Withholding his suspicions, he always thought that if one day, the past was known to them, as long as they were given time to digest it, they would not be fools and would be able to see my efforts.

It turns out that this is not the case, just one sentence can destroy all my efforts.

If it was in the past, I would have to scold it back, what does my past have to do with you Zhang Rou, I eat your rice, or live in your house?

But I know that there is no need to let out such cruel words.

I straightened my back, took a deep breath, and walked out of the room.

I said to myself over and over again in my heart that I was going to give them time to accept me.

The Zhang family can't give up my car, house and KTV, as long as I don't let go, I can maintain the surface of this home.

In my mind, when these thoughts came to my mind, I felt that the corners of my eyes were very dry, and the dryness was a little tingling.

Probably because of last night's all-nighter, I squinted and stood with the back of my head against the wall for a moment.

And my heart was also swollen, as if something was about to gush out, this thing was so intense, but it was still tightly wrapped by the idea that I wanted to whitewash the peace.

Later, I thought that it might be the unwillingness and anger surging in my heart.

In the past few years, building a clean and pure home, so that everyone can be harmonious and beautiful, is my only spiritual pillar.

How dare I unleash this anger and ruin it all.

In the ward, Zhang Rou cried and cursed, and her mother-in-law, who came back with medicine, echoed angrily.

From beginning to end, Zhang Bailiang just said some meaningless words of comfort.

These chaotic sounds crept into my ears, passed through my ears, and wandered away.

I slowly walked out of the inpatient unit.

In the early autumn morning, there was a little mist, and some green and yellow leaves fell on the ground, and they fell down moist and soft, without a sound.

Yesterday it was still hot and I had to sleep on a mat, but all of a sudden, it was getting cold.

The weather is still cold and warm, and the people are warm and cold, but they are all uncheckable.

The mist was cold on my bare arm, as if it were about to burrow into my flesh and bones.

I walked out into the street in a daze, stood for a moment, and beckoned a taxi.

After getting in the car, the master asked me where I was going.

I didn't think about anything, but I had already subconsciously said the address of the store.

There was no one in the store in the morning, so I directed the staff to do a big cleaning, and took inventory of the warehouse, and all the time it was full.

When Zhang Bailiang called me at noon, I was lying on the bar eating instant noodles, my mobile phone vibrated over and over again at a foot of the instant noodle bowl, and I glanced at the display screen numbly and slowly.

Reaching over, I wanted to hang up, but somehow, I connected.

Zhang Bailiang's voice came from inside: "You can drive the car to the hospital later, I'll drive it after work." ”

I then remembered that the car was still at my uncle Fang Zijian's, I didn't make a sound or picked up my phone, but Zhang Bailiang didn't seem to care if I said or not, he continued: "Oh, and, by the way, pack a chicken soup in Huasheng, and then two stir-fried vegetables and send them to the hospital." ”

After he finished speaking, he hung up.

I buried my face in the instant noodle bowl and ate the last noodle before I lifted my face, which had been red from the steam. Stretched out his hand and dialed his mobile phone, hesitated for a second or two, dialed the ordering phone of Huasheng Restaurant downstairs, and ordered.

Then he called his uncle Fang Zijian, and he said that he had come to deliver the car, and there were still ten minutes away.

I remembered that it would be lunchtime, and I guess I didn't eat and rushed over to deliver the car, so I called again and ordered an extra meal.

After sitting on the phone for a while, the little uncle came over.

He stood outside the bar, handed me the key, and asked cautiously, "How are you?" ”

I wondered, "What am I doing?" ”

"I just heard from my father, do they know?" The little uncle said slowly.

So soon, they all called to find Fang Jide, and Fang Jide's old face was humiliated again. I laughed: "Are you here to be a lobbyist for him, afraid that I will be kicked out of the Fang family?" ”

The little uncle looked like he couldn't stand me: "Don't laugh like that, okay?" Dad means that if they embarrass you too much, go back and live for a while. ”

I really laughed now: "His face is so important, can he tell me to go back?" Not afraid that others will laugh at him? ”

The little uncle was a little anxious: "Fang Qing, what are you talking about, the matter of the two of them, it is the turn of others to laugh!" What is this doing to others? What is your heart empty? ”

I thought blankly, wasn't the person with a weak heart Fang Jide, who hid my past.

Why, then, did I allow him to hide it?

Why do I feel like I'm pouring cold water on my body when my past is revealed?

Didn't I never care about my past?

I stood up, stopped my thoughts, and said, "I ordered a meal for you, just downstairs in the restaurant, let's go, let's go down together." ”

My uncle followed me downstairs, I took the packed lunch box, and told my uncle to finish eating here and leave, and order whatever you want, and this restaurant will count it on my account.

When my uncle came, my instant noodle bowl had not yet been thrown away, so he wondered, "Why are you going now?" ”

I said calmly: "Deliver food to my sister-in-law and mother-in-law." ”

"You still go and deliver food to them, they are not ......" The little uncle was thin-skinned, and it was estimated that his mother-in-law was on the phone to Fang Jide, and the words were very ugly. Fang Jide loves face, although he is afraid that my divorce will hurt his face, but he can't save face in his in-laws' family, so he has to ask me to go back and get Naqiao first.

His routine, I know it clearly.

My uncle looked at me with a worried look.

When I was a child, I went with him to hunt pigweed, and once I was bitten by a water snake, and my uncle hurriedly squeezed some blood for me, found some lobelia in the field, chewed it and put it on.

My uncle followed me all the way home, and I knew in my heart that this water snake should be five poisons, so it was easy, but he followed me all the way with great worry, as if looking at a person who was walking on the road to death and deliberately pretending to be happy.

That look was exactly the same as it is now.

I said, "Okay, I know in my heart, when you finish eating, I'll go first." ”

I took the lunch box to the hospital, and when I left, my mother-in-law said, "You come over after work to take over my shift and keep Xiaorou." ”

Before I could speak, Zhang Rou said, "I don't want to, she can't sleep in me, who knows if she will wait for me to fall asleep in the middle of the night to do something." ”

I said indifferently: "Yes, I'm so vicious, what if I inject a few tubes of air into your drip." ”

Zhang Rou scolded angrily, and her mother-in-law's face was also pale,

Although I was so angry with her that the two of them were like thunder, I didn't feel much relieved in my heart. I asked for a few takeout orders in the next ward and threw them to them: "Let's order my own food at night, the store is busy, and I don't have time to deliver them." ”

I was about to leave, but Zhang Rou suddenly said, "My brother asked you to drive the car over, why didn't you give me the key?" ”

I also came to deliver the key, but I didn't want to give it to Zhang Rou's arrogant attitude, so I said, "Tell him to go to the store to open it." ”

It was a Saturday, and after the evening, the number of customers in the store gradually increased, and I helped the foreman, and I was busy.

At eight o'clock, Zhang Bailiang suddenly appeared outside the bar, his face was expressionless, and he didn't have much evil voice, he was very detached, looking very strange, he asked me: "Where is the key?" ”

I didn't squeak, I took the key and put it on the bar and pushed it over.

Zhang Bailiang took the key, put it on his index finger and shook it gently, leaned on the bar, and said in a very frivolous tone: "It's better not to be a mass seller in the future, let's recruit some princesses to come over, aren't you experienced?" ”

I seem to be numb in my heart, and I don't feel anything when he sarcastically mocks me like this. It just feels hollow.

I said, "You can do it, but if you play the side ball, it is still easy to get into trouble, and there will be a lot of trouble in the future." ”

Zhang Bailiang didn't expect me to ignore his sarcasm, so he put away the key very boringly and said, "Zhang Rou will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow morning, you go and pick her up." ”

I didn't raise my eyes: "I'd better not stimulate her." ”

Zhang Bailiang looked at me for a while and said, "What, you don't plan to apologize to her?"

Zhang Bailiang's usual expression and demeanor seemed to be that suddenly, his waist straightened and he was right.

I paused for two seconds, my self-esteem struggled to stand up in numbness, and said coldly, "What did I do wrong to apologize?" Even if my past industry is wrong in a sense, I will apologize to my mother at most, apologize to the government and government, and she wants to accept my apology, I'm afraid she is not qualified. ”

Zhang Bailiang snorted coldly, bent the corners of his mouth, and said indifferently: "Okay, whatever you want." ”

I didn't go back that night and spent the night in the office.

During the day, when they were not at home, I went back to take a shower, packed a little things, and returned to KTV.

For two or three days, I didn't go home.

Halfway through, Zhang Bailiang came to me once, and his tone was not as weird as the previous few times, and he eased up a lot. Probably he didn't expect that although I didn't break out, I didn't mean to bow my head to solve it.

He said that since we are married, I am responsible for you, but you have to give me time to accept it slowly.

I looked at him, I didn't expect him to be able to say this when he was poked out by Zhang Rou that day, this will be said, and it is not too late. Isn't it just to see how I behave in the future, and he decides whether to forgive me or not.

But immediately, he made a request: "I'm fine, but my mother, you have to give an explanation." Xiaorou has such a big incident and suffered such a big sin, she will not recover, she has nightmares every night, you apologize, and it is not considered that you have been wronged. In order to show your sincerity, Mom means, this house is transferred to Mom, and when we have children in the future, she will pass on to the children. ”

Although I've been like a walking dead for the past few days, my mind doesn't turn, but I really want to laugh when I hear this.

I really lowered my head and laughed to myself.

Zhang Bailiang frowned and said, "What are you laughing at?" ”

I said, "Don't you think it's funny to say that?" ”

Zhang Bailiang said: "Fang Qing, I want to live a good life with you. By Friday, I hope you can give me a satisfactory answer. ”

Zhang Bailiang didn't show up again before Friday, and I didn't go home on Saturday, and when I was reconciling in the office at night, I received a strange >: "At eight o'clock tonight, room 802 in Huasheng, there is something to discuss." ”