You say, I dreamed that you killed me, is it because I am too afraid of you? Or did you leave too much darkness in my heart in the past?

Xia Yan thought so, and finally got out of bed. She got up and went into the bathroom, filled the bathtub with cold water, took off her pajamas, she stepped into the bathtub with her feet up, the cold water temperature soaked her feet, she closed her eyes tightly, and lay down in the bathtub.

The icy heat slid through every inch of skin.

"Easy, north, cold." She lay in the cold bathtub, and kept repeating these three words, and she repeated them over and over again.

In the end, I couldn't help but lie in the bathtub and get out of pain.

"Why did we end up like this? Elbehan, why? Why? ”

Her hands slapped the cold water, and a hoarse voice overflowed from Xia Yan's throat, and this scream made her feel terrible.

She sat in the bathtub, stretched out her hand to hug herself, the cold water invaded every inch of skin on her body, her thin teeth bit her lower lip stubbornly, Xia Yan couldn't help but sit in the bathtub and sob.

Recalling every scene they had together in the past, Xia Yan's expression only became more and more painful.

If she hadn't thought of Gary, she would have really wanted to lie in this cold bathtub, with a knife cut through the major arteries, and just lie down in the water and die!

"Yi Beihan, it would be nice if I could be like you and forget everything."

Xia Yan smiled bitterly and spoke, his whole face was pale, and there was endless sorrow in his hoarse voice, and the pain in his heart was self-evident.

There was a sudden dizziness in front of her, and before she finished speaking, her whole person passed out.

"Water, water......" Xia Yan muttered as he lay on the bed.

"Mommy, you're awake, great, do you want to drink water? I'll pour it for you. Little Gary asked in surprise and hurried to pour her water.

"Jing Yu, why are you? Why are you here? What happened? Xia Yan was obviously still a little confused.

"Mommy, the water is coming."

Little Gary sensibly poured a glass of warm boiled water for Xia Yan and handed the cup of water to Xia Yan's hand, Xia Yan suddenly remembered what was wrong with him.

"Gary, who found me in the morning?" Xia Yan asked cautiously, her last memory was in the bathroom last night.

"It was Sister Xiaochun who found you, she came to ask you to go downstairs for breakfast, because no one responded, Sister Xiaochun went into the house, and then found Mommy in the bathroom."

When little Gary said this, there was a hint of condemnation in his words, he didn't expect that Mommy would want to find a short time...... It seems that Grandpa's death and Daddy's matter have dealt a big blow to Mommy.

Little Gary's eyes were dark, and his heart was constantly thinking.

"Did I sleep for a long time?"

"Humph!" Little Gary snorted angrily, don't turn her face, don't talk to her, Mommy must not know, she not only slept for a long time, but also almost scared him into tears, the high fever burned for two days in a row, he almost felt that he was about to become a motherless child.

"Don't be angry, I promise there will be no next time for this kind of thing." She must have scared little Gary, Xia Yan thought to herself, and couldn't help but feel a little guilty, she was too willful this time.

Seeing Xia Yan's guilty face and making a promise to himself, little Gary's face softened slightly, he leaned over and hugged her tightly and said, "Mommy, you and me, it's okay, it's all right." ”