Chapter 4: Aggrieved

At this moment, Meng Yujun actually felt that her mother, who had been talking about how much money she had used at home over and over all day, was a thousand times better than those classmates!

Meng Yujun ran while crying, and two hours later, before he knew it, he ran to a muddy path two hundred meters away from his home. The vegetable patch next to the path is her family's.

At this time, her father, Meng Yunbin, was wearing a blue canvas dress with three patches, and was leaning over to loosen the soil one by one.

"Dad! …… Woo woo woo ......" Meng Yujun shouted in a trembling voice and began to cry.

"Yujun, what's wrong with you? Why did you run back at noon? School is out for the holidays? Meng Yunbin hurriedly put down the hoe, walked to her in three steps and two steps, a pair of burning eyes under his thick eyebrows were full of boundless love, and said with concern: "Speak?" What the hell is wrong with you? Okay, what's the cry about? ”

"Dad! The classmates in the dormitory are all saying that I am a thief behind my back! Dad, I don't want to go to school anymore! I don't want to read anymore! Woo woo woo ......," Meng Yujun said while crying.

"Such a bully! Walk! Daddy went to school to find them! Meng Yunbin was also anxious, and as he spoke, he pulled her to the school.

"Dad, it's useless! I reasoned with them, and they said I was admitting! Say I'm a thief! Dad, I don't want to read anymore! I can help with farm work at home! Dad, I don't read anymore! Meng Yujun cried loudly, tears soaring.

"Did they say that to your face?" Meng Yunbin's eyes moistened.

"They all said this about me behind my back, and it reached my ears! They pointed at Sang and scolded Huai in front of me, said some ugly things, deliberately said them to me, I couldn't listen to them, and reasoned with them, and they said that I was admitting! Say I'm a thief! I don't want to go to school anymore, I don't want to see those classmates anymore! Woo woo woo ...... "Meng Yujun's tears are like a river bursting its embankment, surging out.

"Say it behind her back, let her say it behind her back! You didn't do it, you don't care what she says! They didn't say anything about you to your face, so you just ignored them! Read your own book! How can you do it without reading? Do you want to be a bitter farmer like your dad in the future? Good students to read! Dad is smashing pots and selling iron for you to go to college! Meng Yunbin said with relief. He was an honest peasant, uneducated, illiterate in big words, and unable to say anything comforting.

That being said, that's right! As long as you don't do it, what do you say behind the back of the housekeeper! However, it is precisely because he didn't do it that he was innocently wronged and felt aggrieved! If Meng Yujun really stole other people's things, she wouldn't feel so wronged!

Indeed, those hateful classmates did not scold her by name because they had no evidence. However, she is not a fool, she can hear those cynical ridicules, those swear words that point to Sang and scold Huai, all of them are scolding her! Because, she is the only one in the class who is a wild child picked up by her parents!

Meng Yujun squatted on the muddy path, tears like rain, crying for a long time, and was finally persuaded by his father to return to school.

The honest and honest Meng Yunbin considered that his classmates did not scold his daughter by name, so he did not go to the school with her to find those classmates to evaluate. Besides, he is not an idler, he has endless farm work all day long.

Meng Yujun, who returned to school, is still waiting for her endless bullying!

Later, Meng Yujun quarreled several times with Wu Mei's classmates representing that faction. However, it was the same every time, as soon as she opened her mouth to reason with them, they said that she was admitting! said that she was a thief with a weak heart! also said that they had already sued her to the head teacher, Mr. Peng!

Since then, no matter how ugly and unbearable the words of the classmates Ren are, no matter how chaotic Meng Yujun's heart is, she will no longer be silent! She quietly waited for Teacher Peng to call her to the office to talk alone and ask about it.

She has too many grievances to tell Teacher Peng!

She wanted to tell Teacher Peng that she hadn't taken a dime from her classmates!

She wants to tell Teacher Peng that she didn't steal her classmate's beautiful dress! She has been picking up her cousin since she was a child, and her cousin's clothes and pants are worn, and she is tired of wearing other people's clothes! How could she go and steal someone else's clothes again!

She wants to tell Teacher Peng that she even eats in the classroom now, and she spends less time in the dormitory than anyone else! How does she steal under people's noses?!

She wants to tell Teacher Peng that every time her classmates wronged her like this! Pointing at Sang and insulting her like this, she really felt so painful in her heart! If death could prove her innocence, she would definitely die without hesitation!

It's a pity that Meng Yujun has been waiting and looking forward to it, but he can't wait for Mr. Peng's solo conversation! She didn't know what it was that classmates didn't sue her because they had no evidence, but just deliberately said this to scare her? Or is it because she is the top student in the class with excellent grades, and Teacher Peng is worried that it will affect her studies, so she has not asked her to ask about it?

Give a dog a bad name and hang him! Under the gossip, Meng Yujun became more and more sincere and frightened at school, trembling!

Meng Yujun was attacked too badly by gossip! The dirty words that slandered her were like a radio, and they kept echoing in her head over and over again, causing her to have no peace for a moment! People also become trance-like!

One day, Meng Yujun herself didn't know what evil she had, and she always put the money in the underwear's close-fitting purse (each of her underwear had a close-fitting purse specially sewn by her grandmother for her, and her living expenses were always in that close-fitting purse, and she never left her body when she slept), but that day between classes, after she went to the commissary to buy a bottle of ink, she put the money into the purse of the school uniform jacket, but she forgot!

After school at noon, Meng Yujun went to buy food and touched the underwear's close-fitting purse, and found that the money was gone! She subconsciously thought that the thief in the bedroom had finally stolen her!

That's a week's worth of living for her! So, she ran to find Teacher Peng in tears, saying that her living expenses were gone!

After the first class in the afternoon, she suddenly found her more than a dozen yuan of living expenses in her school uniform purse.

So, she hurriedly ran to tell Teacher Peng that her money had been found!

In this way, the classmates in the dormitory all said that she did it on purpose, one moment said that the money was lost, and the other said that the money was found, all because she was a thief! also said that now everyone in the dormitory has lost money, and she is the only one who has not lost money!

In fact, in addition to Meng Yujun in the dormitory, there is another person who has not lost money, that is, the real thief in the bedroom! Kill a thief with a thousand cuts!

As a result, the rumors that Meng Yujun was the thief in the bedroom spread more and more! Spread throughout the class, all grades, and the whole school!

Meng Yujun thought, it must have reached Gao Lang's ears! Gao Lang must have thought that she was the thief with unclean hands and feet!

"People have many words, but they can also be feared." Meng Yujun was finally overwhelmed by these gossips!

During the New Year's Day holiday, Meng Yujun wrote a "masterpiece" diary at home and put it next to her pillow.

Immediately afterward, she rummaged through the house and found only half a bottle of the pesticide that her parents used to spray their crops, unscrewed the cap, and drank it without hesitation, leaving not a drop left.

In just a moment, Meng Yujun foamed at the mouth and collapsed to the ground.

At this time, her mother happened to come back to feed the pigs, and found her foaming at the ground, and quickly carried her to the local health center.

The doctor hurriedly gave her gastric lavage, enema, and infusion, and after some rescue, she was finally out of danger.

Meng Yujun's diary that he planned to leave to his family reads:

"My most beloved grandmother, I'm sorry! Dad, Mommy I'm Sorry!

Meng Yujun is not filial! Let's go first!

Every student in the dormitory wronged me for being a thief! It's a thief! They often accuse me of scolding Huai and calling me a wild child with unclean hands and feet that no one wants!

I don't know why they wronged me like this! All I know is that gossip is like a sword piercing through the heart! It makes me feel bad! I'm really, really scared of their mouths!

I'm so aggrieved! But I don't know who to say! I can't reason with them, as soon as I quarrel with them, they will say that I admit it! It's a thief!

They are so hateful! It's too much! Talking about me behind my back! Spread throughout the class! The whole school! I was isolated by the whole class!

Now, I'm isolated by all my classmates! I also finally understood that the person who everyone bullies and abuses is not necessarily the worst person, but she must be the best person to bully!

But who are they?! Why did they bully me like this for no reason! Let me live so painfully! Repression! Aggrieved! Uncomfortable!

Actually, I probably know that the reason why they wronged me so unjustifiably and bullied and abused me unscrupulously was because I was picked up by my parents and no one wanted a wild child!

I don't know why my biological parents gave birth to me and cruelly abandoned me! I hate them! Every time I was bullied by my classmates, I hated them more! I hate them for giving birth to me and not wanting me! Why don't you just strangle me!

If they had strangled me when they decided to abandon me, I wouldn't have been through so much! Suffer so much! I won't see such an ugly world!

My own mother, you brought me into this world, and I don't appreciate you at all!

Since I was a child, my family told me that I was the child they picked up; From a young age, I knew that I was different from other children!

My own mother, I remember that when I was eight years old, I met you when I went to another village with my family to have wedding wine, and it is the only side in my memory! At that time, we met like that without warning! My family said to me, "It's your mother'......" and I said "oh" as if nothing happened, I didn't feel embarrassed or sad, but I didn't take the money you forced on me......

However, you don't know my biological mother, after I got home, I quietly hid in the bed and cried......

Biological mother, you know what? Now that I have been wronged as a thief, I have endured suffering, depression, and pain...... No one can empathize!

No one understands my grievances! No one knows my pain! My anger has nowhere to go! I live like a dog!

I really hate them! Hate everyone in the dorm! I hate them to death! Hate that thief who can't die well! I also hate those classmates who lost their things, they didn't take good care of their things, they lost and doubted this, doubted that, and caused me to be innocent and wronged! Take the blame!

How could I be so unlucky!

Biological mother, you know what? Now my classmates are wronging me for being a thief, just because I picked it up! A wild child who was discarded by his parents and didn't want!

My own mother, I have asked you millions of times in my heart, why did you give birth to me and not want me? Why?!

Biological mother, in the future, I will never ask you why again, because I am leaving! I'm leaving this ugly world! Leave forever! May I never be your child again in the next life!

Actually, I don't want to just leave quietly, I really want to buy explosives and die with everyone in the dormitory! I want them to pay for wronging me!

However, I didn't know where to buy explosives, so I had to go by myself.

When I'm gone, I'll never hear the ridiculous and ridiculous foul language from my classmates again! You can be completely liberated!

As soon as I die, what a pity, but I'm still afraid of people's words!

My beloved grandma! Dad, Mom, in fact, since I was a child, I have seen all kinds of envy of your children who are promising, and I want to become promising! But Meng Yujun can't anymore! Because I'm gone......

Dear Grandma! Dad, Mom, Meng Yujun is sorry for you!

I owe you in this life, Meng Yujun is willing to turn into a cow and a horse in the next life to pay you back! ”

It's just that the diary she wrote with tears in her eyes, the "masterpiece" diary she originally thought, was not noticed by her grandmother, father, and mother in the end!

Meng Yujun originally thought that after she left, when her family sorted out her things, they would find this diary that she deliberately put next to her pillow. Although they can't read, they can show it to their neighbors, and this diary is an explanation she gave them!

By mistake, Meng Yujun failed to die as he wished! Naturally, no one in the family noticed the "masterpiece" diary she deliberately placed next to her pillow.