Chapter 125: My surname is Zou
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I took out a stack of white paper from the shelf, and handed her a box of colored pencils: "Draw the situation in your dream, you don't need to draw it at a high level, but you need to be specific, and you have to draw every detail." ”
"But I don't know how to draw." Chen Chen picked up the colored pencil and made a difficulty.
"It doesn't matter, do what you can. For example, if you don't draw a bed, you can draw a box to represent the bed. But where are the people standing next to the bed, how tall are the people, and what proportion of them are portrayed realistically. "I taught her.
Chen Chen is a smart girl, and she quickly mastered the essentials and handed over the painting to me. She used 5 colors, and the use of colors was very harmonious. The painted bed and wardrobe are all general furnishings, with smooth lines. It's just that when she was drawing the "ghost", her hands kept shaking because of fear, so the lines of the "ghost" were intermittent, and the pen was very thick and hard, which showed the fear in her heart.
After looking at it carefully for a long time, I looked at Chen Chen and said slowly, "You didn't tell me the truth. Actually, you know who this female ghost is, right? ”
Chen Chen's whole body was shocked, he raised his long eyelashes and looked at me in panic, I looked at her calmly and did not flinch.
For a long time, Chen Chen was defeated in this battle of gaze, she lowered her head slightly and asked me, "How do you know?" ”
"It's in your paintings." I answered truthfully, but I won't explain it today, leaving a suspense, "It's time for our treatment." ”
"Don't," Chen Chen looked at me pleadingly, "I didn't mean to lie to you, but there are some things that I don't know about myself, so I didn't say anything." Can I renew for another hour? ”
I shook my head lightly and patted her hand: "The treatment is to be staged, step by step, in order to have a good effect. Say everything at once, and if you want to hurry, you can't reach it. I have a preliminary understanding of your situation today, and I will also think about the next diagnosis and treatment plan. And when you go back, relax, don't worry about that ghost coming to you again, if she comes again, you can see her well and draw it to me next time. Also, you sort out what happened before and after you had this dream or the change in your mindset, and tell me all these details, so that you can find the root cause. The finer the better. ”
Chen Chen was a little disappointed, but she saw that I was resolute, so she no longer insisted, and reluctantly answered me with a "good" word.
I smiled: "The first step in psychotherapy must be a relationship of mutual trust, only if you fully trust me and tell me everything, can there be follow-up treatment." ”
Chen Chen nodded, wrapped his sunglasses and scarf again, and walked out slowly like a moving piece of black wood. She was very tall and walked very gracefully, and I looked at her back, a little dazed.
This case owner makes me feel weird, but I can't say where to blame. I looked at her paintings, and the overall layout was on the downward side, projecting inner trepidation, uneasiness, anxiety and other emotions; The lines are changeable, reflecting the great pressure and changeable emotions in the heart, especially when painting the "ghost", the lines are more heavy and smooth; These are all normal. But the female ghost she painted with long hair and a cover, and most of her face was covered by hair, but she also drew ears in the hair for the female ghost, although they were also black, and it was not easy to see them mixed with the hair, but because I stared at the whole process of her painting, I saw that she used a lot of pen force to draw the ears in detail, and it was by no means a smooth drawing. Ears meant listening, and she wanted to talk to the female ghost, maybe to explain something, but she couldn't do it to draw such a picture.
She knew the female ghost, though not necessarily familiar. What's going on? This woman is very vigilant, and although she has a lot of words, none of them are superfluous, and none of them can reveal anything. I don't know when she'll be able to open up with me, and I'll be a little smoother. And when it comes to dreaming, it may have to be combined with the theory of Freud's dream, Han Muzhi is an expert in this regard, but when he thinks of looking for Han Muzhi, he has another big one and two big, forget it, think about it yourself.
Lu Zenghan came to pick me up in the evening, and I was thinking all the way and said very little. Lu Zenghan smiled: "What's wrong? I have a lot on my mind. ”
"Do you think there are ghosts in this world?" I looked at him and asked.
He was stunned for a moment, and then said lightly: "No." ”
"Are you so sure?" I hooked my lips and laughed.
"In this world, there are no ghosts, only people who are worse than ghosts." Lu Zenghan said calmly.
"I have a visitor here today, and I always dream of the same ghost. If you want to say that you have dreams day and night, it's still a bit strange to always dream one. I shook my head, it's not scientific.
"There are ghosts in dreams, either they have ghosts in their hearts, or they are ashamed in their hearts." Lu Zenghan sighed slowly like a writing expert, "I found that our ancestors were very particular about making characters, you see, I am ashamed that there is a ghost in my heart." If there is a ghost in the heart, there will be a ghost in the dream. ”
I looked at him obliquely and pouted: "It's nonsense." ”
"Then let's be serious, it's Christmas, how do you want to spend it?" Lu Zenghan asked me very seriously.
"You think you have a talent for surprises?" I looked at him with a grin.
"I'm not inspired by this foreign devil's festival." Lu Zenghan smiled lightly, "Didn't you come back from drinking foreign ink, and specially invited you to live." ”
My heart warmed slightly, and I said softly: "I don't have to live much, I can see you, just have a meal together." ”
"It's not productive." Lu Zenghan said in his mouth, but the corners of his eyes smiled dishonestly.
"What have you been up to lately? I don't see anyone. I muttered under my breath, "I can't even remember what you look like." ”
Lu Zenghan chuckled: "It's fast, it's over soon." There will be a time when you will be annoyed when you see me. ”
I pursed my lips and smiled, will it be annoying? If you look at him, you won't be annoyed.
The next day was Christmas Eve, and in the evening I asked Lu Zenghan to go to a castle hotel for dinner, and at noon I walked around the mall by myself, wanting to buy him a Christmas present. I'm not a romantic person, and I can't think of anything to give a man the right thing to give. I remember when I was in college, some of the girls in the dormitory folded stars and paper cranes for their boyfriends, and some knitted scarves for their boyfriends, but unfortunately I didn't know anything, so I decided to send him a tie after thinking about it.
I chose a blue one with gold wire, and I don't know if he likes it or not. After choosing, I sat in the coffee shop and had a drink, rested and looked out the window. But I happened to see Han Muzhi standing outside as if waiting for someone, I couldn't help but wave to him, but he looked around as if he didn't see me at all. I quickly finished my coffee and wanted to go out and say hello to him. But the person he was waiting for came, it was a tall and thin foreign man, I looked a little familiar, and before I remembered who he was, Han Muzhi and the man had already walked towards a high-end restaurant in front. I had no choice but to give up.
Night was fast approaching, and I put the gift in my bag, a little unconfident. Christmas Eve in the South City is also lively, with many restaurants waiting for seats, and the roadside is full of flashing lights and young men and women. I sat in Lu Zenghan's car and smiled slightly. I used to envy other people's youth is so blooming, although my youth came late, but it is also swaying and colorful.
The destination was a European-style castle hotel, the light strips outside were all turned on to cater for the holidays, and a tall twinkling Christmas tree stood outside the fountain at the entrance, and I looked at my ordinary clothes, as if they did not match this golden place.
Lu Zenghan didn't mind, he walked in directly with me, he booked the revolving restaurant on the top floor, and sat by the window just enough to watch the night scene of the sparkling lights of the southern city in 360 degrees. I sat there, the corners of my lips unconsciously rising.
Lu Zenghan ordered a good dish, looked at me and hooked his lips and said, "What are you smiling at?" ”
"Happy. It's a lot of fun. "I can't help but be happy.
This is a Western restaurant, the appetizer came up, but I couldn't help but take a sip of red wine first, and then my face was hot, I looked at Lu Zenghan and smiled: "Since I met you, it seems that the whole life has become much happier." ”
Lu Zenghan smiled and said nothing, a trace of melancholy and worry crossed between his eyebrows, but he swept away it after only a moment: "It's good to be happy." ”
I hesitated for a moment, took the gift out of my bag, and put it on the table: "Give it to you, see if you like it or not." ”
"And gifts?" Lu Zenghan was a little surprised, opened the box, and a smile on the corner of his lips couldn't help but smile, "It's good, it's good." ”
Looking at his unbearable expression, I knew that the color was not well chosen, and I asked with some embarrassment, "Is this bad?" When I watch boys on TV, they wear this color. ”
"You would say, it's on TV." Lu Zenghan said with a smile, "Except for celebrities and KTV managers, who is so bright?" ”
"I don't like it." I reached out to get the gift back, "I'll change it." "The first time I gave a gift, I was embarrassed. This guy is too, can't he give face.
Who would have thought that Lu Zenghan's hand was much faster than mine, as soon as my hand was raised, he had already put the tie in his hand, stood up and said with a smile: "I'll go change it." You are not allowed to go back on it. ”
I pouted at him, but smiled happily.
Lu Zenghan went to the bathroom to tie his tie, and I picked up the red wine glass in my seat, looking at the neon lights of the southern city under my feet, and my heart was full of sweetness. I didn't expect that I could have such a happy holiday.
The opposite side darkened for a while, and sat down with a person, I subconsciously thought that Lu Zenghan was back, and turned my head excitedly, and the smile on my face froze. Sitting opposite was a man in his fifties, with well-maintained skin, looking pampered and living a good life. Wearing a casual top, he looked at me with deep meaning in his eyebrows.
He's a little familiar, he must have seen him somewhere lately, and I was thinking about it, and he had already spoken, "We're meeting again." ”
I suddenly remembered the man I saw when I ran to the balcony to cry at Xia Mengci's engagement ceremony. Although this man is not ugly, there is a murderous aura between his eyebrows and eyes, which makes people dare not look directly. I hurriedly looked behind him, why didn't Lu Zenghan come back?
"Since we can see each other again, it's fate. Let's get to know each other first, my surname is Zou. The man spoke again, his voice flat but sharp.