I looked at several houses near Baige Bay and finally rented a bachelor apartment.

After signing the contract, I was too tired to move, so I had to ask Fang Zijian to pack my luggage and move to the apartment.

In the apartment, he saw that I was not looking good, and helped me to pack all my things, and he was busy all afternoon, and it was not until the evening that he finished tidying up.

I invited Fang Zijian to dinner, and when it was almost time for the store to open, the two of us ordered a few dishes in Huasheng.

He smiled and said, "I'm really starving, so I came over in a hurry at noon, so I ate a loaf." ”

I gave him a blank look: "If you don't say it earlier, I'll give you some takeout!" ”

Fang Zijian buried his head in hard work and ignored me, I carried chopsticks, sandwiched a chopsticks and shredded potatoes, and there was a tumbling in my heart, so I had to put it down silently, took a few sips of soup, Fang Zijian had already eaten two large bowls of white rice, and then I had time to look up at me: "Why don't you eat?" Lose weight? ”

"Hmm...... You eat more when you're hungry. I put down my chopsticks as I spoke.

"Your face is so ugly, white as paper, and you lose weight, you are careful to lose your illness!" He counted me down as he ate.

I didn't answer, let's eat, I regurgitate again, don't eat, I have a stomachache from hunger in the middle of the night, anyway, I went to the hospital the day after tomorrow, and I was relieved.

The little uncle wanted to open his mouth several times, but he didn't ask. I knew he wanted to ask me why I suddenly moved out of Fu Yankai's place, but I could avoid it, and there was nothing to mention about this embarrassing topic.

After sending my uncle away, I went back to the apartment alone, only drank a few sips of water, and vomited dimly, I wondered very sadly, does this kid know that I don't want him anymore, all the powerful creation of a sense of existence, want me to change my mind?

I took a day to arrange things for Xiaozhuang in the store, telling her that I was going out for a week, and she could call me if she had something.

When I left, Xiao Zhuang said, "Sister Qing, didn't you read the email I sent you yesterday?" ”

I shook my head, things have been going on lately, and I don't care about reading the report.

"Tomorrow the beer supplier came to settle the payment, and it has been a week, and they will not send the wine. On the books, there is still a gap of 10,000. She said.

I was a little surprised: "I didn't get any money in the store this month." ”

"Yes, you didn't take any money, but this month's turnover is only more than 50,000 yuan, the rent and water and electricity are 20,000 yuan, the salary and snacks, more than 20,000 yuan, and the payment for this beer was last month."

"So, this month is equivalent to a loss?" This is something that has never been done in such a long time.

Xiaozhuang nodded: "Originally, the business was much worse, and the New Year was the off-season." ”

"I know, I'll transfer the payment directly later." I say.

Business was a lot worse, but I didn't expect it to be so bad. I smiled wryly, is this a disaster?

Back at the apartment, I arranged the payment for the goods in the store, ordered a week's meals, and when I came back from the surgery, I couldn't cook by myself, so I ordered food directly from the hotel and delivered it to the apartment.

I have no friends, no siblings, and naturally no one to take care of. My uncle is always a man, and I don't want others to know about it, so it's naturally not good for him to take care of me.

But that's nothing, I went out as a teenager and was used to doing everything on my own.

On Tuesday, I went to the hospital, and the doctor arranged a painless abortion for me, and when I was alone, the female doctor asked me, "Are you alone?" Don't have a chaperone? ”

"Yes, no?" I didn't look at her, my expression was indifferent, and she didn't say anything more.

Local anesthesia and I was awake during the procedure. The feeling of cold instruments in the body, the doctor picks through the broken flesh and blood, and ensures that there is no residue.

When I came off the operating table, I felt like I had collapsed, and my feet were shaking. Fortunately, the nurse on the side helped me.

They pushed me to the ward and told me to observe for two hours before leaving.

I forced myself not to think about it, not to look at it, just lowered my head, leaned against the wall, and slowly walked towards the parking lot.

After walking for a while, I felt dizzy for the first time, cold sweat came down, and my steps were vain.

Looking at the car ten meters away, I rested with a car, and thought with a wry smile, how can I drive the car back like this?

"Fang Qing!" Suddenly, a familiar low voice came from behind him, Fu Yankai? With this voice, my heart trembled suddenly, and before I could turn back, the person behind me had turned in front of me like a whirlwind.

I bit my lower lip and looked at him indifferently.

He came running, his breath uneven, he grabbed my arm, frowned, glanced at the plastic bag I was carrying in my hand, and said, "You got the medicine?" The child is not very good? ”

He got it? How would he know?

I lowered my eyelids, looked at his arm that was restrained by him, and said slowly, "What kind of child are you talking about, I don't know." ”

His chest heaved and heaved after the intense exercise, a broad chest I had relied on many times.

There was concern in his voice: "I know you're pregnant!" What exactly do you do with medicine? ”

I glanced at him.

Fu Yankai's expression softened a little and said, "The pregnancy test stick fell in the bathroom." I'm waiting for you to surprise me! Haven't you come home yet? Didn't see the transfer contract I gave you? ”

The corners of my mouth curled up slowly, and a bitter smile curled into a smile.

I didn't intend to let him know, but since I knew, I should have made it clear: "That time, I begged you to let me go to the detention center to meet Zhang Bailiang, and we didn't do anything about it, so the next day, I took two servings of emergency contraceptive, and the doctor said that it might affect the child's development." ”

He paused, moved his hand to my shoulder as if comfortingly, and whispered, "I'll take you to an expert for a careful consultation before making a plan." ”

I looked at him, "No, I've already done it, kid." ”

Fu Yankai had an unbelievable shock in his eyes, as well as a shattering pain, the muscles on his cheeks twitched, his gaze moved down to my abdomen, and then, he took the plastic bag in my hand, opened it and took out the medicine box to take a look, and suddenly threw the bag on my chest, word by word, and said slowly: "What a surprise!" ”

He didn't throw it heavily, the plastic bag fell down my body, and the pill box inside rolled out.

I could feel his pain in his bottomless eyes. And the slightest pain in my heart was also entangled into a thread, pulling my heart down hard.

I was physically exhausted, and my lower body was leaning on the front of the car next to me.

He looked at me for a long time, his expression and his eyes, there was only one word written on it, pain.

He was in pain.

I didn't expect him to react like this.

His pain was like an arrow that shot through my eyes and pierced my heart. The pain of the tear, I was no less than him.

I opened my mouth, and I was already a little desperate: "It shouldn't have come, Fu Yankai, you said it, what I wanted, you can't give it." You let me go, I don't want to spend any more time with you, I don't want to ......"

I don't want to throw myself into the hopeless second half of my life.

Fu Yankai's expression became more and more cold, he stepped forward and hugged my shoulders tightly, and each sentence became heavier than the last: "You don't love money and power, why don't you use this kid to blackmail me, why don't you come to force me?" Why did you get rid of it so easily?!! My Fu family's child, why did you just kill him! ”

His face was less than a centimeter away from me, and I looked at his somewhat distorted face.

Money, power, blackmail......

That's all there was between me and him. Even if he has a child, it is also the child of his Fu family, and I Fang Qing can give him a child, but it is just a tool for giving birth to a child.

I almost couldn't stand, I grabbed his arm, looked up at him, and smiled desperately: "When you hired those hooligans to bully me two years ago, and when you used that little sister to trick me into trapping Zhang Bailiang last year, you should have known that what I had in my green belly had nothing to do with you!" ”

"Good! Good! Good! Fu Yankai said yes repeatedly, he let go of me and took a step back, "I have carried enough pots in my life, and I am not inferior to you!" ”

My body softened suddenly, and I hurriedly supported the front of the car with my hands, barely steady.

"The child is gone, you want to leave so much, you get out of me early, never appear in front of me!" He turned and walked, his steps were chaotic, he seemed to stumble, and he walked very fast.

Hmph, forever and ever!

My stomach ached, but nothing compared to the pain in my heart.

He walked away, and I let go, and sat down on the ground softly along the front of the car, and I covered my heart, which was painful as if it was rolling on a thorn, and buried my face in my knees, and made a whimper, and I covered my face with my sleeve to prevent the sound from leaking out.

Suddenly, a pair of feet stopped in front of me, and I looked up and saw Zhang Rou......

Her mother was treated in this hospital, and it was no surprise that she was there.

She smiled, smiling as if she had changed from before, and looked at me: "Fang Qing, you also have today!" What's the matter, your backer is gone, what's the use of you hiding here and crying? Aren't you the top to seduce men? Find another one! ”

I climbed the car and slowly stood up, and spat out two words fiercely: "Get out!" ”

Zhang Rou stretched out his hand to push me, and was suddenly caught, I looked up and saw that it was the security guard brother who Fu Yankai had sent to me to the store, he shook Zhang Rou away, and his face was fierce: "Miss Fang told you to get out, you still don't get out!"

Zhang Rou snorted, glanced at me with a smug smile, and walked away.

I suddenly remembered that Fu Yankai had said that he asked the security guard to install the location of my car, no wonder he could find me.

The security guard reached out to help me, I shook him off and shouted, "Go away......"

He withdrew his hand and followed me and said, "Why don't I send you back?" Don't worry, it wasn't Mr. Fu who called me, he was so angry that he forgot that I came with him. ”

I'm too lazy to talk to him, I don't want to see anyone who has anything to do with Fu Yankai now!

I stumbled to my own car, sat on it, started the car, fortunately the hospital was not far away, I was not slow, there was a faint thought in my heart, it would be good if there was a car accident, and I would never have to be tortured again.