"Let's break up." I said quietly. This time I really made up my mind.

"Why?" Lu Zenghan looked at me fixedly, but he was not surprised.

"Breaking up, it's good for both of us. We can't continue with this situation. I let out a long sigh, feeling as if I was being swallowed up little by little. I don't want to say this, but this kind of formal continuation and substantive indifference is more painful than a breakup.

"We, who are you referring to?" Lu Zenghan asked, but his voice was not slow.

"I, you," I paused, "and my sister." She may be in another maelstrom now, and only you can save her and help her. If it weren't for me, you probably could have been more tacit and closer. ”

"Do you mind the relationship between me and your sister—" Lu Zenghan pondered the wording and said, "We are familiar with each other, isn't it?" ”

"How familiar are you?" I couldn't help but smile sadly, "You guys are still very affectionate and tacit. I'm not jealous, though. ”

I looked at Lu Zenghan and said seriously: "If I change to anyone and renew the relationship with you, I will not give up, I will fight to the end." But my sister is different, I can't fight with her. ”

My sister's dependence on him a little bit, his affection for his sister, I can't turn a blind eye. Growing up, my sister gave me all the good things, and I couldn't rob her of things.

"You mean, you're going to give me to your sister?" Lu Zenghan's eyes finally had a hint of coolness, and he hooked his lips and laughed at himself, "It seems that I am nothing in your heart." ”

I shook my head: "It's not a gift." But between you, there is no place for me at all. After a pause, I said slowly, "My sister may have misunderstood you before, but I can see that she is starting to trust you now. When Lu Zenghan asked her sister to stop acting rashly, she promised very sincerely.

I went on to say, "If you can give her stability, give her happiness, let her come out of the depression of the past, I can give up anything." After saying this, I felt like my whole person was empty.

Lu Zenghan looked at me carefully for a long time as if he didn't know me, frowned and asked, "Is your sister so important in your heart?" Important enough that you can give up everything? ”

"Yes." I replied to him without hesitation, "She has already done so much for me." ”

Lu Zenghan hooked his lips, didn't say anything, and said after a while: "Do you think your mentality is healthy?" From your sister's point of view, she has done so much for you because she wants you to be happy, not to get a dead man who has given everything for her and repaid with his life, right? ”

Dead? Lu Zenghan's name is very classical, but it is very appropriate. I couldn't help but ask myself, was I really wrong? It's a tough question. When my sister and I had conflicting interests, I insisted, that is, I was selfish, I gave up, and I failed my sister again. What a dead knot. Unless, ask Lu Zenghan for his choice. If Lu Zenghan chooses his sister and I give up, it will not be considered a dead man's gratitude, and if Lu Zenghan chooses me, it will not be considered my selfishness. Thinking of this, I plucked up the courage to ask Lu Zenghan: "Then what if you have a choice?" ”

After asking, I regretted it a little, I put my sister and myself on a wire rope, and it was up to him to decide. If he chooses me, what will my sister do? Why should I leave the choice to Lu Zenghan?

But as it turned out, my worries were unfounded. Lu Zenghan thought for a long time before he said slowly: "No matter what, my previous feelings for you were sincere. ”

I was stabbed hard and asked, "What about now?" ”

He smiled faintly: "It's not early, you can rest first." Tomorrow the police may be going to ask you for questioning. With that, he walked slowly to the second bedroom, a room he hadn't slept in since we had met.

I returned to the master bedroom. Sitting on the bed, I smiled sadly. He's probably been waiting for this breakup for a long time, right? He has been waiting since the day his sister came back. I'm just a substitute, even if he says that his feelings for me are sincere, it is just feelings that should not be there during the substitution period, and it will still lead to his struggled feelings.

But I'm serious! I am trying my best to love, the Mid-Autumn Moon that accompanied him all night outside, the starry sky and the sea on Gucuo Island, including the dice necklace around my neck, can prove how hard I work and how hard I love him. But why is this the end?

My heart hurts so much, it turns out that my heart hurts to the extreme, and I can't breathe freely. I panicked and grabbed the tissue box on the bedside table, it was paper, I unconsciously tore the box open, the tear part was very sharp, I slashed at my arm, one was not enough, I repeated seven or eight strokes, and finally two blood stains appeared, watching the blood swarm out of the wound like small droplets, I finally breathed a sigh of relief. The panic just now also disappeared with the bloodstains. Self-harm can relieve pain, and I have known it in cases for a long time, but I only knew that it worked because I experienced it firsthand. I lay on the pillow and fell asleep.

I woke up the next morning and felt much more comfortable than last night. Walking out of the living room, Lu Zenghan had already finished his breakfast, looked at me and said, "Get up early, let's eat together." ”

"Nope." I smiled politely at him, "I'll go to the criminal police team, so the police don't have to look for me." I'm going to do something for Yingying too. ”

"It's fine. I'll send you there. Lu Zenghan nodded.

"No, I can myself—" I had just said a word, but he interrupted me, "or I'll send you myself?" ”

"Then you should send someone. Thanks a lot. I politely finished and walked to the door to change my shoes. Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and smiled helplessly, and made a call.

When I got downstairs, there was already a car waiting for me, and the driver was the guy who picked me up yesterday. Sitting in the car, I was in a daze all the way.

When I arrived at the criminal police team, as soon as the white team saw me, he said, "I was looking for you to record a confession, and I was really busy." ”

I looked around: "What about Yang Yize?" ”

"Give him a few days off." The white team sighed, "It's really-alas! ”

"Then I'll go see him later." My heart was sour, and my voice was shaking, "Did you say when the funeral is?" ”

"It's early. An autopsy must be done to determine the murder weapon, that is, the model of the pistol, and then to trace the source of the gun and other clues to locate the murderer. The white team's voice was also fierce, and he said to me, "Okay, Mr. Xin, let's go and record a confession." ”

"White team," I hesitated, "I came to you, there is something wrong. I remember the events of that day in general, but I really can't remember a lot of details. So, maybe I need to find a professional psychologist to help me hypnosis in order to provide more clues. Is it easy for you to find here? "I originally wanted to find Han Muzhi, but he has been anxious about Yingying's affairs recently, and he was also full of new fatigue when I mentioned it to him last time. I had to find someone else.

"And that kind of thing." The white team shook his head and said, "Then we'll record it once, and then I'll go to a psychologist, and there is a psychological team in the sub-bureau." ”

I nodded in agreement. The White Team found another policeman to record a statement. But as expected, my confession made the white team shake their heads, and when they arrived at the parking lot, the murderer came out of somewhere, and I was not sure about the physical characteristics and the process of committing the crime, and I didn't even remember the physical characteristics of the murderer at all. The white team repeatedly reminded for a long time, and finally said helplessly: "It's better to wait for me to find a suitable expert, and you can come again." Your confession is important, this murderer was premeditated, and completely avoided the probe in that parking lot. ”

I nodded guiltily. At this moment, the white team answered the phone, talked for a while, and said to me, "You'll go to see Yang Yize later, right?" ”

"Yes." I answered.

"Just now there was a call from the other side of the evidence, and someone called from Yingying's mobile phone, saying that the custom-made ring was ready, and asked her to get it. I don't think Yang Yize's mood is very good, you go and get it and bring it to him. "I'll ask them to give you a certificate to bring and take the ring." ”

"Okay." I remember the last time I discussed rings, Yang Yize also asked me for help on what ring is good. Now that things are wrong, my eyes can't help but turn red.

A short time later, a policeman came over and handed me a letter of introduction that the white team had given way, and I went out and took a taxi according to the address on the back of the letter.

This is a DR store in a large shopping mall in the south of the city. There are a lot of luxury brands in this mall, and I was a little stunned when I looked at the "DR" sign, why do everyone like to order rings in this store? Is it just because I love only one person in my life? But why is the person who sets this ring either born or died?

I walked in with heavy steps, I think someone from the criminal police team had already contacted them, and when I explained the reason, the person in charge of the store received me very carefully and politely, and gave me the ring that Yingying had set. A thirty-point ring with a very good clarity cut, less than twenty thousand. Yingying is kind after all, and she didn't really change the budget of 20,000 yuan into 50,000 yuan. When a girl meets her beloved, all the necessities become a formality, and it will not really embarrass the person she loves.

I received the ring, and suddenly I thought of my sister's ring, thought for a moment and asked, "I have a ring number here, can I find out who set it?" ”

The person in charge was a little embarrassed: "The customer's information is confidential. ”

"It's needed to investigate the case." My voice tried to be steady, "I'm not going to give away information casually." ”

After all, I was carrying a letter of introduction from the criminal police team, and without knowing my identity, the person in charge thought for a while and said, "Okay. Please provide the number below. ”

I said the number of the 5-carat diamond ring that I had written down in Lu Zenghan's house, and the man typed it on the computer and said, "This ring has been set for some days, more than four years, less than five years ago." ”