Turning forgetting into another beginning, what fades away is the memory, and what is left is the pain.

- Xie Xiaonuan

Xia Yuyang saw Xie Xiaonuan's indifference, and only felt that his heart was cold.

The sneer and disgust that flashed in her eyes pierced his heart like a needle, back and forth several times, so that he didn't dare to look up at her......

Xie Xiaonuan found that the person next to him was depressed, and he knew that his attitude was too tough, and he couldn't bear it anymore, so he still opened his mouth to explain, "Actually, I don't mean anything else......"

Xia Yuyang raised his head suddenly, a smile welled up at the corner of his mouth, and his eyes looked at her brightly, "Then you're not angry with me?" ”

His voice reached Xie Xiaonuan's ears like a gentle wind, she felt a lot less irritable, and her tone became calmer, "I don't like people to deceive me, especially you." ”

"Xiao Nuan, do you want to hear the truth of the matter?" Xia Yuyang asked tentatively.

Xie Xiaonuan bit his lip slightly, controlling the cold shivering that emanated from the bottom of his heart.

Afraid that hearing the truth was what she imagined, she would not be able to stand crying, but she was eager to hear the so-called truth from him himself......

Suddenly feeling a heat on his hand, Xie Xiaonuan looked down, it was Xia Yuyang who reached out and grabbed the hand he was caressing, so powerful and gentle.

There are some things that really need to be figured out, thinking of this, Xie Xiaonuan's brows relaxed, and he gradually breathed a sigh of relief, and raised his eyes to look at him, "Okay, you can say it." ”

Xia Yuyang called Xie Xiaonuan to his home, and after a deep groan, he finally spoke softly.

When Xia Yuyang was young, living next door to him was An Ran Anyan's family.

At that time, their mother was still alive, but because of Uncle An's unexpected death a few years ago, it hit her hard, and she was always sad, and she actually suffered from depression, which looked very pitiful.

An Ran was very sensible and understood the heavy burden on the family, so she made decisions without authorization, and dropped out of school just after entering junior high school, because of this incident, her mother beat An Ran to the point that night, and she was drenched in blood.

Later, An Ran was angry, moved out of the house in a fit of anger, and resolutely went out to work to make money, but he would send them living expenses every month, and he lived a stable life.

An Yan was only four years old, so she was frightened, and since then she has been talking nonsense all day long, not daring to approach her mother, not going to school, and not daring to contact the people around her.

One night, when An Yan was playful and accidentally broke a vase, her mother was so angry that she raised a kitchen knife from the kitchen and was about to cut at her......

Hearing this, Xie Xiaonuan gasped, feeling indescribably sad in his heart, blinking his eyes, and tears flowed uncontrollably.

She looked at Xia Yuyang and found that his eyes had also become moist, and she couldn't help patting him on the shoulder, and her tone was soft, "What about later?" ”

Xia Yuyang paused, forcibly endured the depression in his heart, and continued to speak unhurriedly.

Her mother was very emotionally unstable at that time, and An Yan was still young, so she couldn't dodge it for a while, and stared at the knife getting closer and closer to her, and then felt a sharp pain on her body......

She cried out loud with a "wow", which disturbed Xia Yuyang's family, and they hurriedly ran to the next door and saw a large area of shocking blood, on the floor, on the sofa, and all the way to the door of the house.

Xia Yuyang was still young, he had never seen this scene, and he was also scared in his heart, his legs were weak all of a sudden, and he sat on the ground with a "plop".

Aunt Jiang hurriedly picked up Xia Yuyang, covered his eyes, and after a few words of advice to Xia's father, she turned around and went home.

Father Xia sent the unconscious An Yan and her mother to the hospital, but fortunately An Yan's wound was not deep, and she was treated in time and woke up quickly.

Her mother's problems are more serious, depression and mania, and she needs long-term hospitalization, so after Dad Xia settled everything, he took An Yan back to his home.

A year later, under the careful care of Xia Yuyang's family, An Yan's mood stabilized a lot, and she began to try to go to kindergarten and make friends with the people around her, and her personality became more and more cheerful.

Xia Yuyang studied very well when he was a child, and he had many hobbies, his favorite was piano and painting, and he would go to the interest class every time rain or shine.

Once on the way home, he saw a group of people surrounding An Yan at the entrance of the kindergarten, pointing and cursing something, he quickly ran over and pushed everyone away, pulled An Yan and ran home.

After arriving home, An Yan cried silently, shaking her head while crying, "I am a nemesis, I hurt the family, I shouldn't be alive, I'm sorry for my parents, my sister ......"

Uncle Xia and Aunt Jiang were stunned and urgently asked her where she heard these words, and An Yan said that it was the children's parents who said it, so that they should all stay away from themselves.

Aunt Jiang's eyes were full of tears, and she hugged An Yan and comforted softly, "Silly boy, you are a treasure given to us by God, and we will be a family from now on." ”

An Yan was stunned and turned her head to look at Xia Yuyang, "Brother Yuyang, will we really become a family in the future?" ”

Xia Yuyang nodded without hesitation, "Yes, you will be my sister in the future, and I will definitely protect you well." ”

An Yan smiled with tears in her eyes, "Hmm! We are a family, I want to be the sister of Brother Yuyang, and I will marry Brother Yuyang in the future! ”

When Xia Yuyang heard this, he looked at her a few times in embarrassment, "This ......"

An Yan's mouth was deflated, as if she was about to cry again, Aunt Jiang hurriedly winked at Xia Yuyang, and whispered, "You children's jokes, you just agree." ”

Xia Yuyang could only say helplessly, "Okay, I'll listen to you." An Yan smiled happily at this time.

But no one expected that An Yan kept this "promise" that was not exactly a promise, and regarded it as the motivation to survive, and it has been nearly ten years.

Xie Xiaonuan's whole body trembled after hearing this, wiped the tears left on his cheeks, and looked at Xia Yuyang, "Yuyang, I didn't expect An Yan's background to be so pitiful, I blame you, I'm sorry ......"

Xia Yuyang smiled indifferently, and his tone was steady, "It's okay, these are the secrets in my heart, and now that I suddenly say it, I feel a lot more relaxed." ”

Xie Xiaonuan shook his hand, "Everything will be fine, you won't bear these pains alone in the future, I will always be with you." ”

Xia Yuyang was very moved in his heart, and grabbed her hand hard, wanting to say something grateful, but he didn't know what to say, just looked at her with tender eyes.

Everything is silent, and silence is better than sound at this time.

All the misunderstandings and complaints, all the sadness and pain, finally disappeared like a flash in the pan at the moment when the two looked at each other warmly.

"Dangdangdang-" A knock on the door interrupted the thoughts of the two people, Xie Xiaonuan hurriedly got up, said "I'll open the door", turned around and hurriedly ran away.

Xia Yuyang looked at her panicked appearance and couldn't help but chuckle.

Xu Jingjing was standing at the door bored, holding an apple in her mouth, and immediately took the apple when she saw the door open, and asked anxiously, "How is it?" What do you think? ”

"How's that?" Xie Xiaonuan glanced at her, wiped the apple juice from the corner of her mouth for her, and smiled so hard that her eyes narrowed, "You are really a little gluttonous cat." ”

Xu Jingjing was unmoved, and still asked, "How are you doing now?" Did Xia Yuyang explain it to you clearly? Have you reconciled? ”

"Of course - reconciled!" Xie Xiaonuan's smile was even stronger, becoming more and more sweet and cute.

Xu Jingjing breathed a sigh of relief, "That's good, just explain it clearly, I'll just say it!" How could Xia Yuyang be the kind of guy who loves to lie. ”

Xie Xiaonuan pursed her lips, looking at her with doubts in her eyes, "Really? Who scolded Xia Yuyang half to death just now, and said that he would swear not to be with that kind of liar in the future......"

Speaking of this, Xu Jingjing hurriedly covered Xie Xiaonuan's mouth, looked into the room, and found Xia Yuyang sitting on the sofa drinking water leisurely, his face still gentle.

Xu Jing laughed quietly, with a hint of embarrassment in her tone, "Don't mind, Xie Xiaonuan said nonsense, what I just said was angry, it's not too early, let's go back first, bye!" ”

After speaking, Xie Xiaonuan, who was dragging his hands and dancing, returned to the next door.

Xia Yuyang shook his head helplessly, Xu Jingjing's personality is really ...... Well, lively.

"Xu Jingjing! Why are you covering my mouth! Xie Xiaonuan glared at the girl next to him who was watching TV seriously dissatisfied, and her tone was full of displeasure.

"Don't make a noise yet!" Xu Jingjing waved her hand, her eyes did not leave the TV screen at all, "My idol is on stage, and I will talk to you later." ”

Xie Xiaonuan was angry but couldn't let it out, so she had to pick up the little flower cat lying at her feet, and her emotions eased.

is still a little well-behaved, much cuter than Xu Jingjing! Xie Xiaonuan thought in his heart, and while touching a little, he kept glaring at Xu Jingjing fiercely.

Xu Jingjing felt countless "eye knives" flying beside her, and couldn't help but tremble with fright, she turned her head to look at the initiator, and winked at her innocently.

"Xiao Nuan, why are you so smelly today? Do you eat too many chili peppers at night? ”

Xie Xiaonuan couldn't hold back any longer, and laughed out loud, "Jingjing, I'm really convinced of you......"

"Of course! There is nothing I Xu Jingjing can't do! Xu Jingjing raised her head proudly and said seriously.

The corners of Xie Xiaonuan's mouth were slightly hooked, and he whispered in her ear, "Including He Yunye?" ”

Xu Jingjing's face flushed, and she gently pushed her, "You are so annoying!" ”

Xie Xiaonuan laughed, "Ouch, I'm laughing to death!" Xu Jingjing will also be coquettish, I want to tell He Yun ......"

"Say it again!" Xu Jingjing pretended to be angry, her eyes were very vicious, and she stretched out her "claws" to Xie Xiaonuan.

Xie Xiaonuan hurriedly got up and dodged around, and the two of them were fighting, and laughter filled the room.

Xia Yuyang was lying on the bed, thinking about what happened to An Yan's family in those years, Xie Xiaonuan's face suddenly jumped out of his mind, and the sadness in his heart calmed down a little.

I hope An Yan can also recognize the reality, work hard to seal those unbearable memories, and look forward with hope, they will always be her closest family.

Thinking about it, he slowly closed his eyes, his eyebrows finally stretched, and his face was calm and gentle.

A hearty dream.