorry." Gao Xiang came back to his senses and looked at Xu Zhe's serious apology, his eyes full of apology.

"A-Zhe, I'm sorry." Tang Hui's voice was full of apologies.

"It's our impulse." Gao Xiang apologized sincerely, and his voice changed after speaking, "But, for Xiao An'an, I hope you can understand, we" The latter words did not come out, but everyone present knew what he was going to say later.

Xu Zhe was stunned.

"Ah Zhe, we all know your heart for Su Xiyan." Gao Xiang looked at Xu Zhe seriously, "However, if Su Xiyan likes someone else, you will just be sad for a while, you can meet the next person, you can start the next relationship, although your feelings for Su Xiyan are unforgettable, but it is not that you can't forget, it is just a matter of time, and Xiao An is different, he can't do without Su Xiyan, this is also obvious to everyone, if he doesn't have Su Xiyan, maybe he will really go crazy, or even more serious." ”

"Ah Zhe, you have also seen Xiao An's appearance, he really can't live without Su Xiyan, you see that he is so pitiful, you can help him." Tang Hui looked at Xu Zhe pleadingly.

Xu Zhe listened to the words of both of them, and knew that it was the truth, if he was not with Su Xiyan, it would only be sad for a while, or even longer, after all, Su Xiyan was the first girl he fell in love with, or a girl who fell in love at first sight, and Xiao An was different, he could go crazy because of Su Xiyan today, and next time he would say that he might not be able to do anything excessive for Su Xiyan, but although things are like this, he can't pass the level in his heart.

"A-Zhe." Gao Xiang knew that he was starting to loosen up when he saw Xu Zhe like this, so he wanted to step forward and continue to persuade.

"I'm not going to get involved." Xu Zhe was silent for a while, and said slowly and with difficulty, "However, I won't help either, this is my bottom line." ”

"Thank you, A-Zhe." Tang Hui listened to Xu Zhe say this, and the heart that had been hanging in his heart was finally let go, as long as he didn't participate, it would be fine, if he still asked him to help, then he and Gao Xiang would really be too uninteresting, forcing Xu Zhe to give up his love at first sight and give up his favorite literature in order to like her and choose a computer that he is not very good at, it is really embarrassing for him.

"Ah Zhe, it's really hard for you." Gao Xiang looked at Xu Zhe apologetically, they really didn't want to do this, not only did they not help their brother pursue the girl he liked, but forced him to leave the girl he liked because of another brother, he and Tang Hui were already sorry for Xu Zhe, and they couldn't rub salt on his wounds anymore, let him help Xiao An pursue Su Xiyan, although it may be because of his help that Xiao An's pursuit of Su Xiyan has become much easier, after all, they have been classmates for three years.