19 Then don't do it
Su Xiyan's family.
Su Xiyan opened the door and let Jiang Yu in.
"You do it yourself, I'll get it." After saying that, he went upstairs.
"Okay." Jiang Yu replied with a deep voice and sat down on the sofa.
After a while, Su Xiyan came down from upstairs with a box in his hand.
"What?" Jiang Yu stood up and asked.
Su Xiyan smiled and didn't speak, "You can just open it and take a look." After saying that, he handed the box over, "However, you may have forgotten, after all, it was a long time ago. ”
Jiang Yu and his gang took the box, opened it and saw that there was a jumping necklace inside, and on the top of the necklace was a little angel made of crystal glass, Jiang Yu was stunned when he saw the things inside, "This, how can this be here for you?" Jiang Yu showed surprise, and then suddenly looked at Su Xiyan angrily.
Su Xiyan didn't expect Jiang Yu to be so angry, his face was puzzled, and then he realized that he must have regretted it, after all, he likes An Qiaoqiao so much now.
"I didn't give this to Qiaoqiao, why is it here for you?" Jiang Yu clenched the necklace in his hand angrily.
"What?" Su Xiyan was also stunned at this time, "But this is the first time I came here when I was 5 years old, you gave it to me, that is, ten years ago." Su Xiyan explained anxiously, "But it's not this kind of amusement park over there, it's a very small one, behind is a forest, there is a small house in the forest, at that time I ran outside with my mother, and I just happened to meet you, and then you took me to hide in the small house, that small house is your secret base, we came over there for an afternoon, and then we came out to go home at night, and you gave me this necklace at that time, and you also said that this is a token that we will recognize in the future." ”
Jiang Yu actually believed Su Xiyan's first sentence, but he didn't know how to speak, because he recognized the little girl as An Qiaoqiao, and he violated the promise he made to Su Xiyan at that time.
Su Xiyan looked at Jiang Yu like this, thinking that he still refused to believe himself, and suddenly his heart was like ashes, "How can this be?" Why do this to me? After speaking, he squatted on the ground and sobbed silently.
Jiang Yu looked at Su Xiyan, because she was weak, but she had 168, and she was usually wearing loose clothes, and when she was standing, she felt that she had just lost a little weight and was squatting on the ground like this, and the whole person shrunk into a small ball, like an insecure child, it was very distressing to see people.
"Me." Jiang Yu didn't know what to say when he said the word 'I', so his lips were pursed.
I don't know how long it took, Su Xiyan stood up from the ground, wiped away her tears, and looked straight at Jiang Yu, "Jiang Yu, believe it or not, this thing was handed over to me by yourself, and I, Su Xiyan, don't bother to steal other people's things." After saying that, he was arrogant, even if he was down, he couldn't lose his self-esteem.
Jiang Yu looked at Su Xiyan, who was obviously uncomfortable but pretended to have nothing to do, and felt uncomfortable, holding the necklace tightly in his hand, and he was even unconscious that his hand was scratched by the angel's wings because he was holding it too tightly.
"Jiang Yu, let's go." Su Xiyan turned his back to Jiang Yu, walked a few steps and stopped, "Goodbye!" ”
Jiang Yu opened her mouth to stop her and tell her, 'I believe, I believe,' but she couldn't make a sound.
And it was because of his silence that it became the last straw that overwhelmed Su Xiyan, Su Xiyan walked upstairs with blank eyes, originally just after seeing An Qiaoqiao and Xiao An hugging each other to die and live, and then adding Jiang Yu's question under his firm thoughts, and then this moment is really certain.
Su Xiyan told herself: Now you can die.
Jiang Yu watched Su Xiyan's back disappear in his eyes, "I believe it." This sentence could be said so easily, he slowly squatted down, feeling that his heart had been hit so hard that he couldn't stand up.
Su Xiyan returned to the room and closed the door, tears couldn't help flowing down anymore, her body slid down the door and fell to the ground, crying bitterly, wanting to loudly accuse Xiao An and Jiang Yu of ruthlessness, wanting to tell her grievances loudly, and wanting to say her pain loudly. As a result, I found that I seemed to have lost my voice, I couldn't say anything, I could only cry loudly, yes, even if I said it, no one listened, no one felt sorry, I was just a person after all, and I was just a person.
At this time, Jiang Yu downstairs finally came back to his senses, ran upstairs in a disordered manner, just went up to the second floor, involuntarily slowed down, and moved to Su Xiyan's room step by step, wanting to raise his hand to knock on the door, as soon as his hand touched the door, he heard Su Xiyan's voice crying in the room, and he couldn't knock down his hand when he wanted to knock down, so he could only stand quietly at the door, listening to her crying, silently uncomfortable.
Su Xiyan in the room was still crying, as if she wanted to cry out all the sadness, sadness, sadness, and helplessness caused by what happened during this time, as if if she cried them out, these things would not have happened, she still believed that Jiang Yu recalled herself, Xiao An would accompany her every step like before, grandma would make food for herself every day, she would chat with herself, she would still be like the original, still happy, still laughing heartlessly, and teasing others every day.
"I believe in you, I believe in you, I believe in you, I believe in you......" Jiang Yu outside the room listened to Su Xiyan's crying and kept repeating this sentence, but the voice was only audible to himself.
In the end, Su Xiyan may be tired of crying, or maybe there are no tears, so she can only helplessly shrink herself into a ball, stretch out her hand and hug herself tightly, as if she will not be hurt in this way.
Jiang Yu, who was outside the door, could no longer hear a sound from the room, and stood outside the door for a while, wanting to knock on the door, but found that his head was in a mess now, even if Su Xiyan opened the door, what could he say? So he stood outside the door for a while, and decided to go back and sort out the mess of thoughts first, and quietly went downstairs and left.
Su Xiyan in the room didn't know how long she had been crying, she only knew that she was still uncomfortable, and that she was indeed a tear gone, and she laughed at herself in her heart, could it be that the tears would also flow?
I couldn't find an outlet for my discomfort, so I sat on the ground for a while.
Suddenly remembered her three brothers who were far away in City A, and got up suddenly, but because she had been lying on the ground for too long, she was weak and fell directly to the ground, but she didn't seem to feel pain, got up again, and fell again, I don't know how many times she repeated this, she could only climb downstairs step by step, and during the time, she rolled down the stairs directly from the upstairs.
She finally climbed to the landline, stretched out her hand to get the landline, because the landline was on a box next to the sofa, the box was high, and she couldn't reach it at all, so she could only use the power of the sofa to slowly prop herself up, and then slammed herself into the sofa, and then braced herself up, tried countless times, and finally took the phone.
Before I could start dialing, the phone rang first.
"Hey."
As soon as Su Xiyan picked up the phone, an eager voice sounded over there.
"Hey, baby? Is that you? As soon as Xiao An returned to the ward, he found that Su Xiyan was gone, and he searched everywhere like crazy, and the last nurse told him that Su Xiyan was out, so he called her, but found that her mobile phone had been unanswered, and finally called directly and turned off, so he could only call her home with the mentality of giving it a try, and was pleasantly surprised to find that the phone was connected.
"Yes." Su Xiyan replied weakly.
"Why are you so disobedient, running around and killing me." As soon as Xiao An heard the voice, his heart suddenly fell to the ground, and when he came back and found that she was not there, he was going crazy.
"......" Su Xiyan wanted to ask about the scene she saw in the afternoon, but she was afraid of the answer she heard, so she could only remain silent.
"Next time I'm like this, I don't want you." Xiao An didn't hear her voice, and in a moment of urgency, he blurted out this sentence without any restraint.
"Don't ...... Don't want me. Su Xiyan said in a low voice, looking in a trance.
In fact, Xiao An regretted it as soon as the words came out, but he wanted to scare her and let her stop leaving her sight without saying a word, so the voice of regret became affirmative, and he said loudly and ruthlessly, "Yes, I don't want you next time I'm like this." ”
"Then don't do it." Su Xiyan became more vulnerable, and all the voices were small.
"What?" Xiao An only knew that Su Xiyan over there had spoken, but she couldn't hear what she said, "Are you at home?" After saying this, I couldn't help laughing, I really cared about it, this is her landline, where can she be when she is not at home?
"You're good at home, I'll come to you right away."
"No, don't come." Su Xiyan heard him say that he was coming to her, and he didn't know where he got the strength to say loudly into the phone.
"What?" Xiao An was just about to leave the ward, and his footsteps froze.
"I said no, I want to be alone for the next two days." Su Xiyan continued the force and insisted, "Too many things have happened in the past few days, I want to be alone and quiet, so don't come to me for the time being." With that, he used his last strength to hang up the phone.
Xiao An on the other side of the phone listened to the silence on the phone without a trace of sound, and his heart suddenly panicked, and he came to his senses after a while.
At night.
Xiao An returned home dejected, Su Yaqin couldn't help but joke when she saw him like this, "What?" Xiao Yan dislikes you for being too clingy and ignores you? ”
As if he hadn't heard, Xiao An walked straight to the sofa and sat down.
Su Yaqin's face was inexplicable, usually her son would hear her say this, and she would refute it immediately before she finished speaking, this situation is not right today, is Xiao Yan really ignoring her son?
After a while, Xiao An spoke.
"The baby said that she wanted to be alone for the past two days, and I was not allowed to go to her." After speaking, Xiao An took the pillow on the side, hugged it tightly, and buried his head on it.
Su Yaqin didn't know how to comfort her son when she looked at her son's fragile appearance, so she patted him on the shoulder, "Also, too many things have indeed happened in the past few days, it is better for her to be quiet by herself, some things can only be figured out by herself, and others are not easy to say." ”
"Hmm." Xiao An listened to his mother's words, forced himself to calm down, and got up, "I'll go back to the room first." With that, he walked towards the room.
"Ugh." Su Yaqin looked at his negative back and shook her head helplessly.