188. Have you ever had a heartache?
Zhu Ling silently followed behind Tang Muchen, watching him look at the depressed leaves stupidly, and didn't take a step forward for a while. He didn't dare to ask, nor did he dare to disturb, so he could only accompany him in silence.
The wind continued to blow, blowing Tang Muchen's brocade robe hunting, blowing his long hair flying all over the sky, and blowing his handsome face full of sadness. He stood alone in the wind, staring at the empty wilderness in a daze, his gaze deep and desolate.
The wind blew violently, sweeping through the gaps in his brocade robe. He only felt that every inch of his skin was slowly getting colder, and the pain in his heart was like a knife climbing to his body little by little, and finally taking possession of his entire body.
It's cold, it's so cold, he just feels a chill in his bones. But he didn't want to give in, he stood stubbornly against the wind, he was torturing himself, at least this would make him feel better.
Zhu Ling looked at his lonely back and thought of the lone wolf on the grassland. Before meeting his wife, he was alone, decisive and never hesitated. But now, he began to rely on his heart, his heart to think, and his heart to think. His piece of ice melted by her gentleness and thoughtfulness, he would laugh, he would be jealous, and he would consider the other party, but he didn't know whether to be happy or worried.
"Have you ever had a heartache?" After a long time, he opened his mouth and said the first sentence after ignoring the princess's palace, and when he spoke, he still looked into the distance, as if asking the bamboo spirit, and as if asking himself.
Zhu Ling wanted to speak and stopped, but unfortunately shook his head in the end. Later, when he thought that he couldn't see it at all, he immediately whispered that he hadn't seen it before.
After listening to his answer, Tang Muchen seemed to smile, but the smile was very bitter. Zhu Ling didn't know what he was laughing at, laughing at his ignorance, or laughing at him for being too affectionate?
Tang Muchen sighed softly and did not speak. He suddenly remembered what Su Xiaojin said, if he hadn't been moved, he wouldn't have heartache, and there would be no so-called loss. This is what Xiao Yun said when she forced him to marry herself. She also said that she understood Xiao Yun, but she didn't approve of it. Feelings should be mutually pleasing, not a one-person story.
He lowered his head slightly, looked at the mess of weeds under his feet, and made up his mind to do something.
"Let's go." Finally, he flicked his sleeves and strode away.
Zhu Ling didn't dare to delay, and immediately followed him out of the palace gate, mounted his horse, and ran into the distance.
"Now is not the time for you to be shy, tell me, do you really like Su Xiaoqian or don't want to get married." Su Xiaojin stared at Xiao Yu's eyes and asked seriously.
Xiao Yu blushed and nodded, afraid that she would misunderstand what she meant, so she added that she liked Su Xiaoqian.
Su Xiaojin nodded, this is better. As long as the princess is willing to make up her mind, things will be much easier.
However, my father does not agree with my sister choosing a son-in-law at the moment. Moreover, since the beginning of our dynasty, Princess Gege has been an excellent candidate for the saint to use to win over the courtiers, and Taizu has already acquiesced to the fact. The second prince, Xiao Wenxuan, couldn't help but speak.
As far as he knew, the women of the imperial family had no choice. Earlier, the imperial grandmother was married to the ancestors, the imperial aunt was married to the Huns, and now the imperial sister Xiao Yunxia was married to the northern grassland tribes, which one can escape their fate?
When Xiao Yu heard him say this, the hope that had just been ignited in his eyes was shattered again. She clenched her silver teeth, unconsciously stirring the handkerchief in her hand, not knowing whether to cry or laugh.
Born in the emperor's family, is it her blessing or her sin?
"It's not all like that. Life is short, if you marry someone you don't love, won't you feel that the long road is long and no one understands? Marriage is a matter of two people, and you can't overbearing your happiness just because you are a princess. Su Xiaojin resolutely objected.
She didn't instigate the princess to resist, but she knew that she had a heart, and it was really hateful that the emperor insisted on going his own way. Thinking of the era I live in, not to mention the freedom of love and the equality of men and women, where is it like this evil old society!
"Huang Eniang said that everyone has a life. All I can do is be obedient and follow the arrangement of fate. Xiao Yu cried and shook her head, she knew she couldn't hide.
Fang Xin secretly promised, what if she refused to obey, in the end, it was still a bamboo basket to draw water, everything was just her foolish dream.
"Qian'er has been smart and upright since she was a child, and she is definitely someone that the princess can rely on. It's just that he came from a poor background and has no parents, so it is natural for His Majesty not to agree. However, you have to be careful, Qian'er is just one chance away, one chance to prove herself. As long as the emperor is willing, he is no worse than any official in the court. Su Xiaojin took the princess's arm and said sincerely.
Su Xiaoqian is her younger brother, and she knows best. This guy is not only kind in his heart, but also wants to dedicate his strength to the common people wholeheartedly. He always said that officials must be honest and honest, so that the people can live and work in peace and contentment. If the emperor is mediocre and incompetent, the officials can no longer be fair and honest, and the people can only survive in dire straits.
However, since he was a child, because of poor food and clothing, his body was weak, and he could not lead troops to kill the enemy like a military attaché, and he was famous for defeating the enemy with one move. Every time he was in the royal training ground, he was very envious when he saw the heroic appearance of other soldiers.
He always said that a good man has ambitions in all directions, and he must not be a person who steals his life. Xiao Yu, you have read poetry and books since you were a child, and you are smart and clever, so you naturally understand his painstaking loneliness. You are a beauty, he is a hero, aren't you a match made in heaven? ”
is worthy of Su Xiaojin, praising her younger brother is full of praise, Xiao Wenxuan looked at her radiant appearance, he couldn't wait to be a woman, so he could marry Su Xiaoqian!
Xiao Yu listened carefully, the more he listened, the happier he became, and the more he listened, the more determined he became. Su Xiaojin's words today gave her a reassurance. I believe that Su Xiaoqian is also sincere to himself, otherwise he would not let his sister who is pregnant with Liujia make a special trip.
"This was made by Xiao Qian himself. He repeatedly told me to give it to you with my own hands. Su Xiaojin took out a double-eared emerald jade bottle from his sleeve and stuffed it into the princess.
"What is this?" Xiao Yu naturally had never seen this kind of canned powdery object, so he put it in his hand and looked at it over and over again.
"Bathing fragrance powder." Su Xiaojin is talking nonsense, of course, it's just that she chose a name herself. She invented it, and it all depends on her mood.
Xiao Yu opened the letter suspiciously, put it in his nose and sniffed it gently, and suddenly the fragrance of rose petals and osmanthus came to his nose, and the fragrance soon dyed the whole house, and everyone only felt that the dark fragrance was floating, and they couldn't help but feel happy.
"It's a nice thing, I like it." Xiao Yu couldn't put it down. She clutched the bottle in both hands and clutched it to her chest, her face showing the shyness of a girl.
As a princess, I have never seen any rare treasures, but I didn't expect Su Xiaoqian to be able to make such a pleasing object, which shows how important he is in his heart!