Chapter 197: Better
Lu Zenghan, little fat man? The corners of my mouth twitched, how could it be? Looking at Lu Zenghan's slender body like a weak willow supporting the wind, I can't associate him with the little fat man anyway.
Lu Zenghan glared at Mei Zijun: "How do you want to scandalize me?" ”
Mei Zijun stood up, took two steps forward with her long legs, and said loudly: "Speaking of conscience, am I telling the truth?" Would you be 1.8 meters tall and weigh 18 meters? Like a square? ”
"You're only one hundred and eighteen." Lu Zenghan kicked Mei Zijun over, "Can I accept me at the 18th Police Academy?" I'm one hundred and sixteen at most. ”
"Listen, one hundred and six is still too thin," Mei Zijun dodged Lu Zenghan's kick and sighed, "We all want to lose 20 pounds as soon as we enter the police academy, only him, after half a year, he really looks like a square." The faces are all round. When he graduated, he was the most robust. ”
"So I can study hard in college, unlike some people who have the opportunity to go to the Normal University next door to recruit bees and butterflies, and make their marksmanship so poor." Lu Zenghan hooked his lips and glanced at Mei Zijun contemptuously.
These two people are really ruthless to each other, revealing the skin of the old bottom without mercy, listening to their black material I relish, a fat man, a prodigal son, now the prodigal son is thirty years old and almost never married, there is not even a scandal, the fat man has lost weight into a bamboo pole, I looked at Lu Zenghan's unbearable small waist, and I extremely doubted that he had one hundred and twenty pounds now, but his handsomeness was all thin, his chin was pointed and his eyes were deep, and there were edges and corners, and the taste came out. If he is a few dozen pounds fatter than now, I dare not imagine his dignity.
"Hey, fatty, do you want to mess up?" Mei Zijun landed at Zeng Han obliquely, "You were afraid of delaying Ke Qiao before, let me be a lobbyist and say bad things about you, I did it; You got into trouble with the Nanqi Island corpse case and were arrested, and I have to cooperate with you to act Zilazila and draw headphones; You are engaged to that daughter, and I have to help you take Keqiao to Z City; Originally, Joe gave me a chance to save the beauty as a hero, but you kid rushed to Nanqi Island, and I was not allowed to say anything, and I had to pretend not to see it; But Qiao was mistaken for Chen Chen's murderer, and I still have to be your mouthpiece to tell the evidence; You care about Ke Qiao and don't dare to come forward, I still have to help you explore the wind, and I owe a meal of charcoal-grilled seafood... I've done so many things, and I've done all the hard work, right? You have no conscience. ”
Lu Zenghan pursed his lips and snorted: "Yes, you are really attentive and do a good job." Did I let you buy yuzu tea? Did I let you make coffee? Did I let you take her to shoot? Did I let you take her to the playground hi? Did I let you learn psychology almost go? No wonder they worshipped me as a teacher to study psychology at that time, but fortunately I punished the adulterers in time to eliminate evil. You still want me to get your love, no way. ”
Mei Zijun stroked his palms and laughed: "If I am not so attentive, can you immediately rush to Keqiao's side like a monkey?" You're a good person, everything is good, but sometimes your brain is not good. The shaft is rusty, and there is no conflict between investigating the case and falling in love, and it is as if he wants to kill you. Thank me now, right? I wasn't a fool back then, and my love quotient was definitely higher than yours. ”
Lu Zenghan finally didn't say anything about Mei Zijun, and said with a smile: "Okay, good, thank you." When the seafood comes, you eat an extra basket. ”
"That's right. You have to have a sense of crisis, but Joe is such a good girl, if you don't cherish it, I can do it. Mei Zijun winked at me and smiled.
Lu Zenghan came over with two feet again, Mei Zijun simply threw away his coat and fought with Lu Zenghan on the beach, these two people probably haven't had a fight with someone for a long time, and the fight is difficult to solve for a while, but they all stop at the point. In the end, Lu Zenghan threw Mei Zijun on the beach. The two of them then laughed and came back shoulder to shoulder.
I can't understand this kind of affection for fighting, but being so hip-hop by them makes me feel better and my appetite is opened. After a short time, the fishermen brought two baskets of seafood, and Lu Zenghan and Mei Zijun began to grill the seafood. Mei Zijun also brought a lot of beer. It doesn't matter if the beer with seafood is healthy or not, but it's refreshing! The seafood that day was delicious, the sea breeze was refreshing, and the mood was warm that day.
Interested, after eating and drinking, Lu Zenghan and Mei Zijun made a sailboat by themselves, and competed on the sea, I didn't dare to sit, they played crazy on the sailboat this time, riding the wind and waves, hitting the pillar in the middle stream, appearing and disappearing in the waves, like two elves on the sea. I was fascinated by it. Such a life, such a man, is full of masculinity and strength. I suddenly knew why I was so infatuated with Lu Zenghan, in addition to his routines, it was probably his unconventional power. Though he was thin and pale, there was always a strength in him that was strong, invincible, as if able to overcome all suffering, and was the supplement that my inner and subconscious pathologies longed for. I couldn't help but record a video on my phone.
After the two of them went crazy, Lu Zenghan took me on a sailboat and swam on the sea several times, the stimulation of the senses by the exercise was more enjoyable than any emotion, in the windsurfing, my heart went up and down, with the sea and the sky became one color, temporarily forgetting the troubles and troubles.
It wasn't until the evening, when the sun was setting, that the three of us packed up our things and took the boat back to the dock in the south city. Different from the sad face and restlessness when I went, when I came back, I had absorbed enough sunshine and sea breeze, my face was much looser, and the corners of my lips were slightly raised.
Lu Zenghan drove me back to the house on North Road Street, and there was a familiar figure standing at the entrance of the community, staring closely at the car. Lu Zenghan stopped the car and I walked down. Han Muzhi looked at me with a complicated expression, and said slowly, "Are you okay?" ”
I was hesitating how to answer, Han Muzhi smiled faintly: "I can see that you are good." I was relieved. After saying that, he turned around and walked towards the car not far away.
I called out to him, "Makiyuki." ”
Han Muzhi turned his head to look at me, and his eyes lit up. I asked, "Are you looking for me?" ”
The light in Han Muzhi's eyes dimmed, and after thinking for a while, he said, "It's okay, let's talk about it another day, it doesn't matter." Han Muzhi then left, but his back was a little unstable.
I got into Lu Zenghan's car and shook my head: "I don't know what he is looking for me." ”
Lu Zenghan hooked his lips coldly and said, "This person is also strangely interesting." ”
"What's the point?" I asked.
Lu Zenghan said lightly: "If you want to talk about professional knowledge, he can be regarded as an accomplished person." It's always off-track. There is always a misconception in psychology that calmness and objectivity can lead patients on the road to recovery. But not necessarily, psychology must first learn to empathize and consider the problem from the patient's point of view in order to know the crux of the problem. Therefore, really good psychologists are often also troubled by psychological problems. When Nirvana is attained, it is also reborn. But this Han Muzhi, he has to stand at the height of theory and get rid of the dilemma of empathy with visitors, so his pattern is like this. ”
I don't know if Lu Zenghan is relieving my mood or just talking about things. But his words reassured me a lot. Before, Han Muzhi always said that I was too emotional, not like a qualified psychotherapist, and I was still troubled by this. Now that Lu Zenghan said this, I feel a lot better. But no matter what, Han Muzhi had treated me before without alarming me, and I sighed and said, "He also worked hard. If it weren't for his medicine, I might not have had it to stay as awake as I am. ”
"Not necessarily." Lu Zenghan disagreed with my opinion, "The medicine he gave you is mainly a sedative effect, suppressing the appearance of the subpersonality. But drug suppression is not a good way after all, it can only keep you awake as much as possible, but it cannot cure the root cause. It's like if you have a pain in your body, and if you are given a painkiller, it doesn't hurt anymore, but is the disease cured? There is no cure for the cause of your body pain, and painkillers are paralysis. And because painkillers mislead your senses, you even think that the pain is not there, causing the lesion to get bigger and bigger, and finally it cannot be treated. The same is true of sedative medicine, Han Muzhi did not solve it fundamentally, but only paralyzed your perception, but made your sub-personality, that is, "she" more and more firmly possess an independent personality. ”
Lu Zenghan's analogy is very easy to understand, I nodded, paused, and said, "Then what do you think, what is a good treatment?" ”
Lu Zenghan seemed to have made up his mind: "Solve the problem fundamentally and let her treat you." ”
"She? Who? I vaguely understood in my heart, "You mean sister?" ”
Lu Zenghan nodded: "I will find a way to talk to "her", let her treat you, and let her quit." It's actually not that hard. ”
Isn't it difficult? I also studied psychology, and I know that this problem will not be so easy to solve.
When I came back from Gucuo Island, my spirit was much better, although I still feel tired and sleepy, but I am much better than I was groggy before. Lu Zenghan was busy with anti-smuggling investigations, leaving early and returning late every day, and even fighting all night. If he's in the Anti-Smuggling Bureau and it's convenient, I'll occasionally try to make a simple soup for him. That Tan Bureau, I saw it again, it was when I went to deliver soup to Lu Zenghan, I met at the door of the Anti-Smuggling Bureau. He still had a gentle look on his face, and had a few words with me. It's just that when I look at him, I always feel awkward in my heart.
I met Lu Zenghan in the reception room and said to him casually: "I ran into Tan Ju again." ”
"Oh?" Lu Zenghan didn't care, "It's normal for you to meet him here." What did he say? ”
"I didn't say anything, just chatted casually." I replied, and suddenly my heart moved, and asked, "Is Ju Zhao also here?" Can you see him? ”
Lu Zenghan's brows suddenly wrinkled, the expression on his face was very complicated, and after a while, he said, "He's not here." He's not so easy to see either. ”
Seeing that he didn't really want to say, I was even more curious. Tan Bureau, Zhao Bureau, what's going on? I've already seen Tan Ju, a peaceful middle-aged man, and it's hard for me to even associate him with his smart and clever sister. What about Zhao Ju? My curiosity about him increased.