I like you, but I'm afraid you'll think I'm not good enough.

- Xia Yuyang

"The ......" Xia Yuyang hesitated for a while, and finally spoke, "I may be ...... for a while." I can't have lunch with you. ”

Xie Xiaonuan just wanted to blurt out the reason for it, but suddenly felt that it was not appropriate, it was too detailed to ask him about it, and he naturally had his reasons to leave.

So Xie Xiaonuan immediately changed his words, "Okay, you're busy with you, my mother will come over to accompany me." ”

At this moment, under Xia Yuyang's eyes, there was a light that seemed to be nothing, which was gradually dissipating.

He originally thought that she would care about him very much, but she didn't mention it until the end, he looked at her with some disappointment, and his tone became flat, "Then I'll go first, and I'll come back to see you tomorrow." ”

Xie Xiaonuan glanced at him, there was no trace of joy and anger in his eyes, just a calm ink, didn't he plan to explain to himself where he was going?

Xie Xiaonuan quickly stabilized his mind, lowered his eyelids slightly, covered the sadness that flashed in his eyes, and said angrily, "I don't have to trouble you tomorrow, you can go quickly." ”

Xia Yuyang was stunned for a moment, then laughed self-deprecatingly, "Okay, I know, I listen to you." After saying that, he quickly turned around and walked out the door.

Hearing the sound of the door slamming shut, Xie Xiaonuan pulled out a smile weakly, unable to tell what it was like in his heart, and his good-looking eyebrows furrowed slightly.

What was his attitude towards himself!

She was just afraid that he would think she was too talkative, so she didn't want to ask him anything, and she didn't want to spy on his privacy, all for his sake, why didn't he appreciate it at all!

Not to mention...... What he said was obviously angry, but he didn't refute it at all, but followed his own words and said, how could I never see him so obedient before!

And he turned out to be hot and cold to himself, not at all like the original him.

How did they suddenly become like this......

Xie Xiaonuan felt that his eyes were uncomfortably sour, and he almost couldn't hold back his tears, but after thinking about it, why was he the only one who was uncomfortable, but he didn't know anything.

She didn't want to cry alone!

Thinking of this, Xie Xiaonuan couldn't hold back her tears, and tried her best to pull out a bright smile, but the indescribable discomfort in her heart could not be suppressed.

Xie Xiaonuan suddenly remembered an ancient text she read some time ago, and there was a sentence in it that impressed her deeply, so she sighed helplessly and read it out quietly:

"The scruffiness of the scholar can still be said; The woman's shyness cannot be said to be ......"

Suddenly, a light laugh came from outside the ward, although it was subtle, but Xie Xiaonuan's ears were tipped, and he easily caught the voice.

"Who's out there?"

Xie Xiaonuan was startled, sat up straight alertly, and shouted outside.

Then she grabbed a bag of hard-packed snacks from the bed, although it was not a powerful weapon, but if a bad guy broke in, she could also take the opportunity to sneak attack.

"It's me." The door of the ward opened, and I saw a boy wearing a peaked cap walking in at the door.

It's Lu Zihao.

Xie Xiaonuan put down the snack and patted his chest gently, "Lu Zihao, you scared me to death, I thought there were some bad people outside!" ”

"You're too daring." Lu Zihao smiled gently at her, then walked up to her, bent down and looked at her carefully, without saying a word.

Xie Xiaonuan was stared at by him like this, and only felt unspeakable embarrassment, so he hurriedly lowered his head, blushed, and still stammered and asked, "You...... What do you see? ”

The corners of Lu Zihao's mouth pursed a smile that seemed to be a smile, and as soon as he heard her speak, he slowly withdrew his gaze, pulled out the chair in front of the hospital bed and sat down.

"I heard that you were hospitalized, so I came to see you."

Xie Xiaonuan couldn't help but raise his head to look at him, his face full of surprise, "How do you know that I am hospitalized?" ”

Lu Zihao smiled and said nothing.

Xie Xiaonuan's eyes narrowed slightly, as if he had thought of something, and his shoulders fell helplessly, "It won't be Xu Jingjing who told you again, right?" ”

Lu Zihao replied, "It's not her, it's your father." ”

Xie Xiaonuan was taken aback, "My dad? ”

Lu Zihao nodded, "I called you today, and it turned out that your father answered it, he said that you were hospitalized, I asked your address, and I hurried over." ”

Xie Xiaonuan suddenly realized, "In this way, then what is the matter with your call?" ”

Lu Zihao continued, "There is an event in the nursing home tomorrow, I originally wanted to call you together, but looking at you like this, I guess I won't be able to go." ”

Xie Xiaonuan muttered in a low voice, "It's a pity......"

Lu Zihao smiled, "You should take care of your injuries first, there will be time in the future, and I will always wait for you." ”

He said not only about tomorrow's club activities, he believed that the future would be long, and he would always wait for her ...... Wholehearted.

Xie Xiaonuan was nervous, and he didn't hear anything in Lu Zihao's words, and said with a smile, "Okay, when I am discharged from the hospital, I will definitely actively participate." ”

Lu Zihao didn't speak, and his gaze at her was still very gentle.

The two of them chatted for a long time.

Until Xie Xiaonuan found that Lu Zihao was constantly looking at her watch, she couldn't help but look up at the clock hanging on the wall, and this time she was surprised that it was past twelve o'clock.

Xie Xiaonuan smiled embarrassedly, "That'...... It's noon, so you might as well go home. ”

Lu Zihao put on a peaked cap and said to her, "Then I'll leave first, and you can call me if you have anything." ”

Xie Xiaonuan agreed again and again, and then watched him leave, the ward became empty again, and her heart was also uncomfortable with the emptiness, and so was her stomach.

"I'm so hungry......" Xie Xiaonuan couldn't help but touch her cooing belly, "Why doesn't my mother bring me food, and I don't have a mobile phone to play, it's so boring to be alone......"

As she spoke, she grabbed the snack on the side and tore it open vigorously, and sent it to her mouth fiercely.

It didn't take long for Xie's mother to finally arrive.

Xie Xiaonuan was the first to smell the fragrant food, and he couldn't help but sniffle, so he didn't care about complaining about his mother, and hurriedly took the meal and devoured it.

"Eat slowly, and no one will rob you." Xie's mother looked at her daughter with pity, and every time she saw her eating, her appetite would also improve.

Xie Xiaonuan muttered while eating, "Mom, why have you been here for so long, I'm almost hungry." ”

Mother Xie stopped talking, and after a pause, she explained, "Mom made a lot of cauliflower today, so it took some time. ”

Xie Xiaonuan didn't think much about it, and continued to attack the food on the table.

Mother Xie looked at her daughter's simple and lovely appearance, but at this moment she felt panicked and sad, her heart twitched painfully, and her eyes were full of pain.

suddenly recalled the scene when she and Shu Rou were drunk and lying on the sofa to take a nap, and happened to hear her daughter say to her that sincere heartfelt words, it is impossible not to be moved.

Although he usually fights with his daughter, he can ask himself that he has never blushed or quarreled with his daughter once, because his daughter has never let herself worry about it.

This is her biological daughter who was conceived in October.

It's a good daughter who is afraid of breaking in her hand and afraid of melting in her mouth, and she is reluctant to move a finger to her, but she is still running away......

Mother Xie slowly closed her eyes and leaned lightly on the back of the chair, only then did she stabilize her mind, hide all the pain in her eyes, and when she opened her eyes again, she had turned into a faint smile.

"Xiao Nuan, when you are discharged from the hospital, let's go and buy New Year's ingredients together." Mother Xie said softly.

"Okay, I'm going to have some baking ingredients for my cousin, and the doughnuts she made are so delicious, much tastier than what I've eaten in the store!" Xie Xiaonuan looked longing.

Mother Xie couldn't help laughing, "How do you know how to eat!" Then he babbled on and on about her.

Xie Xiaonuan smiled and lowered her head to pick up the rice, and did not refute, let her mother "educate" herself, it is a blessing to be able to eat, she does not feel ashamed, her greatest wish is to eat all the food in the world!

The ward was chattering, noisy but laughing, a very warm lunch time.

Of course, the happiest thing for Xie Xiaonuan is that her mother brought her a mobile phone, which is good, even if she stays alone in the ward, she won't be bored.

Xie's mother still had to go to work, Xie Xiaonuan saw that it was still early, so she lay down and played with her mobile phone, and after a while, her eyelids gradually became heavy, and she soon fell asleep.

In a drowsy mood, Xie Xiaonuan vaguely felt a tall boy walk in, he first put a bouquet of flowers on the table, and then stood in front of him, muttering something in his mouth.

Xie Xiaonuan felt very noisy, and shouted dissatisfiedly, "Don't say it!" As soon as the words fell, she opened her eyes suddenly, only to see that there was no one around.

Is it a dream?

Xie Xiaonuan couldn't help rubbing her temples, she was awakened by a shout from herself, she couldn't remember the general situation in the dream, it seemed that there was a boy......

Tall boys!

Xie Xiaonuan's eyes widened suddenly, she remembered, she dreamed of a tall boy in her dream, and he was still talking to herself, how did it feel so real?

She sat up slowly, and her phone rang suddenly, and she answered without hesitation, "Hey......"

"Xiao Nuan Xiao Nuan, what are you doing?" Xu Jingjing's anxious voice came from the phone point.

"I'm sleeping, what's wrong?" Xie Xiaonuan still felt confused, and kept repeating the dream just now in his mind.

"Great news! On the way, I spotted a strange boy dangling in the door of your hospital room in the morning, and then I followed him all the way, guess where he lives? Xu Jingjing said excitedly.

"Where?" Xie Xiaonuan rubbed his temples, feeling that he still hadn't eased up.

"He actually lives in the same neighborhood as you!" Xu Jingjing shouted loudly.

"What did you say?" Xie Xiaonuan exclaimed in astonishment.