Chapter 19: Midnight
I picked out my clothes and bags, took a shower and returned to my room, Zhang Bailiang had already slept.
When I woke up in the middle of the night to go to the bathroom, I turned on the small lamp at the bedside and found him with his head resting on his arm, facing me, frowning in his sleep.
I slept with him on a pillow, and he didn't sleep on his own pillow, his head resting in the space between the two pillows.
I don't know if he saw me at night, just like now that I look at him, my heart is a little sour.
In the past, every time I quarreled with Zhang Bailiang, I didn't allow him to be next to me. In the middle of the night, he always hugged me while I was half asleep and half awake. Tonight, because I was so angry and his attitude was cold, he didn't dare to approach, so he didn't dare to touch me.
I sat at the head of the bed, looked at him for a long time, I seemed to think a lot, when I was a child, when I grew up, the past and the present, after a long time, I gently moved the pillow up a little, Zhang Bailiang slept deeply, snorted, and reached out to hug me by inertia.
I was still sitting, his arm was on my lap, and the warmth of the man's body reached my heart through the skin, making my heart soft.
I turned off the light, gently raised his arm and lay down, Zhang Bailiang naturally hugged my waist in his sleep and took me into his arms.
I felt a soft, sour pain in my heart, and it was a wonderful feeling. I thought, this man just makes such a small move, I feel moved?
Or is it because I've really made him a part of my life? Do I love him anymore?
Xiaomian told me that she was with him because she loved Lao Zhou and was willing to suffer with him. She also asked me, does Zhang Bailiang love you?
I don't know if he loves me or not, and even though we got married, he never said it. Not even in bed. If he loves me, why is he so suspicious of me? His sensitivity wears me out.
Not long after we got married, I didn't even know him very well, I heard that he had a girlfriend before he went on a blind date with me, and after three or four years together, he suddenly broke up. I wasn't interested in asking him these things before, but Zhang Rou told me these things unintentionally.
It's indeed ridiculous to talk to a woman about love. Did I love Fu Yankai before, so do I love Zhang Bailiang now? I don't know what it's like to be a lover.
I shook my head, I don't know what kind of nerves I have tonight, I wonder if I have any of these.
Marriage is like this, two people make do with life. Maybe you can fall in love over time, what kind of love do you want? After these things are resolved, I will live peacefully with him. That's my biggest wish since I became a good person.
When I went out the next day, Zhang Rou was already dressed up and waiting for me outside my room, I glanced at her and said, "Who said you should go with me?" ”
"My brother." Zhang Rou said obediently, "Sister-in-law, I will be obedient, you can take me there." ”
I asked myself if I had done anything that should make a husband suspicious, and I didn't know where Zhang Bailiang's inexplicable suspicion came from. But since he is not at ease, taking Zhang Rou there can be regarded as a witness for me, so as not to go home and be jumped by his suspicious chickens and dogs.
Seeing me nodding, Zhang Rou was very happy. She is young and simple-minded, and everything is written on her face. I'll just take care of it myself.
When I arrived at the place where I agreed with Fu Yankai, I brought one more person, but he only lowered the window and asked us to get in the car as if he didn't see it. I took Zhang Rou to the back seat, and then Fu Yan drove the car.
There was also a man in the passenger seat, I didn't pay attention when I got into the car, and when I got into the car, I wanted to say hello, but the man never looked back, with a pair of sunglasses on his ears.
The shelf is quite big, and Fu Yankai didn't mean to introduce it, so I didn't bother to please him, and I looked out of the car.
Halfway through, I noticed that the car was getting further and further away, and after walking for a while on the elevated road, I turned into the mountain road. I asked where I was going, and the co-pilot seemed a little surprised, snorted, took off his sunglasses and turned his head to look at me. Fu Yankai didn't reply, and said lightly: "Why are you asking so much, are you afraid that I will sell you?" ”
It's unpleasant to say this, I didn't say anything, who made me beg him now.
After a pause for a few seconds, he turned his head and asked the man in sunglasses, "Woke you up?" ”
The man in sunglasses waved his hand, his head resting back on the back of the chair, and all he could see was a sunglasses rack.
Fu Yankai looked at me from the rearview mirror at this time, looking surprised. I guess he was surprised that I didn't contradict him, after all, I didn't admit defeat at all.
I immediately lowered my eyelids, silently moved my buttocks, and landed next to the window.
I don't know how long the car drove, and I walked a long mountain road, and it took more than two hours to reach a leisure mountain villa.
On the large wooden arch, there is a mahogany plaque with the words "Ruxia Villa" written on it, which is quite literary.
Facing the mountain and relying on the water, you can see a hot spring pool rising from a distance as soon as you enter, but it is hidden in a forest, and you can't really see it.