Chapter 55 What is it?
"Don't be sentimental, you're not my boyfriend at all!"
Xiao Bai looked at the text messages on his mobile phone in a daze, his mind was empty, and he felt as if he had been hollowed out by something.
This is Xiao Bai's first love, a long-distance relationship, this text message was sent by Xiao Bai's girlfriend, and it was sent by Xiao Bai's cherished girlfriend.
Yesterday was Qixi Festival, but because the two of them got along in different places, there was no way to spend the Qixi Festival together, and Xiao Bai didn't call his girlfriend because he was busy and had low self-esteem in his heart, so he sent her a text message today: "I'm sorry, because I was too busy yesterday, I feel that I really didn't fulfill the responsibilities that a boyfriend should do!" ”
Then she replied to Xiao Bai with such a text message, seeing this text message, Xiao Bai felt a little blocked in his heart, he didn't know what the situation was, but he didn't want to pay attention to it.
Because Xiao Bai feels very tired, very tired, this girlfriend was met by Xiao Bai when he returned to his hometown for the New Year, so they are fellow countrymen, she is a top student of a famous university, and Xiao Bai is just a general worker on the assembly line!
So Xiao Bai didn't dare to tell her about her work, and Xiao Bai also felt that she was a little unworthy of her, so she kept working hard, very hard. Writing novels, setting up stalls, Xiao Bai has tried, all tried, things that can make money, Xiao Bai has tried, and part-time Xiao Bai has also done it.
But it's just Xiao Bai's dream, after doing it, Xiao Bai found that he can't make a fortune at all, Xiao Bai at this time is very confused, can he really succeed in the future?
Can you really accompany her?
Xiao Bai actually had time to call her yesterday, but Xiao Bai didn't call, why? Xiao Bai didn't know, but in fact, what Xiao Bai knew in his heart was that he just didn't want to admit it, he just didn't want to fight, because this kind of self was not what Xiao Bai wanted at all, he wanted to marry her in the future, so he didn't talk sweetly like other men, because Xiao Bai didn't want to waste time on this.
But after a Chinese Valentine's Day, I can't help but not contact my girlfriend, so I sent this text message today, and Xiao Bai has been preparing a Qixi Festival gift for her.
According to Xiao Bai's script, she shouldn't have cared after sending her this text message, because she also knew that the two of them were in a long-distance relationship, and she had no way to understand herself, and then Xiao Bai sang the song she had practiced for a long time, but it was a pity that she ......
The reality is too skinny, and it doesn't follow Xiao Bai's script at all.
Xiao Bai was very tired and tired, after turning off his mobile phone, lying on the bed, looking at the ceiling, he could see the narrow wall in his spare light, looking at the room where he lived, Xiao Bai fell into confusion, Xiao Bai didn't know where his future was!
The earth does not revolve around anyone, life still has to go on......
However, Xiao Bai fell into a period of confusion, going to work day after day, getting off work, changing jobs, looking for opportunities, but he was born in the countryside, he was alone, where would there be opportunities!
Ten years have passed......
After these ten years, Xiao Bai's life has not changed at all, it is still the same as before, nothing has changed, he still has nothing, nothing has been accomplished, Xiao Bai sometimes, she can't help but hallucinate, if she hadn't broken up with herself and hadn't left herself, maybe her life would be different.
It's a pity that there is no if, those lost pasts will never be able to jump out and change the sad ending that happened today!
In the past ten years, too much has happened, in fact, in the middle, he and her are still in contact, and he also tried to redeem it, but unfortunately, at that time, he didn't understand, so he missed it again, maybe now it can be said goodbye!
In the past ten years, Xiao Bai has made a lot of efforts, starting a business, getting promoted, changing jobs, too much, but these are not what Xiao Bai wants, in fact, Xiao Bai doesn't know what he wants, Xiao Bai feels that he is at an original point, and he keeps trying to escape, but in the end, all his efforts are just going around in circles!
Xiao Bai also thought about changing himself, traveling, yuepao, clubbing, and having a girlfriend, all of which Xiao Bai tried, but in the end, he was still in the same place.
Now, ten years later, Xiao Bai decided to go home, to his hometown, to the place where he started.
Xiao Bai also knows what kind of situation he will face when he goes back, but Xiao Bai is tired, really tired, and he may live an ordinary life in his hometown in the future!
After all, he is nearly thirty years old, but he has never fulfilled his filial piety, Xiao Bai used to hate his parents a little, why didn't he support himself at all, but now, Xiao Bai understands that after going out for ten years, his mother has never asked him for a penny, which is already the greatest support!
You must know that my father passed away when I was 12 years old, and my mother, who didn't understand anything and only had a primary school education, worked hard to bring herself up and live alone, how difficult it was! I never thought about this before!
It's a pity that the son who has achieved nothing will be disappointed when he returns! You'll be laughed at by your relatives, I'm sorry, Mom, my son wants to disappoint you!
I want to ask Xiao Bai what his biggest gain over the years is! Maybe it's the heart that has been hurt by the vicissitudes of life!
If someone asks Xiao Bai, do you still believe in love? In the past, Xiao Bai would be silent.
Now Xiao Bai will smile, and then tell the other party that he doesn't believe it.
If you ask why.
Xiao Bai, who has matured, will tell the other party the jokes he has read on the Internet in a serious manner:
"It's been a long time ago, at that time, I was still in kindergarten, and I fell in love with a little girl, and one day, when I was eating a lollipop, she saw it, and she asked me, can I give it to her, and I said yes, but I have to kiss it, and the girl she agreed, and then I gave her the lollipop. Who knows, after she ate the lollipop, she ran away ......! Since then, I don't believe in love anymore! ”
This is Xiao Bai's standard answer to this kind of question, but who knows what Xiao Bai really thinks in his heart?
Xiao Bai, who was sitting on the train, was full of thoughts, holding his chin, looking out of the window with his eyes in a daze, looking at the scenery receding rapidly, but Xiao Bai's heart couldn't calm down, thinking about how to face his family, how to face his mother, and his relatives after he went back, what should he do!
But there was nothing he could do, gradually, Xiao Bai closed his eyes, and in a daze, Xiao Bai felt that he was back at home, looked at by his mother's heartache, looked at by the contemptuous eyes of his relatives, spurned by others, gossiped behind his back, and said that it was useless.
Xiao Bai can see and perceive these.
"Go down! Go down! Go down!!! ”
Suddenly, Xiao Bai was awakened, and there was a tsunami-like commotion in his ears.
Xiao Bai looked at it blankly, and saw that below, it was densely packed with people, all sitting below, and he was sitting on a stage, sitting in front of a piano.
And those heckling spectators are bombarding themselves!
Suddenly, a pain in his head came, and Xiao Bai felt that there were suddenly many, many memories in his mind!
【2018 Coolest Entertainment】
【Standard Edition Introduction】Lost love, woke up, but found that he had come to a parallel world similar to the earth, this is not the point, the point is that Xiao Bai is actually on the stage!
I don't want to be a star, you forced me!
If you want to be cool, I hope to understand the truth of wanting to promote and suppress first, and there is a little bit of depression in the early stage! Please look forward to the time when the main character is awesome!
The slogan of this book is: only more cool, not the most happy!
(The author really wants to use the word YY, but I feel that I can't keep up with the times, so I have no choice but to give up.) Add a sentence, a product of entertainment, invite you to a product! "What's the situation?" I went up for a few minutes, and I didn't make a sound! ”
In the studio, the director is getting angry! If this wasn't a live broadcast, he would definitely go on stage and drive the contestants down!
"Why are all the players being selected now?"
The four tutors sitting in the audience were also whispering!
"I don't know, it's almost half the accompaniment! I don't know what's going on with this player! ”
"Maybe I'm scared, after all, it's the first live broadcast!"
And in the audience, there was still a coaxing to Xiao Bai to go down!
And in the lounge, a handsome young man showed a smile on the corner of his mouth, this person is Zhou Jianwei, he has always held a grudge against Xiao Bai, if it weren't for this Xiao Bai, he wouldn't have been squeezed out, and finally it was the resurrection match, and he stood here again.
That's why he has always held a grudge against Xiao Bai, and now he is naturally happy to see Xiao Bai unlucky!
……
And Xiao Bai on the stage is still sorting out the extra memories in his mind.
It turned out that he was taking the train home, and suddenly came to a place called Shui Lanxing, and the boy he possessed was also called Xiao Bai, "What's the situation?" I went up for a few minutes, and I didn't make a sound! ”
In the studio, the director is getting angry! If this wasn't a live broadcast, he would definitely go on stage and drive the contestants down!
"Why are all the players being selected now?"
The four tutors sitting in the audience were also whispering!
"I don't know, it's almost half the accompaniment! I don't know what's going on with this player! ”
"Maybe I'm scared, after all, it's the first live broadcast!"
And in the audience, there was still a coaxing to Xiao Bai to go down!
And in the lounge, a handsome young man showed a smile on the corner of his mouth, this person is Zhou Jianwei, he has always held a grudge against Xiao Bai, if it weren't for this Xiao Bai, he wouldn't have been squeezed out, and finally it was the resurrection match, and he stood here again.
That's why he has always held a grudge against Xiao Bai, and now he is naturally happy to see Xiao Bai unlucky!
……
And Xiao Bai on the stage is still sorting out the extra memories in his mind.
It turned out that he was taking the train home, and suddenly came to a place called Shui Lanxing, and the boy he possessed was also called Xiao Bai!