Fang Cun, who returned to the hospital bed, had no eyes, the doctor had just told her a lot, she was completely immersed in her own world, and she didn't allow the doctor's words to be ignored.

It's the third day, and she's on three days of psychotherapy. I don't know if it's the doctor's problem or hers, Fang Cun didn't feel any changes in his psychology at all. She just felt bored, anxious, like a bird in a cage, and she wanted to fly to the sky of her own. Or fly to the person whose heart beats.

After hesitating on the hospital bed for a long time, she only heard a bird's cry breaking through the sky, she seemed to suddenly understand something, she could no longer control her steps, got out of bed and changed her clothes and left.

Take a taxi to the hospital where Shen Hanyue lived, and she sat in the pavilion below. promised Zhong Xianran to stay away from Shen Hanyue, she didn't want to betray her principles, but if she left like this, how could she be worthy of what Shen Hanyue said - a fool who escapes the facts

Since she doesn't want to be stupid, she faces her feelings, even if she is not sure if she really likes it, she wants to prove everything. Perhaps, as time passes, she will be able to prove that she may like it to death and that it is only a momentary loss. However, no matter which outcome she is, she can accept it with peace of mind.

She no longer feels that she is a disaster, and she also wants to overturn Zhong Xianran's conclusion, obviously it is already the twenty-first century, how can there be such a judgment in the age of science. If she had done it before, she would have laughed at Zhong Xianran's stupidity, but now she could only watch other people's mistakes continue to be wrong, because she no longer had the energy to prove that she was right.

Just sitting quietly like that, no one else noticed, but she felt the trembling of her body, realizing this, she was a little annoyed, she was unwilling to admit that she was nervous no matter what.

"Brother, don't worry about the parking lot, take care of your injuries, I will be optimistic about our parking lot."

"Hmm."

The man who spoke was a man of about thirty years old, not handsome in appearance but with clear eyebrows, but there was a little more scheming in those eyes that ordinary people couldn't understand. The short sleeves exposed the hideous wolf head on his arm, and his voice was very good, which immediately attracted Fang Cun who was in a daze.

The man who nodded was a little older, with a bald piece on the top of his head, about the same age as Fang Zheng, but although this person looked kind, his strong body was not something that could be practiced casually. In particular, the calluses on his hands, which have been worn very hard, seem to be revealing something to the world.

The two sat down opposite Fang Cun, and the grandmother who was sitting there coaxing the child hurriedly ran away with the child. The older man was very annoyed by this and wanted to stop the house, but was stopped by the younger man.

"Brother, you still forget it, isn't it scared people even more to go up like this."

He fell silent, his brow furrowed slightly, as if he was sorry for his mistake.

Fang Cun glanced at the two of them, the height and weight were almost guessed, at first glance, they were not ordinary people, ordinary people generally would not let themselves be in a state of vigilance to protect themselves at any time. Then they are most likely outlaws. But how could an outlaw dare to come to a regular hospital?

However, she was not very interested in whether these people were outlaws, and she was still nervous about how to express her mind later.

"Girl, you don't seem to be afraid of me!" The balding man looked at her and said. There was surprise and anticipation in their eyes, as if this was the only stranger they had met outside who would not flee because they were afraid of them, and they even scared the nurse to give him a needle.

Hearing the voice, Fang Cun smiled and said, "It's not Hades Satan, what am I afraid of you doing?" ”

When the bald man heard this, he shook his head and said complainingly, "What is Satan the king of Hades?" In fact, the most terrible thing is the human heart! ”

Fang Cun said, "People's hearts are not terrible, what is terrible is whether their hearts will go with the flow!" The scary thing is whether I still have the courage to face it. "Just like her, she has been on the run, and her heart is not terrible.

The bald man said, "What if you face it, sometimes a mistake is a mistake, no one will have any confidence in a person who has made a mistake, even if you struggle desperately, it is useless." ”

Fang Cun said, "Then don't struggle, this is your life, why care about other people's eyes, don't they all treat you as a friend if you haven't made a mistake?" Taste more wine, and life needs to be half-asleep and half-awake. ”

The bald man still agrees very much, he said, "Taste wine and taste life, if you are too drunk, you will numb yourself, if you are too sober and bad, you will be free from the world when you are half drunk and half awake." ”

Fang Cun said, "I don't know what wine Mr. likes?" Changed the topic, but she was laughing at herself in her heart, everyone understands the truth, she will comfort others, but she will never teach herself, this is the so-called authority fan?

The bald man said, "When I was young, I liked rum with a lot of stamina, but when I was old, I liked my own rice wine, which was mellow and wonderful." ”

Fang Cun smiled and said, "Mr.'s inner is like a pearl in a shell, if you don't open Mr.'s heart, you won't find out: in fact, Mr. is not as terrible as it seems, and people will find out that Mr. is still a philosopher with a scholarly atmosphere after getting along for a long time." ”

The bald man said, "It's been a long time since we've talked so freely, I don't know the girl's name?" ”

Fang Cun smiled and said, "Sure enough, it's a scholar who has been delayed, my name is Fang Cun." ”

The bald man said, "My name is Wang Shan, and this is my brother Manjie." ”

"Hello." Smiling and looking at Manjie, Manjie smiled and bowed slightly, the necklace pendant around her neck was exposed, she didn't see what kind of necklace pendant it was, she only felt that young people were more non-mainstream.

After chatting for a long time, Fang Cun said goodbye to them and walked to the inpatient department.

She was very happy to have a like-minded friend, but even that didn't make her nervous relax for a moment. It was already dark, and she was very sure that Zhong Xianran should not come.

Standing in the doorway and taking a deep breath, her hand slowly came up and grabbed the doorknob, and as time passed, she never twisted the doorknob. Glancing at the expressionless Li Cheng next to him, Fang Cun lowered his head depressedly. Just when I didn't know what to do, the door suddenly opened.

He covered his stomach with one hand, put the other hand on the doorknob, stared at her and couldn't see anything in his eyes, he just watched, unmoved, didn't want to look back, didn't want her to go.

She has been stormy, relieved and uncomfortable, wronged and strong, refused and accepted, it is her greatest relief to see him intact, but she is sad because he is injured; felt that he couldn't find a breakthrough and was wronged, but he wanted to protect him and be strong; At the moment, she wanted to accept it, but she was afraid to refuse. For a long time, there were no words I miss you, I love you, I worry about you, I want to be with you, all the words turned into her stepping into his arms and hugging him.

One hand closed the door, retracted and wrapped tightly around her delicate back, and the other hand was still covering the wound on her stomach, knowing that it hurt but still unwilling to let go.

Considering that he was still a patient, Fang put him away, helped the person back to the hospital bed and lay down, and then pulled a chair and sat next to him decently. Shen Hanyue didn't ask to hold her hand, he would never do such a greasy thing, even if he liked that person very much.

"Did you find the answer?" Gentle eyes fell on her face, and there was pity for her in the sea of stars.

Fang Cun shook his head and said, "I don't know what the answer I want, now I just follow my heart and do what I want to do, whether this feeling is right or not, I don't think I will regret it." ”

Looking at her quietly, he fell into a contradiction, he couldn't tell whether he loved her or a momentary anger, if he loved her, why he didn't have a strong love; If it was a momentary fascination, why would he want to give her his sky?

No one knew that Fang Cun was both a friend and a favorite woman to him, maybe from the time she threw herself on him when she exploded, or maybe from the bits and pieces of noise, duel, and cooperation in his usual life, he began to appreciate this ordinary and special woman like Qin Feng. It's just that he was arrogant and cold, and although he didn't continue his revenge in the end, he still hated her for a while.

Rational, he clearly knows that he is actually what Fang Cun has always said that he doesn't believe in love, there are many women in his world, and he will choose to date like-minded women for a few more days, but he also knows very well that he can't make a lifetime promise to others. It doesn't matter if he is careful, or if he is ruthless, he will definitely be ruthless than anyone else.

So he didn't want to disappoint her, knowing full well that he would lose a friend he cherished.

Shen Hanyue said, "I don't know if I will disappoint you, just like you said, follow your heart, I admit that I like you now, but who can say in the future!" So I'm not going to give you any empty promises, so are you still willing? ”

"......" just stared at him quietly, if it was any other woman, she would either slap him in anger, or immediately show her willingness, but she was still so rational, so rational that she didn't find that she agreed with Shen Hanyue's words, at least he honestly said his thoughts, which means that he thought about her.

After a long time, she said with great certainty, "I want to see what the result is, but what about you?" ”

Shen Hanyue said, "No matter what the result is, you are actually already my cherished friend." ”

She smiled and said, "Hmm." "It starts with love and ends with friendship, whether it is long-term love or love, Fang Cun feels that he has earned it.

Thinking of her fear, Shen Hanyue said, "How's the treatment going?" ”

Shaking her head, she said, "I don't want to go back, I don't want to see a psychiatrist, they don't help me in any way, they just make me irritable and want to kill." "She was like a stubborn child, like a manic murderer, and when she thought of those images, her eyes were stained with murderous intent, and she was no longer so frightened, but bloodthirsty.

Shen Hanyue said, "Don't be capricious, the existence of psychiatrists is not unreasonable, I know a psychologist who is very authoritative academically, let's go see it tomorrow." ”

Fang Cun said, "Actually, I'm not as scared as I feel, but when I saw blood, I found that I couldn't control my desire to kill." ”