At some point, Ah Xi came to sit down beside him, his little head on his knees, and fiddled with his fingers in boredom.

None of them spoke, and seemed to cherish the rest of their time.

"Are you going to be mad at me? I haven't even asked you what you think. ”

When Xiaoliang was sleepy and yawning, he heard Ah Xi ask uneasily.

He thought it was particularly funny, "Are you asking this to remind me that I should say thank you?" It's nice to be able to live in a home with a car, why should I blame you? ”

Ah Xi was ignorant, he didn't mean that, he just felt that he didn't discuss it with Xiaoliang, so it was very bad......

Xiao Liang yawned exaggeratedly, "It's time to go back to sleep, the teacher will come to urge later." ”

The days of putting up with too many rules are coming to an end......

waited for the early morning of the third day, and Jin Zhenlin came to pick them up as promised.

Xiao Liang, who was carrying a small bag, only brought two clothes with him, and left everything else on his bed.

At a young age, he resolutely thought that a new life was about to begin, and everything related to the past should be abandoned, and whoever liked it should be taken.

Ah Xi smiled and gave the gifts he had distributed to several children in the same room.

This is the biggest difference between him and him, although the result is the same, Xiao Liang feels that there is no need to be friendly to people who have not had the opportunity to meet again.

With tears in her eyes, the dean told the two children to listen to their grandfather's words, she was reluctant to let each child leave from the bottom of her heart, and sincerely hoped that all children would have a happy home.

Sitting in the back of the car, Xiao Liang and Ah Xi looked back.

It was their first time in the car, and no one was overjoyed.

Seeing the dean's kind face gradually blurred, Xiao Liang pinched the corner of his clothes and told himself that he must not cry, otherwise his grandfather would be unhappy......

The dean's grandmother told me yesterday not to mention the orphanage, and no matter how much you miss the teacher here, don't let Grandpa Jin know!

Facts have proved that Jin Zhenlin is not as "stingy" as the dean feared, and later, he even funded the expansion of the orphanage many times, and encouraged Xiaoliang and Axiduo to go back to visit the dean and teachers.

Lived there for five years and have memories of being there for about three years.

I can't talk about happiness, but I still don't give up.

It was also on that day that Xiaoliang had a new name!

Regarding the name on the household registration, Jin Zhenlin explained carefully and asked for the opinions of the two children.

Xiaoliang said that he wanted to say goodbye to the past once and for all, and asked his grandfather to name him.

Ah Xi also said that he listened to his grandfather, but he hoped that he could keep the word "Xi", because it was the only memorial left by his parents to him.

So, Jin Zhenlin named the two Jin Haofeng and Jin Haoxi respectively, hoping that they would love each other like brothers and be righteous all their lives.

Jin Haofeng silently recited his name, a new life has never begun, and he was so excited that his eyes were filled with tears.

Until many years later, whenever he remembered the first parting in his life, he clearly remembered how he felt at the time, but he couldn't remember the slightest expression of Ah Xi, who was sitting next to him at that time.

Whether it is sadness, anticipation, or overjoy, it has all become a secret, sealed in the past!

…………

The rain outside continued, and there was a slight astringency in Jin Haofeng's eyes, immersed in the memory.

The bottle of wine on the piano was mostly drunk, and the clothes on his body had a damp warmth.

When he grew up, Kim Haofeng once asked Kim Hao-hee if his grandfather would regret it if he didn't agree to adopt the two of them.

Jin Haoxi shrugged with a smile, "From the moment you stood up for me, I recognized you as a friend, if I hadn't met Mingyue, then I might never regret it." But if I knew I would see her, I'm afraid I'd be a friend too. ”

Only the bright moon can make Kim Haoxi's smile burst out with an intoxicating light.

"Actually, you know, don't you?" Jin Haofeng looked around at the place where he had lived for more than ten years, "I do blame you, I am fortunate to be here for your gift, so I always feel that I owe you something." "So the moment you fell in love, I chose to give up and flee, how can I fight with you? How can they win over you? Even if the confession is one step ahead of you, the ending is still that I lose!

He didn't say the latter words, but he knew that Ah Xi must have understood what he meant, this was a tacit understanding between two men that did not need to be expressed in words.

But from then on, there was no warm boy who could see everything about him, and no wise boy who could answer his questions when he was confused......

Mingyue hated him for causing her to lose her beloved, but she never put herself in Jin Haofeng's shoes too much, and he also lost a childhood sweetheart's best friend!

Jin Haofeng smiled bitterly, he simply picked up the wine bottle and poured a sip of wine.

There was a burning pain in my stomach, and I finally didn't have to pretend desperately that I could let the tears flow uncontrollably.

The body slowly fell along the piano, Jin Haofeng looked at the cute grimace of Mingyue in the photo with misty eyes, and suddenly smiled decadently, but he was so affectionate that it was beautiful.

She was the most gorgeous encounter of his life and the greatest catastrophe of his life.

Forget when it started, his strength and his efforts are all to make Mingyue have no worries.

Even he gave up his easy life and entered the group too early to exercise himself because of her.

Although for Mingyue, he can only see the warmth of Ah Xi alone, and no matter how much he pays, it is redundant, but Jin Haofeng still has no regrets about his original choice.

Maybe there will always be such a person in your life, who will become all the meaning of your future life, feel relieved for his joy, regret for his luck, and be willing to do all his best to protect him, even if the other party does not know your contribution, and even hates you to the core, but also insists on his original belief!

It's just that Jin Haofeng, who is slightly drunk now, can't help but think, since he can't avoid him who wants to protect him, he can't find a reason to exist, what's the use of leaving a pathetic strength in vain?

Jin Haofeng smiled almost maniacally, but tears raged on his face.

The empty bottle fell from his hand, like his already broken heart, torn apart.

The breath was filled with blood, Jin Haofeng pressed against his abdomen, the surging pain completely devoured him, blood overflowed from the corners of his mouth, and his body was cold for a while.

His eyelids grew heavier and heavier, and he felt himself fall into the dark abyss step by step, powerless and unwilling to resist any longer.

Before closing his eyes, the carefree smiling face of Mingyue came to mind......

His body slowly slid towards the window, the rain wet Jin Haofeng's drooping hands, he finally didn't have to bear the ruthlessness and coldness of reality, and he could finally sleep with peace of mind.