"I will break off with Su Bai, but Su Wanwan, there is one thing I have to warn you about," Thinking of Liu Rufeng, my face was gloomy, and she sarcastically said unceremoniously: "If I find out that you are colluding with Liu Rufeng behind my back, the next person who will be beaten may be you." "After I went back that day, I thought a lot, except for hearing some leftovers from Su Wanwan, Liu Rufeng would not know about my sister.

"It turned out that you asked someone to beat Brother Feng and make him lose face in front of the crew!" Su Wanwan's expression was out of shape, and she gritted her teeth and said, "Don't let me find out that you are entangled with my brother again, otherwise I won't just forget it!" ”

"Goodbye to each other!" I don't bother to explain that someone's beating has nothing to do with me.

"Goodbye!"

We said goodbye happily and went back to our respective homes.

After this day, Su Baijian really didn't come to my house again, probably Su Wanwan also threatened him with the rhetoric of exposing my black material, or he was responsible for the consequences of drunken disorder, in short, the two of us tacitly did not contact each other.

But Jialan really came to my house, and even pulled a truckload of New Year's goods to bribe grandpa, because grandpa was very unhappy when he saw me bringing other men home, and in his mind, he had long regarded Su Baijian as his grandson-in-law.

Fortunately, Jialan has the ability, playing chess, playing mahjong poker, talking about the Three Kingdoms Water Margin, debating Socrates Jung, all kinds of profound and superficial topics, coaxing grandpa convinced, and within two days, he let go of his hostility and became a New Year's friend to talk about me.

On the twenty-eighth day of the lunar month, the day of the traditional Spring Festival couplets.

Grandpa and his friends went to walk the park bend, Jialan and I climbed high and low to paste the Spring Festival couplets in our own courtyard, sat under the camphor tree to rest, he said: "Huanxi, you are very unhappy." ”

I smiled and said no, I don't know how happy I am to have you with me.

"You're not happy here," Jialan said, pointing to her chest and saying in a very affirmative tone, "There's someone hidden in it that can't be forgotten." ”

"Yes, I'm trying to forget about him." Who is Jialan, a great director who has made several excellent movies, he is delicate and familiar with human nature, and he can't hide it, I have to tell the truth, and it can be regarded as pouring out my thoughts for many years.

Jialan said that she can't forget that person, either the world is not long enough, or the new love is not good enough, "So I didn't do well enough to make you miss him." ”

When he said this, his eyes were very warm, which made me stunned for a few seconds, and I felt that he was going to fake it.

It's awkward.

I changed the subject and said, "What about you, what are you hiding in your heart?" ”

"You," Jialan took my hand and said in a very sincere tone: "Huanxi, there is nothing between me and Sheng Xiaolan except for the entanglement of interests, I have never had feelings for her, you believe me." ”

"But she has it for you."

"No, she's just a perverted possessiveness towards me, and the person she really loves is Xue Beirong."

"Won't it?" Xue Beirong is indeed a man who is easy to fall in love with, but Sheng Xiaolan, a proud woman, will she also fall for bad men?

"It's a pity that Xue Beirong only loves your sister," Jialan sighed: "The relationship between men and women is like this, I love you, but you love him, he loves others, I love you and you love me, it's really rare." ”

When it comes to my sister, I'm really sad.

I stood up, walked to the place where the secret box had been buried, and stepped on it several times.

Xue Beirong said that he opened the box that day, I am not sure if it is true or false, but there is no doubt that he turned over my buried past, since that night, my secret, like a shameful evidence, always hangs in my heart, stinging my self-esteem, making me want to go back to the past, erase that innocent and ignorant youth.

Jialan looked at me and smiled lightly: "Huanxi, you are like a trapped little beast, so cute." ”

I smiled too, but my eyes were a little moist.

Jialan snuffed out her cigarette, stood up, hugged me from behind, and said in a hoarse voice: "Huanxi, I really like you, it's not a hype on the spot, it's from the heart, I want to give you stability and happiness, and replace that person's kind of love in your mind." ”

His tone was firm, sincere, and not adulterated in the slightest.

My heart was surging, and there were bursts of warmth, I turned around and threw myself into Jialan's arms, tears rolled down, and I whimpered in a low voice: "I'm so tired, so tired." ”

"I know, I know, Yu Xiaoxiao," Jialan stroked my hair and kissed me with some emotion.

The wind passes by, the camphor trees shake their leaves to welcome, and the surroundings are quiet, and the winter sun is quiet.

I closed my eyes, let go of the mustard, and completely accepted the first kiss between us, the gentleness and delicacy of the Jialan kiss, careful, and patient, like a feather across my restless heart.

At such a sweet moment, I thought of the damn Xue Beirong out of place.

This feeling is like when I was a child and sat alone after watching a zombie movie, I couldn't help but think of the zombie with a pale face, and the terrible picture of the person who was bitten by the zombie struggling to become a zombie.

But the more scared I feel, the more I want to forget, the more I can't help but think, and finally I will scare myself into my father's arms and cry, or go to Su Baidao's house next door and stay by his side to be brave.

At this moment, I re-experienced the feeling of helplessness I felt when I was a child.

Xue Beirong stood in the crowd in the wind, looked at me evilly and sneered, he said arrogantly: Yu Huanxi you love me, you will never fall in love with someone else in your life.

I hugged Jialan and hugged him like a cold man drawing warmth, hoping to drive away the arrogant man.

Jialan stroked my back, patted me, and said softly, "Don't be afraid, with me, he will slowly leave you." ”

"Hmm."

"Your friend is here." Jialan suddenly let go of me.

It was Su Baidao, carrying two large cardboard boxes, looking at me and Jialan in a daze.

Presumably he also saw the scene just now, I smiled awkwardly, "Lao Su, you are here." ”

Su Baijian quickly came back to his senses, "Send something to grandpa." ”

"You talk, I'll go out and make a call." Jialan walked away with a lot of interest.

In the courtyard, only me and Su Baijian remained, I hadn't seen him for a few days, he had lost a lot of weight, his beard was unkempt, his spirit was completely gone, he had just been in prison for a few years, I felt very uncomfortable, and said with a deliberate smile: "Congratulations on becoming a father." ”

Su Baijian said: "Huanxi, I accompanied her to beat the child." ”

"You ......"

"Leave me alone, just be happy." Su Bai grinned, revealing two rows of big white teeth, "I'm leaving, I have a temporary errand, I may not go home in the next few days, Happy New Year." ”

"Happy New Year."

We hugged and said goodbye with a smile as before, but when he turned around, his steps were a little dazed.

Jialan hurriedly came over and said, "Huanxi, I have to go, my parents are urging me to go home for Chinese New Year's Eve." ”

With the New Year's gift I had prepared, Jialan also left.

Sitting alone under the tree, I felt sad, like loneliness after a play ended.

"What are you doing?" It was a message from Sisyphus.

"Daze."

"For the Chinese New Year, don't you go to visit relatives and friends?"

"Relatives are not there, friends are not."

"Coincidentally, so am I, why don't we both make do with the Spring Festival."

"Where's Xiaobai? How is she? ”

"She's fine, she'll be a lot happier as long as she's not guarded by her bastard brother."

The two of us chatted without a word, making up for the gap after Su Baijian and Jialan left, and unconsciously talked about each other's emotional problems.

Speaking of which, he talked noticeably less, but instead spied on my secrets.

Sisyphus: Do you have someone you like?

Rejoice: Sort it out.

Sisyphus: Let me guess your relationship status, you have an unforgettable lover in your heart, a man on your left who will remember you, and a new man on your right who says he likes you.

Just rejoice: / Surprised that your Excellency is not the fairy himself?

Sisyphus: / Pout, don't you women like to step on three boats?

It's good to be happy: / Cold sweat This gentleman, your opinion of women is not objective, which woman has you been hurt?

Sisyphus: Tell me what you're going to choose.

Just rejoice: of course, it's to reject the unforgettable me, accept the one who loves me, forget the one I want to forget, and start over.

Yes, I've decided to drop everything and really start trying.

Sisyphus: Really? Can you do it?

Just rejoice: for sure, time will take everything.

Sisyphus: Good luck.

Rejoice: What about you, who are you missing?

Sisyphus: Me? I don't love anyone.

It's good to be happy: Don't you like Xiaobai?

Sisyphus: She's just my patient, I'm busy, goodbye.

When the snowflakes fall in the north, the winter in Rongcheng is tepid, and it is the Chinese New Year's Eve in a blink of an eye.

Grandpa personally cooked the Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, and I specially invited more than a dozen of his card friends to come, and a large group of people gathered to eat and watch the Spring Festival Gala, which was a very happy thing.

When the time was almost ten o'clock, Su Baijian's phone suddenly called, but the person who spoke was Guo Yudong.

"Sister, Brother Bai is drunk, calling your name and crying, you come and see him, I can't persuade him."

"Where is he?"

"I sent him home."

"I'll go over now." On the phone, I could vaguely hear Su Baijian's choked cry, calling my name indistinctly, for the New Year, he was a man crying like this for me, I felt very uncomfortable.

Guo Yudong advised: "It's cold outside, I heard that it will snow tonight, you go out and wear more clothes." ”

Su Baidao's house is next door to me, and I can reach it by walking dozens of steps, and after I reported to my grandfather, I put on a thick coat and went out.

"Didi-" A prominent jeep pulled up in front of the door, and after I closed the door, it sounded twice, obviously coming at me.

The car window was ajar, and a head poked out of it, it was Lu Shen: "Miss Yu." ”

If he calls me so politely, it must be because Xue Beirong is there.

The thought of this man makes me wish he would explode on the spot and disappear into outer space.