I stood there hesitating, waking him up, or letting him sleep first, it seemed that he was very tired. I put the noodles on the table, took a blanket from the house, and put it on him. His brow furrowed, and he didn't know what life-and-death struggle he was going through in his dream. Sitting next to him, I looked at his handsome face in a daze. These days, I have replayed the scenes from my acquaintance with him to the present, and the more I think about it, the more uncertain I become. It's not that I don't know how many times he saved me to the death, but I also have to recall his repression and restraint towards me, even when we were intimately fighting, his struggle and forbearance would come up from time to time. And, was he a police officer or is he a police officer now? If he is a police officer now, then is it his love for me or the responsibility of a police officer to save me?

When I think of this, I just feel cold all over. Even when he was sleeping, his hands were subconsciously put on his chest to protect his heart. I reached out and put it on his hand, it was so cold. He jerked and tightened my grip on his chest. My heart moved, and I wanted to break away, but I was afraid to wake him up, so I just let him hold it.

After a long time, he said slowly, "Don't be angry with me? His eyes were closed, and the corners of his lips were raised.

When did this guy wake up? Pretending to be asleep again. I shook my hand away and said sullenly, "The noodles are ready, let's eat them quickly." After saying that, he walked to the table and found that the noodles were a little cold, so he had to carry them to the kitchen and prepare to cook another bowl.

Lu Zenghan grabbed my hand: "Okay, let's eat this." I am hungry. ”

I had no choice but to put the bowl down, he devoured it, and asked casually: "The cause of Chen Chen's death, the police have not yet determined?" ”

"No," I said lightly, "Although I found the infrasonic generator, there is no difference between the symptoms of the rupture of internal organs caused by the infrasonic generator and the death of a fall, so it is not certain that it was the infrasonic that caused Chen Chen's death, I don't know what you think?" ”

"It's simple." Lu Zenghan said while eating, "Didn't you say that Chen Chen had a chest augmentation?" If it is caused by infrasound, the silicone gel will be broken into particles from the inside out, like tempered glass, but if it is just a fall, there will only be a large area of cracks, and there will be no uniform granularity. ”

I suddenly realized that every detail was useful, and the breast augmentation that Chen Chen inadvertently talked to me about turned out to be the key to catching the real murderer, and I took advantage of Lu Zenghan's time to eat, and hurriedly edited what he just said and sent a text message to Yang Yize. Lu Zenghan looked at me and continued to eat.

I put my phone away and said casually: "It seems that in your layout, Zou Yukai has reached the time to catch it." I don't know if your heart hurts. I don't know how this sentence came out, but when I said it, I was suddenly very happy, although I knew that the murderer had to be arrested, but I really didn't expect that Lu Zenghan would tell the key evidence to arrest Zou Yukai, Zou Yukai is so dependent on him, in Zou Yukai's autistic world, Lu Zenghan may be all he has, but he can also be ruthless to let him fall into a catastrophe. This man's heart really doesn't know how ruthless it is.

"It hurts?" Lu Zenghan smiled and said heartlessly, "I don't know that I'm distressed, I just know that I'm hungry." With that, he put the empty bowl on the table.

I was so choked that I couldn't speak, so I went to the kitchen and served him another bowl, and he looked at me and smiled: "The mouth is very hard, but the body is very honest." Still care so much about me. ”

I didn't say anything, but watched him finish eating the noodles, he put the bowl down and said contentedly, "It's delicious, it's full." ”

I looked at him quietly and said calmly, "I'm ready to move out." Later, you can buy some instant noodles or semi-finished pizza to freeze, and come back to microwave and heat up. Although you are busy at work, you should also pay attention to your body. ”

Lu Zenghan was stunned for a moment, his face suddenly turned pale, his brows furrowed tightly, and he sat up straight: "What do you mean?" ”

"I know what I mean." I bowed my head slightly, my fingers around each other, and my voice was calm, "Maybe you were right a long time ago, you and I are not all the way at all. It's better for us to return to the bridge and the road to the road. Perhaps, we can live more comfortably with each other. I've packed my stuff—"

Before I finished my words, Lu Zenghan had already pinched my shoulders with both hands, and his voice trembled slightly: "You mean to break up?" ”

"Yes." I looked at him, as if he had finally spit out a boulder, very calmly, "I should have had this self-knowledge a long time ago." ”

"I don't agree." Lu Zenghan almost spit out a few words from between his teeth, "Xin Keqiao, you provoked me first, you said that you could die with me, why do you want to regret it now?" ”

"Hehe," I almost sneered, but tears fell uncontrollably, "I can die with you, but I can't be tricked by you like a monkey." Why are you using psychology routines against me? Are you insulting my IQ or my profession? ”

The green tendons on Lu Zenghan's sideburns flare, but he couldn't say a word, he just grabbed me tightly like angry, and I couldn't help but continue: "No wonder I started to fall in love with you like crazy, I now wonder if my feelings for you are out of love from the heart, or is it your reaction to a series of psychological techniques you used against me?" Do you know it yourself? Is it my love or is it a crazy psychological effect? Harry？ ”

Lu Zenghan was completely knocked down by my words, his eyes seemed to be broken by something, the hand holding me was released, he hooked his lips, but he couldn't squeeze out a smile, just continued to be pale.

"May I ask, are you still a police officer?" I asked it, and that question was important to me. But unsurprisingly, he didn't answer. I smiled helplessly, "I knew you wouldn't answer, so I might as well ask more directly, did you save me because you loved me, or was it the duty of the police?" ”

He sneered at me, "What do you think?" ”

Again, every time I couldn't answer, I asked rhetorically, and I bit my lip: "I'm asking you, not asking yourself." ”

"Xin Keqiao, you don't have the heart." Lu Zenghan glanced at me coldly.

I don't have the heart? My head suddenly dizzy, shook my body, propped myself on the table, and said slowly: "If I really didn't have a heart, I wouldn't have taken a mallet to recognize the needle in this game." I just don't understand, why would you do that? I stared at Lu Zenghan with tears in my eyes, "Tell me, why do you use those routines on me, why do you bother to approach me?" What is my worth? ”

In Lu Zenghan's eyes, there was a look that I couldn't understand, and it was tangled and hesitant, and there was a trace of guilt, but there was also a trace of complexity that I couldn't understand, and I couldn't understand what it was at all. After a long time, Lu Zenghan sighed and said, "I admit it, I started with a routine, but then I fucking admitted it, I let it go, I don't want anything for you." could have lured out the big fish behind Zou Shizhao, but because you were kidnapped, I didn't care about anything. Do you know what I've paid? All the arrangements, all the deployments, even—" He cut off and clenched his fists, "Ugh. ”

I froze there, as if there were two voices arguing in my head, and neither of them could convince anyone. I stroked my forehead in pain. What exactly is true and what is false? Lu Zenghan stepped forward and hugged my shoulder: "Ke Qiao, forgive me for my previous behavior, don't doubt my feelings for you now." His eyes were full of pain when he looked at me, "Do you know that you make my heart hurt so much." ”

My tears are coming out again without fighting, will he be distressed? What he just said wouldn't be distressing, but what about my heart? Isn't it bloody? I said in a hoarse voice, "You don't feel bad, you're a ruthless and cold-hearted person—" I couldn't go on.

"Don't cry." My tears made him a little helpless, and he reached out to wipe them away from my face, but the more he wiped them, Lu Zenghan was a little messy, paused, and then leaned over and kissed my tears. The moment his lips touched me, the scorching flames seemed to emerge from the ground, and soon burned me and him to the point of irrationality.

His lips pressed hotly against mine, and my mind went blank at that moment. His voice was heavy and warm: "Then you can see if I have a heart or not, I have already fucking let you die, what more heart." ”

He frantically unbuttoned my clothes, at that moment, my whole body was like an electric shock, and I couldn't suppress the enthusiasm like a flame about to break through the barrier, but there was also a voice saying to me no, I hurriedly pushed him away, but I couldn't resist his strength at all, and he pressed him on the table, his voice was heavy and charming: "I'll tell you now, do I love you or not." After saying that, he had already entered hard.

My body instantly sank into his wildness, I bit my lip, for the first time I felt no joy, only pain, that pain came from the torment of the soul, if you need to prove love in this way, is love too cheap? But the primitive impulse made me can't suppress and entangle with him. At that moment, I hated myself for being cheap, and I hated my reaction.

I don't know how I got up numbly, how I was carried into the bedroom by him. Listening to the sound of his heavy breathing beside me, I curled up in pain for the first time. Can such proof prove his love? Perhaps, when he was holding my body tightly, at that moment, I could feel as if he and I were one, but what about when the bodies were separated? He still has all kinds of unspeakable things about me in his mind, including my previous feelings, and the emotions that can't be confessed, are they still valuable?

I was so confused, at that moment, I almost drove my mind crazy, the room was breathless, I put on my clothes and rushed out.