When I woke up, I was already in Lu Zenghan's car, which was parked on a platform on Huanhai Road, next to the cable-stayed bridge, and on the other side of the platform was the endless sea. The night should be very deep. Here in the southern city, even the lights have become distant and flickering. Lu Zenghan was standing on the platform outside the car looking at the sea and smoking a cigarette, while I was lying in the back seat of the car with his coat on my body.

I was still sweating, my hands and feet were shaking slightly, and I was even a little excited, and I got out of the car: "Where's Yingying?" ”

Lu Zenghan turned around and looked at me with a strange look: "Why did you go there?" ”

"Tell me first, where is Yingying?" I stubbornly asked.

"I was sent home by that little policeman. I told them to take you to the hospital to get rid of them. Lu Zenghan frowned and took a puff of cigarette.

"Then why didn't you take me to the hospital?" I'm not angry, this guy is simply cold-blooded.

"Don't make a fuss." Lu Zenghan waved his hand impatiently, "I've seen a lot of K medicine, drink more water, it's OK to take some vitamins." Why is it so exaggerated to go to the hospital and wash the stomach? I'm afraid you don't have anything to ask the doctor to wash. ”

"Have you ever been there?" I asked quietly.

Lu Zenghan was silent, and after a long time, he said quietly: "I often walk by the river, how can I not get my shoes wet." "My heart suddenly tugged, no wonder this person looked pale and weak, it turned out to be an addict. If it were someone else, I would have stayed away, but I couldn't dislike him, and he seemed to have a kind of unavoidable suffering.

"Why are you looking at me so compassionately?" Lu Zenghan suddenly hooked his lips and smiled, "You won't believe it again, will you?" After speaking, he leaned over and looked at me and shook his head, "Tsk, Dr. Xin, the brain is a good thing, I hope you have it." ”

"Lu Zenghan!" I finally couldn't help but raise my voice, "Can you tell the truth!" ”

"You can't rely on others to tell the truth, you have to judge it with your own brain. I don't know how you grew so big. Lu Zenghan laughed twice, "Can you tell me now, why did you go to find Xiao Yanbing?" ”

"Don't you have brains, you judge." I held my forehead angrily and leaned to the side, this person can always easily make my liver angry.

Lu Zenghan's eyes were quick, and he helped me to sit on the bench next to me, I leaned softly on his shoulder, everything seemed to be quiet, and there was only the sound of the sea breeze passing through my ears and the sound of the waves lapping. Lu Zenghan said: "You are for He Xiaomin's case, right?" Why are you so concerned about this case, are you a policeman, and you are so lenient. ”

"I can't let go of this case." Maybe it was the effect of ingesting drugs by mistake, I was very excited, "I can't look at my patient, not only is it not cured, but it is also said that she is cured, she is not killed by me, it is not suicide!" I haven't killed anyone. ”

"Really?" Lu Zenghan's voice was very cold, and he looked at me deeply, "Haven't you ever killed someone?" ”

I glanced over, a little cold, and leaned closer to Lu Zenghan's body: "For everyone, I did my best." I try to be a crutch for other people's hearts, even if I can help a little, maybe for others, it's all. Just like you, I've made dozens of plans, rehearsed by myself and myself many times, how to eliminate your thoughts of killing, but none of them can be implemented, and every time, you dodge. ”

Lu Zenghan was stunned for a moment, and his voice was faint: "I don't need you to be my crutch." No one can solve my problem. ”

"Why?" I asked curiously, and the words began to increase, "What kind of woman makes you so uneasy?" Is it what you love and what you hate? ”