Chapter 59: Mu Zi's tangled heart
"Xiaoxiao, why do you come together with headphones? Hurry up and take it off, it's not good for your ears......" Lin Mei looked at Yan Jin, said very distressedly, and wanted to step forward and take off the headphones on Yan Jin's ears.
"Mom, it's okay, don't worry. I only wear it for so long once in a while, and I rarely wear it like this......"
"This time, the school club is going to perform on stage! Then I managed a club, and the members wanted me to perform on stage, and I agreed. Last night, I finally chose this song with my classmates, so I have to practice hard, and I will soon be screened, I am afraid that if I don't have to learn, I will make a fool of myself when the time comes..."Yan Jin finished speaking to Lin Mei with half of the headphones in his hand, and quickly put the headphones back on.
"That's it! Then you can control the time yourself! Don't wear headphones all the time, it's not good for the eardrums, let the ears rest and rest......" Lin Mei continued to say to Yan Jin uneasily, afraid that she would forget.
"Let's have breakfast first! Being hungry early in the morning is not good for your stomach. Lin Mei continued to finish talking to Yan Jin, put the hot noodles in her hand in front of the computer desk and continued: "No matter what, the rice still has to be eaten." ”
"Got it, got it......" Yan Jin quickly finished the breakfast brought by Lin Mei, took the dishes and chopsticks to the kitchen, turned around and walked to his room, lay on the bed, and continued to listen to the song.
It seemed that she could slowly keep up with that melody and that rhythm, Yan Jin sat up instantly, she wanted to share her joy with Mu Zi.
turned on the computer, clicked on the list but found Tian Kui's QQ, thinking that she cooperated with her until late at night last night, Yan Jin's heart instantly warmed, and she clicked on Tian Kui.
"Tian Kui, are you up?" Yan Jin sent the message to Tian Kui, but Tian Kui did not reply to himself. Thinking that Tian Kui and himself both slept in the early hours of the morning, Yan Jin concluded that Tian Kui must still be sleeping now. didn't continue to send it to Tian Kui, but continued to listen to the song with headphones on his own.
All the things you can't see, can't hear, can't imagine, many, many things, quietly appear in front of your eyes when you are not aware of it.
"Mu Zi, are you up?" Yan Jin sent the news to Mu Zi, and after returning home last night, he was busy practicing songs and forgot to look for her.
"Hmm...... Now I'm helping my mom and dad sort out the shelves......" Mu Zi quickly replied to Yan Jin, but now he felt that his hands were a little numb.
Mu Zi, who got up early in the morning, couldn't forget the quarrel between her parents last night, she didn't want to live in this kind of day that she hated. I was lying in bed last night and asked myself, is it because my father is too tired, so I lose my temper with my mother? Is it because my mother is too tired that she quarrels with my father? I've been entangled in this question, even if I know that it doesn't necessarily be the answer, but I can't find any other reason, so I can only think like this.
So since last night, Mu Zi has decided that as long as he has time or no time, he will help his parents take care of the store, so that they can have less quarrels and more happy smiles.
"What's wrong with you? I don't think you're particularly happy, what's wrong with the morning? Yan Jin seemed to feel something, and responded to Mu Zi there.
"No! What's not to be happy about! It's just that now the hand-sorted shelves are very dirty, and the screen of the mobile phone is made by me one by one...... "Mu Zi endured her heart, because she couldn't tell Yan Jin yet, and she couldn't let her know yet. Even if he finally told Yan Jin, Yan Jin had no choice, and in the end he could only solve it by himself.
Every family has a scripture that is difficult to read, who can mix it up to experience.
Rather than letting others suffer and be sad with you, it is better to bear all the sorrow silently by yourself, and there must be someone to carry it.
Do unto others as you would have them do unto you......
Continuing to be busy with the "task" in her hand, her gloomy eyes revealed a look that was not what she should have at this flowering age, she seemed to be thinking about something, that look ...... It doesn't seem to matter.
"Alright! Then you get busy first! Remember to look for me when you're done......" Yan Jin didn't continue to ask, although she knew that Mu Zi was in a bad mood, but she couldn't keep asking her, that would make herself a burden to her, and she would be even more sad.
This is how tacit understanding is made, regardless of gender......
"Ye, what are you doing? Got up? Yan Jin couldn't help but click on Gao Xinye's QQ and sent him the message.
It feels like a century has passed, and it seems that everything has changed, not the same as before.
"Well......" is just a simple answer, there are no more words, no one knows what Gao Xinye thinks, including Yan Jin.
Many times, Yan Jin is there thinking about whether he has done something that he shouldn't have done to provoke him to ignore himself, whether he has inadvertently done something wrong. It's just that she can't think of anything, and she really can't find any reason, and she often asks herself if she should continue to hold on to this relationship.
Why do I think you're far away in front of my eyes?
In the world of feelings, if you are acting in a one-man show, what can you be considered ......
"What? You and Ye Ziling...... You ......" Ou Lin told Lu Chengzhu about himself and Ye Ziling last night, and after listening to it, Lu Chengzhu waited in surprise and looked at Ou Lin with his eyes open, just when he just popped out a few words, fortunately, Ou Lin hurriedly covered his mouth.
As if he understood something with his eyes, Lu Chengzhu hurriedly nodded at Ou Lin.
Ou Lin let go of the hand that was covering Lu Chengzhu's mouth, and continued to say to him, "What do you think of it......
Anything you do wrong, no matter what the end result is, you can't choose to lie.
"Orin! I think so! In fact, Ye Ziling is still a very good person, but her character is a little stronger, you see that people have been secretly crushing you for two years, and you don't know it. Now, you're all ...... Why don't you try to accept her? Lu Chengzhu finished saying his thoughts, but in exchange for Ou Lin's angry eyes.
He didn't know if Lu Chengzhu had taken the wrong medicine today, and he would actually ask himself to accept Ye Ziling. It's not that he doesn't know that he hasn't liked Ye Ziling all along......
It's just that I may feel guilty about her in this life, at least guilty.
"Look! No matter how you say it, people are girls too! And now I'm ...... with you again Do you think you're responsible for her? ”
"Speak in good conscience! I don't like her either, it's just, from a positive point of view, she's still quite pitiful......" Lu Chengzhu continued to reveal his inner thoughts there, completely unaware that Ou Lin, who was sitting next to him, had begun to change.
"Did you kid take Ye Ziling's medicine today and keep speaking for her, could it be that you have fallen in love with her "Tao"? pinched Lu Chengzhu's neck fiercely, and in an instant, Lu Chengzhu shrunk his neck there and kept "begging for mercy".
After that, the two of them stopped talking about it, as if at this moment, Ye Ziling was lost in the sea, and no one knew.
This matter dragged on like this, without any answer or solution. What happened, yesterday, there is no going back, you can only look up ahead, even if it is impossible to escape in the end, it must be solved after all.
I don't know how long I was busy, Mu Zi put down the things in his hand, turned around and walked to the toilet. One morning, except for breakfast, I have been so busy until now that I don't even have time to go to the toilet.
My waist is sore, my legs hurt, and my fingers have been scratched by the shelves. However, even so, she still didn't snort, and she still continued to be busy with her work despite the pain.
"Mu Zi, what are you doing! Home today? It was Jiang Lai who sent a message to him, and looking at the text message on his mobile phone, Mu Zi decided not to evade and reply to him.
"I'm busy, what's wrong?" Mu Zi replied and was about to get out of the toilet and continue to work. Put your phone in your pocket and run to the door quickly.
"It's nothing, just ask what you're doing, just want to know what you're doing......" Jiang Lai was very excited to receive Mu Zi's reply, because she had been ignoring herself last night, and thought that she had made her unhappy! I was worried all night, and I didn't dare to call her.
"Why didn't you reply to my text messages last night? Last night. It's asleep, right? Jiang Lai continued to reply to Mu Zi, he wanted to know if she didn't want to pay attention to herself last night, he wanted to know. It's just that she on the other side, but she didn't reply to him, and it was another endless wait.
The calm before the storm always makes people feel that there will be no more illusions of storms. But that's often how you are wrong......
"How many times have I said it, this is not like this......"
"I know, I know, if you know, why don't you come by yourself, why do you let me do it......"
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The harsh words wafted in the room, and the smell of gunpowder began again, Mu Zi instantly lost her strength, and she didn't have the courage to continue to go out to face them. The whole person collapsed on the ground, and he couldn't feel the cold coming at him on the ground. Because, her heart is even colder now......
What to do......
Why do I work so hard to do everything well, why do you still let me down like this, and what do you want me to do......
Uncontrollable tears slid down, ruthlessly falling to the ground, without any temperature, wet cheeks, but both hands did not have a trace of strength to wipe them.
"Mu Zi, why didn't you reply to me again?"
"Mu Zi, what's wrong with you?"
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Jiang Lai didn't know what was wrong with Mu Zi at this time, and he didn't reply to himself, as if the world had evaporated, without a trace.
I don't want any external things to affect myself and this family, and I just want to protect this home.
"Jiang Lai, I want to ...... It's better for us to be classmates or friends, don't text me all the time......" Mu Zi finished sending it, and quickly turned off his mobile phone, not giving Jiang any chance.
In a world where I can't find you, I'm like a headless fly, I don't know what I've done wrong, if you want to do this to me, don't you really have the slightest feeling for me?
Seeing the text messages sent by Mu Zi to himself, Jiang Lai was like crazy, and kept replying to the text messages, looking at the messages sent out without any trace of reply, he unwillingly dialed out the familiar number.
"Sorry, the number you dialed is turned off......"
"Dut...... Honk...... ...... Jiang Lai put down his phone weakly and stared out the window.
Why did you do this to me, and if you hated me in the first place, why didn't you reject me in the first place? I have hope, why is it completely shattered now? I didn't even have the courage to pick up the slag......
It's rainy, these raindrops at this time are my teardrops, watching you slide down, my tears seem to fall quietly with your rhythm......
Something seems to be felt......