112 Charlene's Secret
Charlene said with a smirk to herself.
Su Xiyan and the others were very sad when they heard it, from the fourth grade to today's university, they only had a birthday, what kind of concept is this, the people here here, who doesn't have a birthday every year, and every birthday is not bad, basically it is today's grade, and it will only be more than that.
"I'm really happy today, really, really happy." Charlene took a sip of wine, then laughed and wept, and she reached out to wipe her tears, and before she could finish wiping them, the tears flowed again.
Su Xiyan couldn't bear to look at her, and wanted to step forward and hold her in his arms.
However, there was another person who was faster than her.
"In the future, I will accompany you on every birthday," Gao Xiang just said this, and immediately changed his words, "We will accompany you, and we will not let you be alone." ”
Su Xiyan, who stood up, looked at Gao Xiang carefully, and then sat down slowly.
"What's going on?" Fu Xiaoxiao stretched out her arm and crutched her boyfriend's hand, looked at Gao Xiang for a while, and then looked at Xia Lin.
"I don't know." Tang Hui looked at Gao Xiang with a stupid expression.
"There is a situation." Su Xiyan touched her chin, looking like she had discovered something very important.
"Hmm." Lu Xiaoman nodded approvingly.
"Woo" Charlene suddenly broke down and cried bitterly when everyone didn't expect it.
Gao Xiang hurriedly hugged her tightly in his arms, his heart was like being cut by someone with a knife, he hurt for a while, and patted her back in distress, "Good, it's okay, we're all here, we're all here." ”
Su Xiyan looked at Gao Xiang and Xia Lin, but what appeared in front of her was herself and Xiao An.
At that time, he couldn't bear the death of his grandmother in a car accident, and Xiao An also hugged himself like this, comforted himself softly, and promised to always be with him. But now, everything has changed, the promise that Xiao An will always be with him is gone, he may have forgotten it now, forgetting the invisible oath he once made to himself.
"Xiao Yan?" Lu Xiaoman, who was sitting next to Su Xiyan, inadvertently turned his head and found that Su Xiyan's mood was not quite right now, her eyebrows were together, her expression was sad, and she felt as if her sky had fallen, "Xiaoyan, what's wrong with you?" Lu Xiaoman nervously held Su Xiyan's hand with both hands, but her tone was soft, she didn't dare to speak loudly, for fear of scaring the fragile girl in front of her now.
"What's wrong?" Fu Xiaoxiao heard Lu Xiaoman's voice, turned his head to look at Su Xiyan, and also found that something was wrong with Su Xiyan, so he quickly left his boyfriend's arms and walked to the other side of Su Xiyan to sit down.
"What's wrong?" Tang Hui saw his girlfriend lying in his arms, suddenly got up and left, followed her to Su Xiyan's side suspiciously, and also noticed that something was wrong with her when he looked at Su Xiyan for the first time, "Xiao Yan? ”
"That's what he promised me." Su Xiyan looked at them and said persistently, "He promised me that no matter what happened, he would be by my side." ”
Lu Xiaoman and the three of them immediately understood, it must have been the scene of Gao Xiang and Xia Lin that stimulated Su Xiyan, just because Xiao An also hugged Su Xiyan like this, and comforted her and promised her like this.
"He promised me." Su Xiyan repeated it again.
Lu Xiaoman and the three of them looked at Su Xiyan who was so stubborn, and they couldn't do it anymore, they didn't know how to comfort her, how to enlighten her, they could only watch her fall into her own memories, and then become sad.
"Yes, he promised you." Lu Xiaoman didn't know how to make her stop reminiscing about the past, so she could only follow her words first.
"Then why isn't he with me now?" Su Xiyan looked around, as if in the next second, the person who made her a promise would appear in front of him.
"Xiao Yan." Tang Hui couldn't bear to watch Su Xiyan continue to immerse herself in the past, which would only hurt herself.
If you ask Tang Hui now what he regrets the most thing he has ever done, he will definitely say that it is to force Xu Zhe to give up Su Xiyan because of Xiao An, so that now he chooses to go abroad because he can't find a reason to stay. I helped Xiao An before because I saw Xiao An so painful at that time, but now I see Su Xiyan trapped in memories and sad alone, even desperate, and he hates Xiao An very much, if she knows that Su Xiyan has amnesia, Xiao An will leave her world, then she will never remember this past that made her miserable, and there will be no pain now.
"Huh?" Su Xiyan looked at the boy standing in front of him in confusion, and tilted his head to look at him suspiciously.
"Don't reminisce about the past, let's start life again, okay?" Tang Hui squatted down, so that his eyes could be level with Su Xiyan, and his eyes looked straight at her, "Forget Xiao An, forget what happened to you before, let's live a good life, okay?" ”
Su Xiyan's eyes slowly began to clear, yes, Xiao An has a girlfriend now, but unfortunately, his girlfriend is no longer himself, they still miss it!
"Xiao Yan." Fu Xiaoxiao looked at Su Xiyan worriedly, and opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't say anything.
"I'm fine, don't worry." Su Xiyan pulled the corners of her mouth and raised a smile, she didn't want to let them worry anymore, since her memory was restored, she seemed to have been worrying about them all the time, maybe she really shouldn't hold on to the past tightly, she really should let go of the past, let go of Xiao An, and let go of herself.
"It's okay." Fu Xiaoxiao pretended that she was just asking casually, and then pulled her boyfriend to sit in place, leaning on him, but her expression was a little serious.
When Lu Xiaoman and the others saw Su Xiyan's smile, they knew that she didn't want to worry them, so they had to cooperate with her, pretending not to continue to ask.
"I'm fine." At this time, Charlene also gently pushed away the shoulder that made her want to lean on it like this for the rest of her life in just a few minutes.
Gao Xiang took a deep look at Charlene, and silently walked to the sofa and sat down.
Charlene raised her head and took a big sip of wine, then reached out to wipe the excess wine that was flowing down the corners of her mouth when she was drinking just now.
"Actually, my family is a reconstituted family." Charlene looked at the wine on the table and spoke slowly.
Su Xiyan and the others listened to Xia Lin's words quietly, knowing that she didn't want any comfort, but just wanted to find a listener who could listen to her.
"My dad is from the countryside, my mom is from the city, my dad and my mom got married because of an accident, after my mom gave birth to me, they began to divorce my dad, at first they all said that it was because my mom was in the city, she was only like this because she was not used to rural life, my dad didn't say anything, every day he knew to hold a cigarette, smoked silently, and finally my dad compromised, so they divorced when I was in the fourth grade." Charlene took a sip of wine and continued, "My dad originally wanted me to follow him, but at that time my grandfather was still there, his patriarchal thinking was very heavy, he disliked me for being a girl, and my mother was gone, so he insisted that my dad don't want me, my dad insisted on me, my grandfather said that my dad was unfilial, and wanted to force him to death, and said that I lost money, and he also said that if my dad wanted me, then he wouldn't be in any house, and my dad couldn't ignore my grandpa, so I followed my mom." ”
Gao Xiang listened to Charlene's words, raised his head and poured himself a big sip of wine.
"After that, my mom took me back to the city, and it didn't take long for her to get married again, and she took me to marry the family of the person who heard that it was her first love, and that person had a boy in the family, older than me, and his body was not very good, and he was often sick, so that person and my mother put all their energy on him, and I was a superfluous person in that family, and I couldn't even find a trace of my existence in that family, and not long after that, my dad also married again, and the woman gave him a son, It seems that now that I am pregnant again, I also happened to hear my dad call my mom and say that I haven't been back since I left that house. Charlene's voice began to choke, "On my birthday in the fourth grade, it rained a lot, it was really cold, it was very cold, it was very cold, I found myself without an umbrella when I got out of school, I waited in school, I waited until they came to pick me up, but it was dark and no one came to pick me up, I had to run home alone in the rain, even if I ran fast, I was just a child, I was wet all over my body when I went back, and when I got home, I found that there was no one at home, and I felt very tired when I went back, They didn't eat anything, so they went to sleep, and they didn't come back until midnight, and it turned out that there was an event in the boy's school, and they went to see the boy. At this point, her tears began to fall, "They didn't come back and didn't come to see me, and at ten o'clock the next morning, because our teachers didn't see me, so they called my mother, and when they found me in my room, I had been burning all night, and they took me to the hospital, and the doctor said that I would live a fool's life in the future." After that, I was ridiculed by my classmates for being a drag oil bottle that no one liked, no one loved, they said that I was a superfluous person in my new home, they didn't play with me, and from then on I began to become inferior and withdrawn, I began to give up on myself, I began to overeat, and I became the person you saw before. After Xia Lin finished speaking, she reached out and wiped her tears, and said with a smile pretending not to care.