I don't like men, it's just that the person I like happens to be the same gender as me.

I met you two years ago, your job is architectural design, I am just a small white-collar worker, it can be said that it is love at first sight.

When I first met, I asked for your contact information, and I am very glad and grateful that you did not reject me, so that my first step was not so embarrassing.

I can only look at your WeChat avatar quietly, I don't dare to click in to chat with you, I know that we are not so familiar with each other.

I don't know what you thought at the time, but we just got together somehow anyway. Then I wished that the month was going to pass every day, just because I wanted us to be together, and because I missed your arms.

I think we have a special relationship, and I try very hard to hope that we can get to know each other better and never have a day when we are separated.

We have been separated and troubled, and in the end we can be reconciled as before, we are in different places, and we are not often together.

To put it bluntly, you are reluctant to give up your job, and I am reluctant to give up my job to live in each other's cities, yes, it is not easy to find a satisfactory job these days, two men like us with responsibilities on their shoulders have long passed the age of desperate love, I don't blame you, you don't blame me.

It's a different place, as long as we're together.

To be honest, in the past two years, I have been used to a lot, sleeping with the microphone, listening to your steady breathing as you fall asleep, listening to you say good morning to me, I feel that I am the happiest person in the world.

I'm a bit like a girl, I'm jealous too, and I'm eager to ..... I long to wake up every morning and see you first.

It's really hard to accept being of the same sex, including my family and most of my friends. We can see each other once a month, and we don't dare to go out hand in hand, in fact, I would like to hold your hand, but the eyes of the world do not allow me to do so.

Grievances, there are really only grievances except grievances.

Actually, I don't want much, commuting to work together, cooking together, going out hand in hand, traveling together......

However, the eyes of the world do not allow me to have these, extravagant hopes, all extravagant hopes.

I'm not wrong for loving a man, it's wrong in this society, it wants to let heterosexuality decide the survival of our same-sex, it's not fair, it's really unfair!

A week, right? I've had a typhoon here, but where are you?

Remember me?

Born in a city by the sea, living in a country full of strange eyes, I have a good life.

Tonight I drove outside alone for a long time, and there was nowhere to go, there really was nowhere to go!

Where can I go? There's no room for someone like me!

I have never been so sad about my grandmother's death, but you are the only one who makes me mourn out of control.

When the slow-paced city slows down even more, when the biting cold wind blows through the windows, the people outside the window toss and turn; When the typhoon passes, when the neon lights dim, do you miss me?

Actually, I like snow, even if I'm afraid of the cold. It's like I like you, even though I know we can't.

An old love story will become a new love story if you change it to another person.

Panic, panic, because it's my fault.

Do you remember the guy who watched the snow with you last year? Now he is still waiting for your return.

However, none of this matters, the important thing is that there is no going back.

Panic, a lot of panic.

The path of apostasy is difficult and sweet, and may you go far and happy.

Maybe I feel that I am burdened with the worldly vision of you, maybe I feel that the youthful time always has a beautiful vision, however, my best time is given to you, and there is no vision.

Perhaps, this society does not ridicule and exclude people like us, and we will be together for a long, long time.

Now, perhaps, the most is maybe.

Although it is difficult to have the lonely scene of Liu Hedong's 'tens of millions of loneliness', how many people have been written in Liu Zongyuan's Tibetan poems.

How many people can't say anything, and they can't give up the inferiority complex in their bones.

Now I kind of hate life without you, I never thought I liked you so much, but now, why do I have an empty heart. I remembered the feeling we had when we first met, and for the first time I understood the phrase 'Same-sex is true love'.

If it weren't for you, I wouldn't be sure, I'm going further and further down the same path.

I don't know why you, who is domineering and loves to bully me, and who are liked by so many people, are so important to me.

In the future, we may have different choices and different lives.

In the future, you may get married, have children, and have a woman who loves you.

And me?

There will be nothing.

Why is there such a thing as a breakup in the world? Why?

My friends always don't understand my feelings for you, they never know, and I don't know, what you are to me.

Last night, when I saw the circle of friends you posted, my tears fell all of a sudden, I don't know what I'm crying about, I'm a man, what qualifications do I have to cry?

Later, I cried and cried, and laughed, which was so good, and no one could annoy me, think I was sassy, think my voice was ugly, and sing badly.

I don't think there will be a second person like you in my life.

Wouldn't it be great if we could all find each other's final destination in the future?

Spoken, but can't be realized.

I thank you for supporting me for so long.

You once said: Loyalty, Obligation, Valued, Forgiveness, and the first letter of these English words are love.

I think I did, what about you?

Maybe it's because I have experienced too little and want everything.

But I don't want much, only you, if I have a choice, I will fade this man's body, so that we can be together for a long time, right?

They say that the fault between us is that we are all men, but I don't think we are wrong, the fault is this society.

It's this society that is driving us to a dead end.

If you can, I will be a woman in the next life, you are still a man, let's love again.