Chapter 26: The Clush
When I came back from the slum alley, I cleaned the guest room next to my room, and in order to avoid my aunt's interference, and to make it easier for me to plan in the future, I placed the quiet in the house. Fortunately, my father and mother thought that I wanted to marry a good family like Feng Ruochen, so I didn't care about money and food with me because of my temperament, otherwise if I had this more mouth, I wouldn't be able to spit out the silver fed in the white flowers, if they knew that Qingyou was the daughter-in-law I found for Feng Ruochen, would they want to kill me?
Settle down quietly, it was already evening, but unfortunately Miss Xiaocui was in a hurry, and she didn't wait for dinner, nor did she add incense to the snails, so she went straight out to find Feng Ruochen.
The location is about on the stone bridge next to the teahouse, the scene of the lamp in every household is quite good-looking, and for a time the town of Luohe is full of candlelight swaying, which makes people happy.
"Pretty ugly, isn't it?" Tian Luo asked in the cloth bag, and I nodded, "It's good-looking and doesn't care if it's full." Tian Luo smacked me with disdain.
What do you know? This is a moist little day, made at sunrise and rested at sunset, simple, how good. I was in a daze, but I saw Feng Ruochen walking from the other end of the bridge with a black face.
"You burned ashes? The face is blackened into carbon. I couldn't help but quip.
He smiled bitterly and said nothing. I thought that he was still depressed about the events of the day, so I tentatively asked, "Are you unhappy because of the events of the day?" β
"Where have you been during the day?" He looked up at me.
"I'm going to find Lang Zhong!" I'm telling the truth.
"Why didn't you come back?" He then asked.
"I'm back, I see you, you don't see me." I'm an honest woman, even though I'm deliberately avoiding you.
"Then you, have you seen it all?" His brow furrowed deeply, and my chick nodded as if he were pecking rice.
Then he was like a deflated ball and fell silent by the railing.
"Feng Ruochen, I think I need to tell you the truth." I leaned against the railing next to him and paused: "I really regard you as a good friend, a little more than a friend, but only a good friend." I didn't dare to look at his face, but after thinking about it, I said, "Can you tell me what you really like about me?" β
"Xiao Cui, did you say that because of the day's events?" Feng Ruochen's ability to misinterpret meaning is indeed great!
"Don't get me wrong, I'm serious, I just found a woman who is more suitable for you." I explain.
"You're not going to say ......," he seemed to think of something.
"Quiet." "Quiet?"
Speaking in unison, in a completely different tone, I'm sure, he was skeptical.
"You really mind what happens during the day." He was a little frustrated.
"I really, don't mind." I laughed awkwardly, it's been really you've been hot.
"I'm not suitable for Qingyu." After listening to my words, he thought about it seriously, "She's too petty. β
"Am I very generous?" I can't help but ask you, Miss Xiaocui, I'm actually very picky and very childish.
He shook his head: "You are frank and straightforward, naΓ―ve and optimistic, sincere and enthusiastic, sometimes I feel that you don't know anything, clean as a blank paper, and sometimes I feel that you understand everything, and everything can't press you." Although you didn't grow up in the world, you don't have the smell of books, but you have the purity that the children of the family don't have, although you are with the untouchables, but you have never given up on yourself, and you are still tenacious, which may be the reason why I have never forgotten you, even if you meet again, you have not changed at all. β
I'm fluttering, am I that good? Haha, I couldn't help but grin.
"Fool." Tian Luo's disgusted whisper interrupted my self-absorption.
"Ahem, so what you like should be my character." I asked, Feng Ruochen nodded, "Let's straighten it out, shall we?" I think the main reason why you like my character is that because you can't do it yourself, you envy me for such an informal life, so you envy me, not like me. "I'm going to talk nonsense to see if I can make him stunned.
Feng Ruochen thought about it seriously and replied, "Maybe." β
I smiled and nodded: "To answer a few questions, have you ever seen me pick my nose?" Have you ever seen me pick at my stinky feet? Ever seen me fart? My remarks made Feng Ruochen frown deeply.
"I've seen them all." Tian Luo is so dead and whispering, if he was standing next to me at this moment I must have kicked him into the river, how could I have done those things? Saying this is obviously to scare Feng Ruochen, and I don't know what to do with the stinky snails to ruin my reputation.
Feng Ruochen didn't seem to know how to answer, and I continued with satisfaction: "So, you know me, I may still snore when I sleep, and maybe there are some vices that I haven't even discovered myself." β
"Very self-aware." Why is the snail so verbose today, I can't help but throw the cloth bag at the bridge railing "bang", it's time to stop!
After dealing with the snails, I continued: "So, you have always said that you like me, but I don't think so, I don't talk to you, you open your mouth is poetry and songs, my mouth is full of rough words, you live an elegant life with a strong fragrance of books, you don't worry about food and clothing, welcome and send back are everyone's children, I have to worry about not having suitable warm clothes every winter before this year, we are not the same kind of people from the beginning, yes, I also considered you at the beginning," looking at Feng Ruochen's hesitant eyes, I thought about it and continued: "After all, I haven't been loved by anyone since I was a child, and suddenly there is such a top-notch son who favors me and says that it is false not to be tempted, but, don't you literati have a saying, 'Rather lack than excess', when we came into contact, I knew that we might not be suitable. At the very least, you may not even know how many types of charcoal are used, and I really don't know what the different types of brushes are for......"
This is Xiaocui girl I, the most serious and serious speech in my life, Feng Ruochen listened quietly throughout the whole process, he probably felt the same way, otherwise it would be the same as the previous two times, and his brain would be hot and persistent.
After a long time, Feng Ruochen sighed softly: "Maybe you really said it, I, I envy you very much." He looked at me ignorantly, and smiled slightly: "Actually, the life in the capital is not better than Luohe, my uncle is busy with official affairs and rarely asks me, my aunt only cares about it, and only greetings are met a day, and only my grandmother often comes back to accompany me." In the Chinese school, there are many children of the family, some are gentle, some are rebellious, some are high, no matter the family background or the talent I am at the bottom, but I have to force myself to keep comparing, to fight. Everyone knows that I am a poor scholar from the mountains, and everyone will laugh at me for this, but in that kind of place, I can only endure it. I envy you, life is so simple, cry when you're unhappy, scold when you're angry, laugh when you're happy, I want to be a person like you, because I can't do it, so I especially want to have. But I was made clear by what you said today, everything is beautified by me, and if we are really together, there will be many problems. After saying that, he smiled wryly, "It's a pity that I may not be able to do this to you in my life." β
"Why don't I teach you?" I thought about it, naively threw out a sentence.