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"Yes, in fact, I won't hide it from you, every time I go to see Su Xiyan, I feel that I like her even more, but as you know, my relationship with Su Xiyan is not very good." An Xiaoyu smiled helplessly, and then felt that what she said just now was not right, so she hurriedly spoke, "It's not that the relationship is not very good, but how to say it?" It's that our relationship is very complicated, after all, I like Xiao An, Xiao An likes Su Xiyan, and Su Xiyan also" An Xiaoyu hesitated here for a moment, and then continued, "She should also like Xiao An, just like you said before, they are only because there are some misunderstandings, so they are not together, but I believe that as long as the misunderstanding between them is solved, then they will be together." ”
"But do you think that something like that has happened to you and Xiao An now, can we Xiao Yan really be with Xiao An?" Fu Xiaoxiao said here and looked at An Xiaoyu curiously, she didn't know what she was thinking in her heart now, she could actually say that as long as the misunderstanding between Xiao An and Su Xiyan was solved, then they would be together, didn't she like Xiao An very much? It's all about doing something like that for the sake of being with Xiao An, and it feels weird to say it now.
"I" An Xiaoyu heard Fu Xiaoxiao's words, and suddenly didn't know what she should say, what did she mean by this? I heard what they said just now, didn't they mean that they knew that there was something wrong with what happened to Xiao An last night? It's not interesting to say that now.
"Okay, Xiaoxiao." Lu Xiaoman saw that An Xiaoyu couldn't say a word because of Fu Xiaoxiao's words, and hurriedly opened his mouth to stop Fu Xiaoxiao from continuing, "Actually, we came to you today just to talk about you and Xiao An." ”
"What about me and Xiao An?" An Xiaoyu felt a little confused for a moment, then she turned her head to look at Lu Xiaoman, and said in a low tone, "Don't you all know about me and Xiao An?" I don't think if it's about that, then there's nothing to talk about between us at all, right? You are so smart, how can you not know the truth about what happened between me and Xiao An last night? So I said, if you want to talk to me about this, then there is really no need for this, and everyone is just embarrassing to say it. ”
Gao Xiang looked at An Xiaoyu and asked seriously, "An Xiaoyu, in fact, I'm still quite curious, how can you like Xiao An so much?" Xiao An is so good, deserves that you like him so much? ”
When An Xiaoyu heard Gao Xiang's question, she was stunned for a moment, and then carefully recalled when she began to like Xiao An, and how she got to where she is today.
In his memory, An Xiaoyu still remembers that at the beginning, when he knew that Xiao An had been looking for a girl, he was full of curiosity about that girl, and then he slowly began to approach Xiao An, but at that time, Xiao An refused to approach him every time, he showed that he didn't want to be close, and he could even say that he hated his approach, but even if he knew that his approach to him made him very unhappy, he couldn't control it. At first, I felt very disliked, and then I thought about it, anyway, everyone is a stranger, so what do you care about his affairs, it's not interesting to talk about yourself.
But every time I saw Xiao An so persistently looking for the girl named Su Xiyan, and then knew about Xiao An and Su Xiyan from the mouths of those around him, I was very moved, and then I also began to think that girl really didn't know what to do, there was a boy who liked her so much, she actually didn't cherish it well, but ran away from him, if he was himself, then how could he not leave the boy who liked him so much.
I don't know when this idea took root in An Xiaoyu's heart, and then he gave birth to the idea of replacing Su Xiyan, in fact, many times when a person only has such a small idea about a thing or a person, then this idea will continue to take root and sprout, slowly grow strongly, and finally reach the point where he can't control it.
"In fact, when I was studying, after becoming a student with Xiao An, I have been hearing the story of Xiao An and Su Xiyan, coincidentally, when I first transferred to Xiao An's class, it was also when Su Xiyan just left Xiao An, so at that time, Xiao An has been looking for Su Xiyan, and it can even be said that he is crazy, at that time, his friends around him were persuading him not to look for it, because at that time, Xiao An did not go to school many times in order to find Su Xiyan, He went over and over again to the place where he and Su Xiyan had walked, looking for the girl who haunted him, do you know? An Xiaoyu looked at Lu Xiaoman and them, and then didn't care if they answered or not, and continued to talk to herself.
"Xiao An turned out to be such a sunny boy, at that time his interpersonal relationship at school was very, very good, 80% of the people in the school knew him, because he was cheerful and liked to help others, so many people liked him very much, and even at that time, there were many people who stood up to help Xiao An find Su Xiyan, of course, there was also because Su Xiyan's personality was also very likable, and her interpersonal relationship at that time was comparable to Xiao An. A lot of people like her too. ”
But because of her sudden departure, even leaving without anyone knowing, many people looked for her for a period of time, coupled with looking at Xiao An's decadent appearance, everyone began to blame Su Xiyan in their hearts, blaming her for turning a big boy who loved to laugh and play so much into a decadent, became not talkative, and did not like to deal with others, many times he sat alone in a corner in a silent daze, whoever talked to him, he didn't care about that person, It was as if he was the only one left in his world. ”
"Then when Xiao An continued for a while and still didn't find Su Xiyan, even their teachers and Xiao An's parents told Xiao An not to continue looking, and then Xiao An slowly stopped looking for Su Xiyan, when everyone thought that he had let go of the girl named Su Xiyan, and everyone was waiting for him to change back to the previous Xiao An, but he didn't change at all, he seemed to have a fixed personality all of a sudden, and the current appearance seemed to be his true appearance." An Xiaoyu said that it felt quite helpless here.
"At that time, I was thinking, if I was the girl who was so liked by Xiao An, then I would definitely not leave him, no matter what happened, I would never leave the side of a person who liked me so much, leaving his side was something I couldn't think of, but, I am not Su Xiyan, I am not the Su Xiyan who was crazy like by Xiao An, no matter how much I think, I don't have that possibility, so now I have been chasing him here, because I believe that time will change everythingHowever, the facts gave me a big slap in the face. An Xiaoyu said that he felt very bitter in his heart, he really liked Xiao An, for the sake of himself to give up a lot of his own things, even his own ideals, he wanted to go to the art academy in City C at that time, but because Xiao An was here, he would follow him here without hesitation.
"I didn't expect that Su Xiyan, who had disappeared from Xiao An's world without a trace, would actually meet him here, but after the meeting, Su Xiyan actually forgot Xiao An, in fact, I was angry when I first knew, but at the same time I was angry with a trace of undeniable happiness in my heart, I even felt that my opportunity had come, I thought that since you Su Xiyan didn't cherish a boy who liked you so much, then I came, I can hold the boy you don't cherish in the palm of my hand, I feel it so much, I like it, I went to Xiao An, when I knew that Su Xiyan didn't remember him. An Xiaoyu said that her vision began to become blurry here, as if she had returned to that day, after knowing that Su Xiyan didn't remember that Xiao An who liked her so much, she went to find Xiao An with joy.
But when Xiao An saw himself, there was no movement in his eyes at all, no matter what he said about Su Xiyan at that time, Xiao An didn't pay attention to himself, except when he said bad things about Su Xiyan, Xiao An's expression at that time is still vivid.
"Xiao An, be sober, Su Xiyan doesn't like you at all, she is such a bad girl, how can you like such a girl? She's not worthy of your liking at all, she's just a disgusting person! Originally, An Xiaoyu had prepared a lot of words to complain to Xiao An, but before he could say these words, he was viciously interrupted by Xiao An, who had been ignoring him.
"Shut up! Who gave you the right to say bad about the baby? Xiao An's face was expressionless, looking at An Xiaoyu indifferently in his eyes, his hands clenched into fists tightly, as if he would rush up and beat up the self who said bad things about Su Xiyan in the next second.
"I'm telling you, no matter what time it is between me and the baby, it's not your turn to point fingers, I like her, I like her so much that I like her very much no matter how she treats me, so, please stay away from me in the future, please don't meddle with me and the baby, my previous attitude towards you has always been very clear, I don't like you, and it can even be said that I don't like you very much!" Xiao An's expressionless mouth said words like knives, and stabbed at An Xiaoyu fiercely, showing no mercy at all.